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Sunday, March 27, 2005Y
5:57:00 PM
` many tings run through my mind today...
` wondering wad i had done makin ppl dun lik me..
` i still dun understand why...
` ..why good frenZ can get nasty wif each other after a period of time~ is my characteristic or attitude or....???~
` jus dun understand wads going on ard me....

` i have frenZ dat i tot they understand me but actually they dun..
` they jump to conclusion when they only c 1 side of a matter...
` i asked sum of my frenZ..
` ..did i do anyting dat irritated ppl , & make them hate me..
` they cant sae points..but if i din do anyting..
` but...why frenZ cum & go??~

` sum ppl claim to sae they noe me very very well.. but they dun..
` they only noe da outer of me..
` how do they understand me.. when i dun ever understand myself???~

][ once da trust in u is lost,its very hard fer u to gain it back][

` i oways tell ppl dat.. " dun be sad dat u lost it..be glad dat u hve it b4"..
` but i cant do it..
` if a person cries over another person.. it shows dat da person still cares..

its very easy fer sum1 to pick sumting up... but not put it down...