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at first got 1 man sit outside the mac keep looking at us till morning. even took nap there! den go away in the morning. he keep see see then i really not happy la , nono , is not comfatable! cause i was sitting facing outside. then i see him back. then he turn away. then look , then turn away. continue likdat for al nitex! = ='ll
then in the morning got another man , heard that really abit crazy de. [ cause every morning they go there ] he walk in and out the mac , sit beside our table , etc. we pretend never see , then when more and more ppl come eat he go home. hahax
around 6am reached home , straight bath & sleep. think too tired till never even move during sleep. cause now backache , etc. = =''ll AAAAAAHH~~~ PANDA!!!! later go library AGAIN~ tonight must sleep! i hope it'll be worth while~ ha ha hax
dunno why , from yesterday till now , stomach pain!
9.27pm , just return from library~ so sleepy~ but haven finish art~ no sleep for me AGAIN~ BUT luckily tomorrrow art is in the noon~ morning can catch some sleep~ =] [ hope so! ] this time round my work really rubbish! haiix~ no choice~ i duno how to do. i kena cheated again~ nevermind~ go bath then start art le! jiayou everyone~ all the best ^^ nitex =]
NO SLEEP FOR ME~ =,[
Sagittarius :: You have many decisions to make, but they don't all deserve the same consideration.
slept at 11pm++ and have to wake up at 6.15am today~ bong ask me wake him up. hahax then wake up faster revise the letter writing & report writing format! hahax
paper one can consider quite easy , cause the question is something about teenagers. paper two cannot say very difficult . but not easy too. lolx hope can score higher then the previous one!! hahax
now computer in my house is spoilt! AAARRRRR~~ now at er jie house~ hahax sun bian charge mp3 ma. hahax later meeting mui go library~ hope got space!! hahax
im afraid that art cannot finish! haiixx~
how?
how??
how???
Sagittarius :: Things are what they are -- don't waste time trying to change them.
MORNING~~~~ =D
meeting mui & er at around 9.3oam~ hahax going library do art , study chinese which i now then realise its tomorrow~ suddenly heart beats faster!! hahax
later in the evening singyeng coming to help~~ hahax our jiu xing!! hahax
nervous~
nervous~
nervous~
LAVANDA ~*
Sagittarius ：：Today, your place among your friends is secure, and you know just where you stand.
today got to rush some art out~~ next wednesday is already the art paper~~~ monday[3oOst'o6] is MT paper! P1 - 8am-1oam , P2 - 1o.3oam-12pm. kinda nervous already!! hahax i have to score better than a B4! haiixx~ if wiish that prelim result for MT is the result for my o-level~ hahax
don't know why lately so tired & bored. hahax maybe used too much brain on studies. lolx
yesterday sarah msg us said that there might be a last class gathering on 4th december~ hahax i replied her i'll sure go if im in s'pore~ hahax she said mui replied the sane thing. lolx cause we all maybe going genting together ma. hahax
1o.45am , born of new blogskin~~~ =D time to do art!!!! hahax jiayou!!! jiayou!! jiayou~ ^^
there is always a secret in everyone.
1.o7pm , just completed colouring all my petals of a flower! w/o the dotss~ lolx congrats to me~ =D do till my eyes tired & backache. lolx old already~ hahax rest rest , relax relax first. hahax
3.22pm , just finished dotting my flower!! lolx added something to my board 1~ now i only have 1 board + 1 picture for my 2nd board~ should i cry or laugh...? = =''ll i've prepared all the personal response~ hahx later continue my flowers~~ =D thankx to mui's magnified-eyes , the cloour is nicer~ hahax cause she can see every colours & even EXTRA colours of the flowers~ lolx thankx ZHU DA JIE aka YUAN YUAN! lolx
4.14pm , later meeting er jie do art at viva~ but its raining cats & dogs. abit lazy go out but er jie said she needs me for colouring~ so wait for rain to get smaller then go~ =] mama is complaining to a fren at work about someone at work over the phone. hahahax guess the person talking crap which made mama not happy? hahax getting tired. dunno why. hahax tomorrow going library with mui & er~ hahax going to rush art again~ meeting around 9.15am. hahax
23 days to freedom~~ =D
8.55pm , just came back from viva~ ate the huang li chao fan! dunno why feel so full~ hahax just now helped er jie touch up the colouring of the rose. hahax then bong take pictures of er jie eating / drinking using my phone. then i use his phone take his picture he purposely do a funny face and i took and infra to er jie & myself! lolx deciding whether to post it here anot~ lolx really funny! hahax me & er jie setted as wallpaper make him paisei! lolx fun fun~~ hahahax =X now loading it started with a kiss episode 8~ hahax watch then sleep bahx~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: If you're not up to proving yourself, people will cut you some slack.
happy birthday mr andy sim~ =]
not used to the holiday~ hahax cause on weekdays normally wake up at 6.3oam , today morning keep waking up & sleep back~ hahax
meeting mui at 9.3oam going library~ do art and at around 1pm mr tan SL come then do chemistry~ hahax gonna ask mr tan everything. hahax
time to prepare~ =]
deny. think no more from today onwards. =]
9.19pm , just reached home~ came back from woodlands library~ hahax morning meet mui eat the $2 meal + hashbrown~ =D den yalian come find us den we find mr tan ask chemistry~ thankx mr tan! i finally remembered how to calculate & know more aout the macromolecules~ hahax den 6 / 7pm++ mui hungry so we 3 went KFC~ i ate the cheese pocket again~ hahax this time i ask for extra cheese~ hahax the person really put alot! very very heavy & cheesy!!! woohoox~ lolx the chicken also very very big~ lolx but i eat about 1/4 of it very full already! dunno why no feeling of wanting to eat. then yalian help me eat. lolx
this morning i was wondering on somethings then in library suddenly OH YA HORX~~ while doing art. lolx which made me quite sad & disappointed la. hahax nvm. i said i wont think any-more. hahax i told mui too~ hahaxi seldom type the the word "bye". i always use the word "cya". cause i dun like the feeling of saying "bye". hahax so when i use it , means im really frustrated / angry / sad / disappointed in that matter. hahax
1o.55pm , just finished it started with a kiss episode 7~ xiang qin wore my fav num 8 de tennis clothes~ hahax is pride really matters? time to sleep~ nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Use your creativity to move one inch closer to that person you've had your eye on.
me & olsen~*
me & gina~*
me & azri~*
me & chuchu~*
me & aslam~*
me & sufi~*
me & nabilah~*
me & aliff~*
me & kimyen~*
me & sarah~*
me & junwei~*
me & jessica~*
me & benedict~*
me & dafanshu~*
me & bong~*
me & leonard~*
me & qianhui~*
me & mr tan~* thankx mr tan =]
me & mdm sal~* i love her =]
me and mrs grace low~* she is cute =]
today no lesson~ just some cleaning in class~ recess from 1o.o5am - 11.o5am~ den a talk in the school hall & home sweet home~ =]
alot of cant bear = she3 bu4 de2 towards some things~ especially to friends. many din come to school today~ aliff as our chairman gave 5N2 toblerone~ hahax thankx aliff! =]
gonna miss them. in fact already gotta feeling. hahax weird eh~ i keep telling people , "cannot forget me lehx. " hahax asif no exams already. hahax i'll miss the route to school. the sun , the sky & fresh air in the morning. hahax
our block~ hahax
WE ARE WITH YOU , GO FOR IT~*
dunno why... heart feels so heavy today. maybe too tired. i won't ask for more but just don't forget me. hax perhaps now i understand what that regret means. but i think didn't.
today got back report book~
ENG:: c5
CHI:: a2
MATH:: d7
SCI:: f9
COMB.HUMANI.:: e8
ART:: f9
CME:: A
CCA:: b3
CLASS POSITION:: 21/39
LEVEL POSITION:: 73/1o9
band practices are on 2 , 3 , 9 , 10 , 16 , 17 , 23 , 24 nov , 21 & 22 dec. band camp is 27 dec - 28 dec~ =] a player w/o instruments = a person w/o soul~ im the person. =,[
6.33pm , just painted my flower at the 2nd board~ ^^ tomorrow meeting mr tan SL at woodlands library around 1pm! hahax finally can ask him chemistry~ hahax hope my art can finish soon~ hahax now loading It started with a kiss episode 5~ hahax just now wrote letter to duck about the things i shared with mui. tomorrrow den post the letter~ =]
9.26pm , just finished it started with a kiss episode 5 & 6~ why the shows i watched so real life eh~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Try to pace your day to mix pockets of quiet with periods of action.
me & joy~*
me & yalian~*
me & duck rice~*
me & zhu da jie~*
me & bunnie~*
me & mrs song =]
had lesson till 8.55am , recess till 9.45am with the lower sec~ mrs song is leaving WGSS~ a touching scene at school hall just now~ hahax had pictures with my friends & mrs song except for one friend who dunwan only. hahax
mrs song treat ice-cream again~ hahax so nice of her , though i everytime din eat her ice-cream. lolx she really nice to wgss people already~ hahax mr chan came back too! hahax actually wanna take picture with him , but he very busy talking to everybody eh~ hahax
after the celebration & photo taking , i really feel asif i finished my exams~ lolx joy , duck & yalian wants me go prom nitex. but i really dont feel like going... how??? hahax
now mui & yalian at my house~ we do art yalian study chemistry~ hahax lalala~ bath first.. =D
4.o1pm , time to do some art~ hahax will post the other pictures next time =D
6.2opm , they just left my house~ hahax i just did some art~ hahax improved the colour of my leaf. looks better~ thankx mui for mixing of colour of the paint! hahax cuz i really dunno how to use paint. hahax dunno why really tired for today~ hahax also feel very very sianx. maybe after this do abit more of colouring then watch It started with a kiss~ hahax dunno why , now days im really confused over things. i dunno is it the truth or just imagination or think too much. hahax tomorrow is the last day of school , will kinda miss the classroom. hahax the place where we laughed , cried , shouted , angry , etc. hahax no more chance to wear PE shirt~ hahax no more mass run-s~ no more exercise~ gonna miss it~ hahax of cause i will miss my classmates & the people in the 2 classes beside 5N2 & friends. hahax
i dun like lies nor truth , wad can i do? i allow myself to fall again , so i'll pick myself up again. hax
9.57pm , finished It started with a kiss episode 4. tired. time to sleep~ nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: To shed light onto a particularly vexing situation, open yourself up to fresh ideas.
yesterday didn't study anything , today gonna do alot of things again~ hahax later do chemistry worksheet & art~ hahax
next wednesday art already! im still at 1st board 1st picture!! haiixx~ can i just rush through?? i wiish i can~
yesterday discuss it with mui some things. i dunno why , when i see her msg , response same as mine , my tears just flow. but finally got things cleared. she said she guess & expected. im quite surprised. somethings left unknown will be better. hahax
9.3oam , time to study~ =]
[ 3 sesame & 3 peanut~ ]
3.45pm , WOAHX~ finally rest~ hahax completed 1 chemistry worksheet & 1 board of my art work is finishing~~ hahahax finally~ =D just now cooked tang yuan~ yumyum~ but the soup not sweet cause put wrong sugar. lolx but its still nice! hahax lalala~ mama came back with carrot cake~ hahax after eating half packet full already. later dinner... = =''ll whole day at home eat & eat & eat. hahax later continue my art~ =D have that kind of.. man zhu gan! hahax =] the stingray is learnt how to swim around the tank towards its left , today it learn how to swim towards its right! congrats to it~ ** claps claps** hahax sikali tomorrow it learns how to fight with another fish! cause the fish looks like it is afraid of it~ hahahax =X
5.o3pm , just wrote personal response for my first board~ woohoox~ ..near to complete...... 1 board... = =''ll [ others at 4th board already. ] lolx tomorrow hari raya celebration at school~ this is the last week of study in WGSS~ will kinda of miss those noisy & lame & stupid days~ but of cause i dun wanna come back next year la~ hahax human beings will leave , but memories will never....
time to bath~ hahax
6.5opm , started my first picture of 2nd board~ =D happy~ hahax tomorrow staying back at library do chemistry & art!! hahax gonna ask mr tanSL many many question! hahax end work for today~ hahax loading It started with a kiss episode 1~ dont understand why more & more things are popping in mind. which makes me bring a heavy cloud above me every where i go.
9.19pm , finished It started wiht a kiss episode 2~ the guy actually treat the gal not bad la , willing to teach her homework tll late night though is kena threaten by her with a photo. lolx himself fall asleep during exam. hahax anyway , tomorrow have lesson till 9.3oam den celebration~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Making a new beginning in an old situation isn't always easy to do. Talk things out.
today the malays return home at 1o.35am~ cause tomorrow Hari Raya!! hahax so there is no school tomorrow~ hahax can do work at home! ^^
today in class quite bored. hahax bunnie sit beside me entertain. lolx
most people have about 4 boards for their art~ and me?? not even 1 board! 1 picture got la~ lolx gonna do art later! hahax
not going to prom. hahax cause muiling not going , then no singyeng & laihuan , very little close friends. hahax only xueer going. i don feel like going too. hahax
i still chose to bury my head in the sand. perhaps avoid is the only thing i can do for now. hahax no answer is given to the question. i think i finally understand what's the question. hax there isn't anybody. haiixx~ bored~ dont leave her alone~
lalala~ also dont undertand why so moodless. hahax perhaps my right brain too active [ no scientific logic ] , think too much. loading bump off lover episode 12 to keep right brain occupied. lolx watching with my piglet~ hahahax see later if mood is better then do art~ =]
7pm , just finished bump off lover episode 13 which is also the last episode. the mystery of the story finally out. tomorrow den study bahx~ really in no good mood.
Sagittarius :: A collision of two opposing forces is in your near future. Aim for balance.
[ A.Y.L.C. - anti-yalian club ]
[ me & lele~ =] ]
woohoox~ finally can come in~ hahax
just finished bump off lover episode 1o. i wonder how many lies have i listened to.
i think the reason / excuses for lying : ` protect themself/others. ` protect a precious friendship / relationship. ` keep their "image". ` keep their promises.
perhaps somethings better to be left unknown.
time for some studies~ hahax going to do some chemistry~ =]
[ the stingray in the pail!! ]
[ its front view! can see the eyes popped out! ]
[ looks like mac's hotcake & vacuum cleaner eh? hahahax ]
1.27pm , my papa brought this stingray home~ OMG~ scare me ah~ its a baby stingray! at the first look i thought is the big size of the small fish which suck the dirts in the tank , then i think and think , impossible that fish will be this big , den i asked my dad , he said its stingray! it looks asif it will fly out when its in the pail! hahax scary~ i asked papa : " he grow up how? " he replied : " sell lorx. " , den i replied him back : " why not cook la~" hahax i thought i never eat stingray before then mui told me i ate 1 on qianhui's birthday bbq~ lolx i also dunno what mui gimme eat~ lolx AAAAHH~ this is really scary~ hahax i still sit there and look and the stingray , while imagine " what if in the middle of the night it flies out of the pail / tank and came into our room and it suddenly stick on my face? " hahax a weird thought la , but really scary ma. lolx i told mui about this stingray & most of her reply is " i wan eat! " , " must invite me to eat! " , " i wan to see! " lolx everything in her brain is EAT the stingray! lolx talk so much about this baby stingray , just completed a physic worksheet , paper 1 & paper 2 section 1~ hahax this stingray really interesting till made me stop work! lolx its raining~~ =D time to get back to work~ hahax the stingray is chasing the prawn~~ muahahahax~ =X
4.46pm , really no time for art eh~ cham! hahax anyway , just finished another physic paper~ ^^ though paper 2 section not completed. hahax later continue~ =D i think next week need to get help for art work again! hahax time really tight eh! STRESS AH~ i told my mama about the genting trip with singyeng they all , at first she said see she can take off anot , den i say go with sy they all ok?? then she say got 1 day anot? den i dunno , asked xy , seems like only got 3days de~ hahax hope in the end she let ah! hahax i wanna ENJOY after exams~~ =D now im thinking of HOW TO ENJOY~~~~ lolx too early?? hahax taking MT paper on 3ooct!! lend me all the lucks! lolx
7.o8pm , breakfast had roti prata + bean curd , lunch had wanton mee , dinner had half packet of fried-rice~ woo.. so full~ hahax just added some white & pink spots on my 2nd leaf~ now loading bump off lover episode 11! hahax going to watch those scary human beings~ hahax
8.25pm , finished bump off lover episode 11~ i hope that this real world dunhave people who are in the bump off lover~ too scary too imagine! there wont be any human real human beings left if everybody is likdat~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Concise communication will be your best tactic today ... so keep it short and sweet.
[ do.you.know.that.death.god.loves.apple.?]
[ the police side. ]
yesterday watched death note~ its was interesting from the beginning till the end! but the ending was w/o a ending. made us all sianx diaox & singyeng very angry! lolx maybe there is death note 2? hahax the death god popped out suddenly lots of times , scare us! hahax before watching , everybody told me that the guy in white very handsome. during movie , everybody was waiting for him to appear , after he appear , everybody "eeee". lolx i told mui , how i wiish i could eat all the candies , ice-cream , donuts & all the sweet stuffs & wont get fat like the guy in white did in the movie. hahax putting lots of sugar in the tea , using lolly pop to stir. lolx whole table in the room is sweet stuffs~ woohoox~ hahax [ just imagine... ] and the guy in white sleeps like a child~ hahax he suck his thumb when sleeping~ hahax but he looks scary with the eye liner! hahax think the guy in black is the trumpet player in L*I*V*E*!! but he look better in L*I*V*E*. hahax after movie went to take neoprint & muiling went home and i walked with the rest to 515 & went home~ hahax cuz they having supper.
just woke up~ gonna do lotsss of things later~ art , science , humanities~ haiix~ really no time~ hahax but really no mood to do anything! but have to. for my own sake~ = =''ll
i always use this to force myself " discipline = do aomething i dont like which benefits me. " then i'll go on~ lolx try it out~ it might work on you too~ hahax
thankx people who gave me the motivation & support. "jiayou & work hard" is enough , dont ask me to " press on & u can do it" anymore. hahax cause i really buay tahan liaox. hahax i know u all mean good , but , over use the words really no effect already. hahax " jiayou & work hard " is a better choice of words. hahax dont worry people , i know how to think~ =] though i dont wiish to grow up , but im a grown up kid already~ lolx
just finished bleach episode 1oo~ hahax finally the owner of Rizu is dead! hahax time for some serious work~ =]
12.3opm , did some physic worksheets~ the scores still not that bad! hahax dunno why suddenly not feeling well , throat getting more and more pain. luckily home got the sweets. hahax ate 3 of it. dunno is eat too much of it or what , now my stomachache. = =''ll but still have to continue to study~ later do some art first. scare can't finish! 1st nov. a week. i think its better for me not to rest for 3omins after 2 hours of studies already~ no more time~ AAARRGGHH~ go do art already~ .....
i miss band days... i wanna sit in & play ross roy too! =,[
[ how messy~~ hahax ]
[ this is the result from 1pm - 3pm~ hahax ]
3.11pm , been doing art. mama coming back home soon~ hahax lolx muiling ask me online send her songs , den i told her i online ah~ lolx so cute. hahax lalala~
finished bump off lover episode 8. suddenly linked mui 's words to the show. because she said " cant trust anyone fully , even her. if 1 day she backstab me , i might never know. " after watching this show , the feeling of fear is much stronger. hahax fear of kena stab w/o knowing anything. but its really tiring to be careful everytime , everywhere , everyone , everything. lies has become part of people's life. which always made me wonder when are they speaking the truth. how i wish i could see what others are thinking about. i just hope that none of my close friends nor family members will do that kinda things to me. i trust that they wont. cause i know i wont be able to take this kinda thing.
now is 8.21pm. finished bump off lover episode 9~ getting more and more scary~ hahax but its nice~ ^^ today ate lots of NATA DE COCO~ hahax cooling ma~ hahax nitex people =]
Sagittarius :: if a friend is going down a bad path, you don't have to follow. Separate yourself. [ i will is there is a need to. ]
[ this is kawaii~ =D ]
just came back from school~
muiling was decorating a xiao qiang in our physic texbook during physic lesson. and it looks like kena dunno what thing , lots of white spots on it~ lolx stayed at school library till 3pm did some physic worksheets then went vista point with mui & er. bought kinder bueno~~ hahax nice nice~ though my throat in pain , but its nice!! hahax then came back home in the rain~ ^^
the feeling of raindrops on my palm was great~ =]
meeting singyeng , laihuan , muiling , xueer , yalian , eechong for death note later~ hahax probably watching at 7pm~ excited~ hahax
finally its solved~ hahax =]
during recess i mentioned to mui & gina that , im afraid of arrival of 2oo7. im still not ready. i hope o-level can faster over. but im not ready for it. hahax mui asked me , what im i afraid of. i replied : " lots. im dun feel like leaving the frens now , not ready for new environment , afraid singyeng take o-level and have to leave , etc. " she replied me : " aiyo , we all grown up liaox lehx , still can fly over look for her wad. " then i thinkin , its different. can't explain why , but its really different. haiix~ bu xiang zhang da~
Sagittarius :: Lean on someone powerful for the insight you need to approach a sensitive situation.
[ my childhood friends~ geex ]
[ its nice~ =] ]
kena woke up by mama early morning 6.3oam~ cause i forgot to tell her today i need to wake up at 1oam only! and heng heng she at home. hahax lie on bed till 7am++ still can't sleep so decided to wake up and revise! quite nervous about the practical exam!
thankx everyone for the good lucks~ =]
going out soon. meeting mui , xueying , xueer , tingting! hope everything will go smoothly for me & everybody~ =] jiayou~
it was easy~ luckily~ hahax but i made a careless mistake on the graph for physic~!! im like DAMN IT~ hope it wont affect my marks~ i wiish for full marks~ hahax abit too greedy but i really think that its wasted if practical dont score! hahax i double checked with mr tanSL for the salt A , he said he guess is Copper[II] Chloride too!! hahax thankx to mr junus & mr tanSL for staying back and teach us practical~ hahax woohoox~ can put practical aside~ hahax maybe later doing art!! jiayou =] wonder how ball know i having practical exam! hahax
i hope that they'll be able to wake you up if its true. cause im in no position to do so.
6.o3pm , finished bump off lover episode 7~ humans are scary~ hahax tired. tomorrow watching death note with singyeng around evening~ =] excited! hahax
sort throat** AAARRRRGGHH~
after 2onov'o6 = freedom~*
Sagittarius :: To see the problems at hand you need to open your mind -- and your heart.
after school stayed in school library till around 5.3opm. then meet tingting at woodlands library~ studied alot of practical thing today~ tomorrow is the day! hope i'll not make stupid careless mistakes like use wrong thing again! all the best to everybody and me~ hahax =]
really hope that my practical will not just pass , but with flying colours~ hahax
sort throat~
..its still on......... i'll leave it for the mean time. i dont have the time to think. but i guess everything will be fine with a conversation starts....
sleeping soon~ hahax im in the 3rd shift! dont need to stay back! hahax can wake up later~ hahax need to practice graphs for physic! jiayou jiayou jiayou~ ^^ going to watch death note with singyeng , maybe laihuan , xueer , muiling on friday~ hahax xueer say death note alot of handsome guy so she on! lolx saw the "handsome justin" they always mention just now. lolx finally know who he is. hahax must tell singyeng~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: You are more aware of the bigger picture, and you are starting to feel responsible.
today yansoon sit beside us teach us math think vomit lots of blood! hahax thankx bunnie~
this thurs o-level physic/chemistry practical examination! mine is shift 3~ 11am need to reach school~ can sleep till 1o.15am! hahax
really not much time to study~ panic!! but still must jiayou~ =]
..cold war is on......... perhaps concerns are nothing anymore. i just dun understand. now then i believe 1sec can change lots of things. as mentioned , im a cry baby. i believe that if i ever shed a tear cause of someone , that person means something to me. just like bong & dfs. really feels so invisible & nothing. worse than the air.
[ sister bong & dafanshu. ]
i wiish that i dont need to grow up. kids world was great!!! no worries nor anything. just jiayou fight for candies~ hax enjoy being a worries-free & innocent child. world out there is scary~
saw group of ppl. to me , gangsters are just childish not mature nor grown up little kids.
trying so hard to enjoy my day. trying so hard to smile. i dont want my friend to be unhappy / moodless cause of my unhappiness. when im listening to mp3 , its either im trying to concentrate / thinking deeply. im still burying my head in the sand. ...why....
9.44pm , just finished bump off lover episode 6. this chapter is aboout lies. that time watched bleach episode 99. wonder still have how many. hahax sleeping soon~ many many songs~~~ hahax nitex =]
Sagittarius :: Today, give yourself permission to put yourself and your personal goals first.
firstly is dafanshu called me during art lesson and said he and bong quarrel and bong hit him cuz he owed bong over $1oo. i thought real siax. then called bong immediately. bong told me he in class while dafanshu told me bong is not. i was thinking it was impossible for him to fight his good fren. so me go 5n3 look for them , er , mui follow me go. in the end i saw them nice nice sit together and laughing. i was damn angry and pointed middle finger at them and walked away. can see how angry am i ? its really rare for me to do that. then suddenly tears rolling down , den i found myself really very angry. lolx very ps la. hahax
i went back 4T2 continued my art , bong tried to call me , i din pick up. dafanshu sms , i din reply. den i went toilet , cuz buay tahan. den stupid siax , they wait outside the toilet. = =''ll den they follow and follow den pester me to 5n2 den 4t2. den finally contact time they went back to class. den after school weiqiang ask leonard to go look for him , he want talk. i tel leonard , " he want talk he wont come mehx?" actually i dun like him to do that cuz i dont think i did anything wrong , i dont think im his little sister or brother or even his dog. den we were like play play joke about TEH-O name la. say KOPI-O. den the rest of the TEH-O member said nothing , din care. but he so jidong. maybe i dont understand why he treat TEH-O NAME so seriously bahx. cuz i dun mind him playing around with BELTZ name. im sure BELTZ wont mind too. cuz its not their real name. nevermind la. maybe different ppl mind different thingy lorx.
just hope the fight wont take place!
mr junus helped me checked my work~ thankx alot! =] transformer really confusing!
maybe i just dont understand people. am i really good to bully? dont act gangster infront of me. i hate it.
Sagittarius :: Potentially divisive information has been revealed -- nip this thing in the bud.
woke up and there is red bean soup and nasi lamak! yummy~ hahax
think today staying at home studying physic today~ woohoox~ still haven study social studies & geography!
meeting mui going library find books~ hahax she decided to change theme for art~ think changing to what im doing. hahax if library no space , we going to fuchun cc mac again~ hahax tingting later also finding us to photocopy the question paper. hahax everybody is starting their art work~ jiayou~ jiayou~ jiayou~!! =]
bought mp3 today for $179~ =] nitex ^^
Sagittarius :: Today, use all your hot energy to defuse a potential bomb in your social group.
i posting it again to let my blog bring it away~ and the happy thing to keep as memories~ hahax
im afraid of dark , spirits , monsters , balloons , insects especially those which can fly [ even ants ] , die right now , being good at nothing , being a good-for-nothing person , no future , kena hate by people especially people who is close / around me , some really precious friends leaving me [ i know sooner or later she have to leave ] , too complicated .
dont feel like growing up so fast. hope 2oo6 dont pass so fast~ i don wan be at the airport to send people off. dont wiish to. but i dont think we can avoid that. im really not ready for new school life. that's 1 of my fear too~ haiix~
i really dislike people who dont respect themselves , people who lied for their own good sake , people who mak promises for the sake of themselves , backstabbers , laugh at others cause they are afraid that they can't do it / others will laugh at them , people who bully the decent , people who act big / lians / bengs , people who likes to control others' freedom , people with high-level of jealousy.
but
im really glad and i love them~ my family members = papa , mama , 2 sisters.
my friends = singyeng , muiling , peifang , yalian , laihuan , xueer , chuhui , zhirong , weiqiang , xulong , qianhui , paul , yude , guoquan , band members , everybody around me~ =]
of cause i wont mention all these infront of ppl everytime , cause its weird when u suddenly liddat tell ppl. lolx they'll ask u back : " are u siick ??" or " did something happened?" am i right? hahax they take turns being there for me when i need them. hahax i may argue / quarrel alot with these people , but we'll be fine after awhile~ hahax i accept them for who they are. when im happy cause these people are happy~ have great memories with them~ =]
--shu's confession--
[ ms Maripossa Carnegio ]
[ms Echinacea Lewisii ]
[ ms Conifer Latus ]
these 3 were squeezed into 1 board & print in Ao size~ hahax
today woke up at around 1oam~ missed the english extra lesson. too tired.
staying at home study~ missed too many days of revision , gonna catch up!! chemistry , social studies. jia you bahx!
if nobody going to use computer , will be back here after 2 hours of study~ =]
1.44pm , just finished chemistry on acids & bases~ today then i know what's ionic equation! hahax i always thought chemical equation = ionic equation! hahax later continue with chemistry on chemical analysis. today got alot to cover~ social studies & geography & art! hope can complete what i did not cover for the past few days~ =]
now then i realise how easy for a person to say " i promise u" & it is even easier to break the promise. i wonder , with those empty promises , how to gain trust?
5.16pm , just finished making notes for diplomacy & deterrence! just now then i know that actually if studied chemistry chapter 9 on chemical analysis = studied for chemistry practical~ hmmm. tired after studying social studies. dunno why after everytime social studies sure very tired. my discman dead for many days already. studying & going around w/o music is difficult for me~ just now tell mama discman spoilt , she told me listen radio lorx. but listening to radio is so irritating cuz the person keep talking & talking! i wan a ipod~ but its expensive~ haiixx~ i wan o- level to end faster~ i wanna faster find a job & got $$ to buy things!! i end my study for today~ mayb do art later , do my colouring~ =]
buxiangzhangda~
7.17pm , just finished bump off lover episode 5~ time to have dinner & do art~
9.39pm . finished colour this leaf~ lolx but still not complete yet~ maybe tomorrow continue! hahax officially end my work for today~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Take stock of yourself -- this act of self-inventory will reveal a nice surprise.
[ googled bonez ]
[ googled fiish ]
yest went to do art with mui , er , yen & huan came to help to! thankx alot to them especially singyeng! cuz she helped me~ hahax yalian was teaching leonard chemistry beside us. eechong came to join us later at library. leonard made a coment about singyeng and all of us know except her & made her very pek chek~ lolx in the end she know already she stare at him. lolx was quite fun. after 9pm , library closed. me , er , huan , eechong went blk521 RC do work! continued till 12am++. when wanna 12am , suddenly 3 poilce came to RC bythe police car. 1 maly walking infront and 1 chi & 1 malay at the back. the malays were smoking & making noise but they din care but they walk to our group and scolded us! we are like WTH~ the one who scolded us is a malay. and the 2 behind him diam diam watch only. den they saw paper kena burn and was on the floor. the front malay police straight turn to us and say something like.. you all wan to burn the place isit??! laihuan so angry and say back , got thing sure is we do??! then he replied : " u all sit near the thing. if u all dun wan to be suspect as the person who did anything , leave the place." sorry la , but the first thing come to my mind is like , WTH~ chinese cannot be at RC isit! we do art also got wrong , people smoke and make noise no wrong. scare kena beaten up by the people and scold us for show just say la! angry!!
went home and catch some sleep at 12.3oam++ meet tingting go school at around 7.1oam! almost late! went school then helped dafanshu coloured 2 pictures & helped david with 1 pictures only. helped tingting coloured half of her finall work! din manage to complete all~ haiix! and after school was running around helped er , xy they all find their "names". im exercising whole day~ lolx anyway going fuchun cc's kfc there study~ haiix! cuz of art missed lots of days of studies! must mend it~ haiix. im tired now. no choice~
just now when me & mui was walking home , something unpleasant took place at blk 525. haiix~
i'll post the finall picture of my 3 fashion models next time~ i squeeze 3 into 1 Ao size board~ [ $65] hope wil get good results~!!!! =] luckily managed to complete all 6 boards by midnight & get to catch some sleep at 12.3oam++!
i really wonder......... dont really like guessing game. lied.
now is 11.15pm~ just came back from the mac near fuchun cc~ me & yalian ate the "cheezy pocket" at KFC~ it wasn't nice! no taste at all~ hahax me & mui went library to pick books for art~ [ 4o% ] i decided to do on the topic 4! im doing different types of leaf~ hahax it took me hours to pick come pictures~ complete drawing 1 leaf & colour bits of the stem & its time to go home~ hahax left mac at around 1o.35pm. waited for bus912 and drop at near 515 bus stop & walked home! was already dark & its scary!! so walked very very fast. hahax tomorrow english class at 9.3oam! hope will be able to wake up & learn something new! hahax really tired.the moment i lie on something straight can sleep! hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: If no one else is going to sing your praises today, you must toot your own horn!
found this uma while searching for picures of vegetables. interesting~
woke up at 9am~
im going to do art computer work today~ hope i still remember how to do. going to figure out~ its going to be a hard time.
hmms. how good is a promise?
going to watch magician of love episode 2o. im waiting for dinie to wake up and tell me how to use photoshop!
im really shocked this morning when i see what's written in the msg. i din know it changed so much. i dunno to believe or not. because i can feel the change too. its infront of me , i can't choose not to believe & believe in the positive side. why feel invisible whenever she is around. looks like i chose to believe other things rather den the things infront of me.
my discman pronounced dead.
12.o3pm , i still dunno how to use the photoshop. dinie still haven reply me. im trying to imagine & draw the butt of the veggie. lolx finished magician of love episode 2o , loading 21.
2.42pm , dinie just online and taught me how to use the photoshop! woohoox~ finally can do art already~ hahax now cleaning the "dirty things" on the pic~ hope can complete 1 today~ hahax thankx gorgeous. hahax everybody is gettine help for their artwork. but im doing it on my own. is it a good thing or....?
5.35pm , finished magician of love~ happy & touching ending =] finished "cleaning" pair of models & a veggie~ now figuring out how to place them. heard that the submittion date had been pushed forward to fri~ haiix. everytime likdat.
now is 8.45pm. finally finished 3 of the computer work~!!! phew~ my hand really hurts now cuz been doing for hours. hope these computer work will help me!! i haven get names for them! OMG~
just got their names. tomorrow i'll post them with their names~ hahax they'l be print out tomorrow. this is the result of my 1 day work~ hahax im tired. nitex ppl =] take good care & sleep early~ dont do art / study too much till late~ =]
Sagittarius :: You are where you need to be, and this place has more to offer than you realize.
went to dental checkup~ OMG~ scare me siax~ when i went in was nabilah~ 2 of her tooth kena plucked out! she got injection to numb her gum. OMG~ scare me & mui siax~ when was my turn i really held my shirt very very tight. cuz he use that thingy to drill clean. bleed alot. taste so disgusting.
after school went up at AVA room and studied social studies on diplomacy & deterrence~ mdm sal came in & i told her nothing is going into my brain. so she sat beside me & explain to me the whole chapter! thankx mdm sal! made me understand 2 chapters in 55mins! first time siax~ hahax so quite happy but really tired & hungry~ hahax
went off at 5pm++ with mui & went vista bought peanut waffle! hahax nice nice~ long time no eat! hahx then wait for her guy to fetch her and came back home! hahax latr doing bits off art on computer~ haiixx~ art!
somehow dunno what's the reason it seems to affect me alot even the matter is small. maybe i can't let ppl be happy~ ha ha hax im invisible. made me realised that somethings can't be replaced.
i dropped myself , i'll pull myself out~
going to watch magician of love episode 19~
just finished episode 19~ now going to have dinner~ nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Be patient. You have done everything you can. Right now, the ball is in their court.
thankx to muiling who made me unload 1/4 of my water which i tolerate for dunno how long. which made me feel better bits. she was playing the " zhu wo sheng ri kuai le" song. the water almost can't stop. haiix. now really having bad headache.
luckily today understand "half life". though it took away half of my life to understand , but its worth it~ today mr junus made notes for us the not so good students~ thankx mr junus!
now loading magician of love episode 18~ have to relax. can't take it. AAAAARRGGGGHH~ sometimes i really wonder , if 1 fine day im not around anymore , who will notice except for my parents. of cuz im not that stupid to think of commit suicide.
..why weren't there when i need people most.....
Sagittarius :: There are many mysteries for you to solve -- explore today as early as you can.
[ my breakfast! the liang tea my mama boil & meehon my papa bought! ((: ]
today studying physic first 3 chapter! hahax hope can cover good governance too~
i think that lately really happened alot around me. especially between my friends. i just told 1 of them that that won't affect me & either side , cuz i wont side anyone. but i'll stand in the middle & try to solve it! just hope that both side will put everything aside & study first!
yesterday suddenly remember that my mama came in when i was playing com and asked me whether school announced anyone stole or wad. she told me a few days ago , a woodgrover stole something in cwp john little & kena caught. and she asked me not to follow what others do. then i replied her " im not that stupid." she said " den that time wad u n ur good fren do? " den i replied " bu4 dong3 shi4 ma. " wait wait.. i never steal before.. it was my so-called "friend". that happened in primary school. i still remember we went to sembawang's book store and i din follow her around in the store , i was looking at my own stuff & suddenly she ask me faster get out the store. so i just go lorx. den we went down to 1st floor den she take out some diary & stuffs den i asked her something like " aa? u buy so fast ah? " she replied " i din buy , i took it. " at that time im really shocked la! then i was telling her put back , etc. den she answered me " later kena caught how? " that time den i thinking ya horx. haiix. i dun wiish to continue already. but in the end the stuffs were thrown away & i hope that she is not making the same stupid mistakes today. perhaps is the influence of her friends around her. anyway , long time never wontact my primary school friends already. even the gal who hated me so much cuz i was very good with a gal who she wants to be with too , she can't regonise me. lolx primary so many things , so childish. lolx friends friends , etc. but that's my childhood. hahax
now having breakfast , later go study physic already! hahax =]
[ this is what i ate after breakfast! ]
i used this stamp with words such as "OK!" & "KEEP IT UP!" to keep myself going~ lolx these were given by singyeng before she went to japan that time! still in good condition~ hahax im really tired after so little hours of sleep~ but i managed to complete 3 chapters of physic in 2 hours! congrats to me~ lolx after 3omins of break im going to continue with social studies~ hahax im going to study good governance & conflict among countries~ muiling * yalian called me to go study , but i chose to stay at home study , cuz i wanna see whether i'll study better myself or with friends. hahax hope today i wont fall asleep eh~ hahax my 3rd cup of liang tea.... haiixx i wanna recover soon~!! social studies here i come~~~~
now is 7.34pm! finished good governance & chemistry practical~ hahax just now fall asleep during the 3omins break~ luckily i on the alarm! hahax did some exercises for chinese! tomorrow school day~ going to study half life~!! i need ppl to teach~ going to ask mui / yalian / mr junus to teach me! hahax hope today will sleep well =]
Sagittarius :: Awkward silence can evolve into a long period of miscommunication -- talk it out.
ice-cream was nice! hahax especially strawberry flavour one~ hahax yum-yum~
duck is as siick as me , but i'll recover very soon , duck must take care & faster recover ah~ =D
now go for my studying , i'll be back here for 3omins break 2 hours later~ hahax =D
after 3omins.... [1.o5pm]
finished chapter 16 on alkanes & alkenes & cracking! hahax
cracking is the process where big alkane molecule are broken up into smaller molecules by heat! [ pls correct me is im wrong~ =D ] after 3omins break have to continue chapter 17 : alcohols~ fun doing chemistry! =D
=D
3.3opm , listening to Tachibana Keita's song~ his OWN single will be out on 18oct~ hahax 1 month before ryohei's birthday~ hahax the song really very w-inds! hahax maybe cuz keita is the lead singer in w-inds bahx~ hahax very nice~! =] finally had my meal today~ hahax my mama bought noodle & special made ice-kachang! hahax nice nice~ guess i can't avoid cold & sweeten foods~ hahax =] finished chapter 17 on alcohol & carboxyic acid & esterification ! got a part i dun understand on esterification ! i dunno the equation! hahax that's very very complicated! nevermind.. monday ask mr tan! hahax later studying chapter 18! jiayou~ =]
7.25pm , finished chapter 18 & dinner! my mama went to take a nap & asked me to wake her up at 6pm so at 6pm i went into her room & woke her up. then i see her new bed , feel like trying it , so i lie beside her , & not long later i fell asleep! think she see me so tired so din wake me up till 7pm then call me! woahx... the bed really very soft & comfortable man! hahax so nice to sleep. i told her if i sleep on that bed think can sleep for a few days!! hahax luckily i managed to finish majority of chapter 18 by 6pm! hahax now loading magician of love episode 16! hahax study doesn't mean can't watch shows! hahax =D OMG~ tha haze is getting from bad to worse! from 126 to 143!! honey drink is nice! hahax i first time think that traditional mooncake w/ yolk quite nice~ hahax my aunt bought it~ its sweet , that's why nice~ hahax
Sagittarius :: Someone who represents what you want to be will enter your world -- interview them.
as usual back from school! actually need to go to dental appointment at 2.3opm but we wanna catch movie at 2.15pm! so i chose to skip it! hahax meeting them all at 2pm! 
[ candice ]
today was candice who conducted the workshop! she really mentioned something that make my tears roll down w/o me notice , which is the results of this prelim. today we checked our results which will be shown on our report book.
ENG : C5
MT : A2
MATH : D7
HUMAN : E8
ART : F9
SCI : F9
L1R4 : 31
L1R5 : 4o
i see this ah , im really like.. DAMN IT! i dun understand why i can't even get a E8 for my art la! im so angry at the results! even my sci lose to my combined humanities. what a weird one. and CCA point i only got B3. so weird. ok la. i expect at least an A2. cuz we did alot of things. really alot. i just dun get it. that's why at first i was so mad that candice's words can't go into my brain. i was trying so hard to keep my tears from dropping. but when candice tell us to relax , both feet on the ground , close our eyes , she talked & when she mentioned think about the prelim results , my tears really dropped. we were given 5mins break. i quickly went to the toilet cuz i scare i can't control. im fine by then , but when yalian , joy asked my about art again , i can't take it eh. i really ran back to the staff toilet and wash my face as if the tears were the tap water.
i really want my results for o level to be better at least double compared to prelim! i dont care whether there is tomorrow or not. lolx candice also taught the breathing technique. actually i have the habit of inhale & exhale slowing when im really tired / stressed up. its useful! =] now i really think that i physical siick , was mentally. cuz these days quite siick but i did studied w/o bother about the tiredness & etc. i dare to say that , since the workshop start that time , the word " give up " disappeared from the dictionary in my mind & heart. the most negative thing was " no time " , " difficult " . i know if i want i can!
not going to touch book today~ today is mooncake festival & my de-stress day~
thankx alot! not just for concerns , but letting me feel that im not invisible. =]
now is 7.23pm! just came back from cwp! hahax me , mui , olsen went to eat pasta! & watched rob b hood at 4pm! nice funny , touching show!! u all should watch too! hahax now then i realise that jackie chan is really good at martial arts! power eh! he jumped on the air-con thing outside ppl house from the top floor! OMG~ and i bet he din jump for once only! cuz got NGs! he is really strong man!! hahax gu tian le also in the show~ me and mui agree that... he is suai4! hahax =D after movie accompany olsen go 77-street buy new spec! hahax he told us that he had a habit of buying something for himself during his birthday~ now im waiting for singyeng to tell me whether she and huan coming play candles~ hahax this year lonely lehx.. er go her aunt house , mui play with her haw , yalian go tianmu's dinner~ lalala~ luckily this computer din abandon me! hahax now go watch bleach episode 98! maybe continue with magician of love episode 15! =D a sec3 ppl who seen my frenster think im a sec2 gal. = =''ll do i look that kid? i still think i look very very mature lorx. lolx = =''ll i told aliff today lantern festival fren busy im lonely he say wan celebrate , gan3 dong4~ hahax
not meeting sy they all already. cuz now is already 8.33pm and they are finding jobs in town. by the time they come must be late already! its dangerous for them so late return home + tomorrow i have to wake up and study! hahax at home i think. library confirm no space! hahax
now is 1o.45pm! just finished episode 15! the sky is too misty to see the moon! what a pity~ yesterday nitex while walking home still can see the moon so bright & it was almost full moon! tired. time to sleep~ hahax nitex =] take care ^^ hope i'll be well tomorrow~ =D
Sagittarius :: The things you have been working on are well on their way toward success today.
after yalian teach chem yest , today mr tan SL go through the chem paper , sarah & i understand! hahax a happy thing! hahax
now must faster go prepare cuz if later take too long will kena kill by them! lolx jiayou everybody =] hahax
just now recess the canteen auntie from stall 5 [ if not wrong ] still rmb me! cuz yest mui go tell the auntie i siick , the auntie tell me dun eat chilli , eat panadol. den today she saw me she asked me have i recover? i tell her yaya! den yalian touch my hand & say : "still got abit hot lehx~ auntie she bluff ya! " = =''ll hahax bei4 cai1 chuan1! lolx anyway im really okok liaox~ thankx auntie! hahax
=]
now is 1o.2opm! just came home from mac! hahax the mac is beside fuchun cc de mac~ hahax learn the basic of chem while explaining to mui! hahax a good thing~ =D ate nuggets meal! yum yum~ like long time never eat already! hahax likedat cough confirm ok! lolx now very tired! cuz laughed too much! cracked lotssss of lame thingy~ hahax enough to slim down abit. lolx [ asif! ] now going to sleep! tomorrow going to have workshop booster! many of us think that its a waste of time! hahax maybe going for a movie in the noon , or play candle at night if anyone wants to play! hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: This is your day to bring about real change, so step right up and be counted!
today woke up once at 5.11am! cuz suddenly very hot even with the fan blowing at me~ actually mama tell me dun go school for today , but i insist cause i want to take back ss & chi results! hahax then i forced myself to sleep back and alarm clock rang at 6.3oam! so tired almost can't wake up! for the sake of o & the results , i woke up! lolx the worse thing is i squat and take things and when i stand up i see "stars". for 2 times! scary eh~ cuz i never faint before ma. hahax when reach school i was sweating like nobody business! hahax luckily no PE lesson today!
took back ss & chi paper!
ss scored 21/5omarks! better then my geo siax! hahax
chi P1:: 12/2o + 33/5o = 45/7o
chi P2:: 44/7o
overall not sure , cuz ah du today din bring the score to the class! hahax but i think i get the most B4 lorx. haiix~ i wan at least a B3 PLS~
today totally mei2 wei4 kou3! after school forced myself to eat the noodle! after eating , went up to library to do ss , geo & yalian teach chem! hahax i wanna say some chem here! hahax
cracking is a process where big alkane molecules are broken down into smaller alkane molecules + smaller alkene molecules.
many monomers[small] form a polymer[big]! hahax
equation for organic compound is CnH2n+1OH , [n=1,2,3,4,etc..]
equation for organic acid is CnH2n+1COOH! , [n=o,1,2,3,etc..]
equation for combustion is.. alkane/alkene + oxygen = carbondioxide + water!
learnt quite alot of things! happy!
happy~ =]
after learning chemistry , i feel that fever is gone! hahax maybe cuz im learning something that im interested in! hahax i've been waiting for the day to learn chem & physic! hahax but these days i planned to learn combined humanities! hahax
now watching magician of love episode 14! hahax nice nice~
just finished episode 14.2! sister wanna use computer already~ hahax cya all tomorrow~ nitex =]
Sagittarius :: Keep on keeping on -- you are closer than ever to getting what you want. Persevere!
ENG:: P1 [35/6o ] + P2 [ 26/5o ] + oral = 56 [ C5 ]
MATH:: P1 [46/8o ] + P2 [ 32/1oo ] = 44 [ E8 ]
PHY:: P1 [ 14/2o ] + P2 [ 22/65 ] + PRAC [ 8/15 ] = 44 [ E8 ]
CHEM:: P1 [ 8/2o ] + P2 [ 15/45 ] + PRAC [ 6/15 ] = 3o [F9 ]
GEO:: 2o/5o [ F9 ]
all nice results ah? hahax MT & SS haven take back! but i think SS also lalala already~ hahax MT i also anyhow do. lolx cham ah~ only pass 1 & only subject! i very angry with the physic section 2! i chose Q14 & Q16 if not wrong.. the 1 i thrown if got more then 1 mark i'll vomit blood man! cuz Q14 i scored only 1 mark! = =''ll haiix~ regret! hope Q15 i scored 0 mark! hahax
after school stayed at school library till 6pm! learnt some maths question & social studies! i still haven complete my merger! slow me.. i'll end my studies for today.... tired. tomorrow doing ENG & GEO!
i want to make it for O!
its difficult.. w/o see , talk , come in contact , i think can.
now go bath , then watch magician of love episode of love!!
my throat can't tahan! keep coughing~ im sneezing w/ no colds. = =''ll
now is 8.51pm! finished magician of love episode 12! now loading episode 13! just now is sneezing w/o colds m now is inside feel hot yet hands & legs are feeling cold. got bits of fever~ haiixx. what i dunwan to happen had happen! why now?? nevermind.. later got birdnest! hahax my favourite~ =D im feeling tired. after magician of love , sleep! XD nitex ppl =]
sick = miserable.
[ its nice~ =D ]
Sagittarius :: Avoid anything that could lure you away from your primary focus today.
today took back science p1 results! got 14/2o marks for physic & 8/2o marks for my chemistry!! so total 55% only!
after school went vista eat with tingting , xy , er! ate wanton mee! hahax
today dun feel like doing any work lehx.. but have to! haiixx. like sianx already~ hahax tired. i promised xy a testimonial about POLAR BEAR! hahahax
i think that ppl who thinks that they are cool / big cuz they join gangs , i think they are the real croward & dumb!
why why why?? dun gimme that look.
now is 7.31pm! time for dinner! just finished love magician episode 1o! hahax later watching 11~ studied merger 's external pressure only! hahax really no mood~ tomorrow jiayou =]
now is 8.55pm! long long time never eat mama's cooking! its great! hahax just finished love magician episode 11~ hahax inside the story , i think er qi really man! lolx but he very ke lian! finally like a gurl yet she likes ya si. ya si & xiao bei shouldn't lie to themself & the others since they like each other from the start. haiyo.. compliacated. hahax tomorrow must study already~ headache~ lalala~ nitex ppl =]
i still can't help or save the frenship between them. haiix. im sandwiched. *sign** what should i do.. both are my good frens. i just wan them to be happy. cuz its her family member & cuz is csomeone he loves. haiix! i wiish he never get to know her. hope they'll not face to face quarrel / fight! i'll dunno who to help! aarrrgghh~ why is this kinda thing happening!
49 days from freedom~~~*
coughs** AAAAAAHHHH~ = =''ll
Sagittarius :: Get a better grip on the forces around you -- more is going on than you realize.
today unwillingly woke up at around 1o.4oam! so tired~ hahax
studying about conflict among countries today! hahax everytime i study this i will think.. : if they fight / quarrel lesser we will need to study lesser! so ppl if dunwan ur future child to study more , dun quarel / fight~ lolx
wanna go plan more for social studies! and i finally know why sulphuric acid is H2SO4! lolx quite happy eh~ lolx now go study already! jiayou everyone =]
u lied to urself?
now is 5.44pm! just bath~ morning asked my sis & her boyfren chem! lolx think they almost vomit blood! hahax then do social studies - merger till now! actually planned to do conflicts among countries too~ but think no more time! nevermind~ at least i studied something! hahax today den i know that my sister studied 2 weeks before o! and her boyfren studied 1 wek before! im like OMG~ hahax maybe cuz they listen in class + they have alot of remedial classes! hahax so bad lorx , today den i suddenly remembered that my daddiie's bday is 29/9! over already! im troubled what to get for him! someone pls gimme idea! hahax gonna get back to merger! = =''ll jaane~
now is 7.1opm! i ended my study for today! cuz can't get anything into my brain already! hahax so decided to watch show here cuz no shows on tv~ hahax going to watch ai sha 17 episode 4! hahax
now 1o.24pm! time for bed~ hahax just finished love magician episode 7~ nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: The rough road you have been traveling on will get decidedly smoother.