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Wednesday, May 31, 2006Y

7:50:00 PM

woohoo!! last day of may!! lolx. why i so excited ah?? hahax. hmmm. lately quite alot of things happened. hahax. between me and them again lorx. just like i told dunno duck or mui. surely got things haooen de. cuz everytime i got the feeling , confirm chop stamp will happen. hahax. i just dun understand why in this earth there is someone so self-centred. i cant stand this kinda ppl. think of ownself only. put ownself b4 others. yest i relly that angry but i "swallow" till go home confirm with mui that is decided by her 1 person de anot. [ cuz scare accuse wrong person. then confirm chop stamp is her , den i buay tahan , cry and talk with mui at the same time over phone. i really think that everytime nobody care / bother to organise things , so i take the iniciative to organise which suits everyone's time. then sumbody will spoil it. this time , i organise again. den in the end the person choose a time + date which i cant make it. doesnt it sounds like purposely de??? den nvm lorx. try to discuss with that person , she purposely dun reply. and expect everybody to go in her way. kns. although this is a small matter , but thanks for showing me how selfish u are. u can leave ur frens alone and go town , just for the sake of wearing ur STOCKING and ACT JAP go town. perhaps , u are just a school fren. maybe not even that. just now went library study math. think din really do anything lehx. at 1st only got me and pet , then still got do abit. then duck come , still got do abit. but when da fan shu and bong come.... hahahax. eat got la. hahax. oh ya. my sweet i only take 2 bites and pet finish it off!!! guo fen!! hahax. bong and da fan shu also finish my the other sweet. hahax. but i also think the orange flavour de nicer rather den lemon. though i dont like / eat orange and its thingy , but i like that sweet's orange flavour. hahahax. strawberry the best!!!! hahahax. =D friday math mock exam!! how how how???! tomorrow MUST study le!! should i go library again?? hahax. scare i talk again. lolx. hahax.

Monday, May 29, 2006Y

4:24:00 PM

hahax. today chinese o level!! paper one quite okok. but paper two abit difficult ah. hahax. overall if nothing goes wrong , should be ok ba~ hahax. now im worried about my art. people start with their course work le , and im still stuck at my 1st board. lolx. die le die le. i wanna do de. but i rally need digital cam. hahax. hmmm. tomorrow onwards gonna study my other subject with duck. hmmm. tomorrow study math. hahax. hmmm. meeting emily at 6pm. eating.... .. ... shit. i forgot. where i meet her ah??? oh.... nevermind. later ask her. hahax. dunno why till now i still cant relax lehx. hahax. still like very tense up. hahax. still can feel the stress cum pressure. hahax. haixx. must learn to relax. hahax. hope pig will get her a1 , we wan a b3 at least la. hahax. hope heng heng get a2. lolx. hmmm. im finally done with my new skin!! hahax. i see like so cute , so change again lorx. hahax. to start afresh too. hahax. new skin , new story , new liife. lolx. hmmm. think my sister bought a new korean show!! hahahax. call "wei ni si lian ren". hahax. sad lehx. haven watch my full house. lolx. hmmm.actually just now wanna go rent. but must pay 2o bucks deposit , so never rent lorx. sad lehx. hahahax.

Sunday, May 28, 2006Y

3:12:00 PM

hahax. days ago this com got prob , i also dunno why.hahax. hmmm. but finally can use com le!! hahahax. hmmm. tomorrow chi o level le. been studying for the past few days , maybe that's why toay nothing got inside my brain. hahax. i really hope teacher's & friends's & my effort wont gone to drain!! =D hahahax. maybe im dreaming.. but i really hope + wish + pray hard i''l get at least at b3. hahax. i dun wish to re take anymore. tues onwards studying with duck le. everyday lehx. hahax. = =''ll tues meeting emily for dinner. my emily , not the monster emily. hahax. long time never meet her le. hahax. im really fine. =)) woahx.. cannot take it ah. i found more and more gays blog. = =''ll one of them from nyp , 1987 de. hahax. i tell yude he very jidong eh. lolx. when see what they post , will be worse. eeee.. all of them very en ai. but too bad , they are same gender. sec1 - 4na already holiday!! we still nedd to go back! sounds pathetic eh~ hahax. now then i know that tommorrow reach 8am liddat can le. hahahax. nobody make announcements , how i know. hahax. the day b4 yesterday went library study with pig till library wanna close liddat. then we intend to go find olsen then go toilet. then so HENG saw e8. hahax. then dunno why naturally walk very very fast , then dunno ball they all "bu xiao xin" or purposely go back b1 from another direction , i immediately tell olsen byebye. lolx. then run with pig. hahax. then we escape to old chang kee then long john , pig wanna foos ma. hahax. then i choose to walk home instead of bus. in case ma. lolx. actually i also thinking why must i walk so fast everytime i see them. but the only answer i could come out with is... natural response le. lolx! ^x^ ball.. stop bringing ur gang around disturb people. hahax.

Thursday, May 25, 2006Y

8:44:00 AM

hahax. hmmm. today no schooL!! =D but still woke up at 7am by my sister's alarm clock!! = =''ll luckily i slept at 9pm yesterday. hahax. at least have 1o hours of sleep. hahax. early in the morning file up all my chinese worksheets!! hahahax. till now still haven bath. cuz my sister inside ma , she went out le. going to bath le. =) the chinese thick thick book still haven do finish. still have alot. but the teacher say do le also no use. hmmm. should i do?? hahax. hmmm. yest i read an article on junnon about ai otsuka . she said alot of things about friends etc. cuz her new single is about friends ma. she said sumting lik.. " im myself , they re them. i treat them good , but i wont expect a return from them. [ this 1 i agree. ] i treat them good , if they backstab me , i wont mind , cuz i cant expect them to treat me how i treat them. " this i agree too. cant expect them to treat me how i treat them. but backstab , i think too guo fen le ba. hmmm. maybe will get used to it as we grow older ba?? hahax. somethings are meant to be hiden i guess..if said out, i believe it'll be game over. hahax. i think this will be over soon. =) im happy as what it is now. i just need my cheerful back! =) right now my brain should only contain chinese , chinese and chinese!! =D later meeting pet bong they all go library study. hahax. finally got things do le. hahax. or else confirm rot at home le. hahax. =X go prepare things le... jaane~~ =)

Wednesday, May 24, 2006Y

2:34:00 PM

Trial is out!!!! =D
hmmm. just now i jkjk say pet's thing is none of business. hahax. pet said he'll remember. lolx. hmmm. aiya.. fang will take GOOD care of him de ma. hahax. then me and gina keep using pen to attack him. lolx. bong dunno use wad th attck him. hahax. cuz he sit in between us ma. a nice position for ppl to attack.lolx. pet just now listen to qianhui's mp3 while doing work. suddenly he sang a sentence of F.I.R.'s song. i xia dao , cuz he sang it out LOUD. hahax. think he din realise at 1st cuz he listen to both ears ma. hahax. think back really funny. hahax. where got ppl so blur de??! hahahax. ^x^ only pet lorx. hahax. oopx** hmmm. today really that tired , moodless. then face them , the feeling got worse. that's part of reason why i sianx sianx , dun really feel like talking nor doing anything. i think i did those worksheets given quite seriously ba , compared to past few days. hahax. hmmm. dunno why suddenly i have the kinda sick of everything de feeling again . i really this kinda feeling. i also not sure why. perhaps too stress??? i dunno lehx , cant do anything well. i cant laugh or smile like usual. like the days with blacky. yeah.. i miss her. how she is doing better then i do. =) endless story//* go bath le..... hmmm. surprisingly , i found gary and ahdu and jj's blog. hahax. at the jpop forum somemore. hahax. hmmm. i wonder do w-inds have blog too?? hahax. today is the last day of chinese intensive , lesson ending then i know. hahax. hmmm. actually this teacher teach not bad la,. better then ah du.hahax. ah-du teach really.. no comments. hahax. hmmm. people comment that Trial not so nice , but i think still okay lehx. hahax. maybe love w-inds = love their songs too?? lolx [ meant to be a joke. ] if i still can joke , it means im still okay. hahax. can we eat candies during exams? hahax. impossible write ans on candies to cheat right?? hahax. candies can help me think. hahax. i feel like changing email add again. hahax. i think this add very lame. hahax. hmmm. but cant think of anymore add le. hahax. see ba. woo.. my papa's fish really violent lehx , just now tried biting me again. it really chiong towards me and open its mouth. asif no glass likdatx. hahax. die le , mdm sal wanna see mama. hahahax. die le die le. hahax. i only pass chi lehx. woohoox. com d/c today again. hahax, really irritating ah. woo.. really nothing to do , so go yahoo look for w-inds stuff.. then i found many WFL quiz.. all result is heichan!! hahahax. happy ah~ although its stupid la.. but still happy. lolx. =X hahax. aliff just sent me the design of ticket!! nice lehx!! hahax. hmmm. offline soon. very tired. hahax. cuz never take afternoon NAP ma. hahax. woohoox. tomorrow holiday!! can sleep le!! but confirm chop stamp i will wake up ard 1oam. hahax. my body alarm clock very zhun de. lolx. jaane~

Tuesday, May 23, 2006Y

2:56:00 PM

hahax. today weather sooooooooooooooooo hot!!! like kana burn le.hahax. hmmm. today xy , er , mui , tingting , .. too many to mention.. only me , gina , jess , chio bu go school. for chi gals in 5n2. gina late.. tot left me alone siax. hahax. today whole day do paer 1 and 2 AGAIN . everyday doing the same thing.hahax. today i start the paperball game again.hahax. who ask bong slp and pet wan tell me.lolx. then play play play.. pet keep saying i wanna pick a fight with him. never lorx. mei li mao de pet.hahax. at home nothing to do.. soi sianx.. today keep kana shoot by ppl. sad ah! hahax. no la. so sianx. hahahax. my papa's fish tried band me twice today!! hahax! now sending dafanshu w-inds's THANKS. hahax. tomorrow trial will be out!!!! hahax. today posted letter. hope there will be a reply!! =) now 7:45pm le. so sianx.. nth to do. hahax. hmmm. maybe sleeping soon?? cuz really dont feel like doing the paper2. hahax. very boring. sleep is the best solution i guess. hahax. ^x* today dunno why com keep d/c. irritating siax. hahax

Monday, May 22, 2006Y

2:26:00 PM

today started the day quite okok.. at 1st found that pet like face black black , i tot mayb tired or wad.. den never bother him lorx. den after recess he ask for candy , i only play play dun give him.. when i wanna give him he started saying stuff like "selfish" etc. i still thought he playing niax. till bong tell me he very du lan. then i hot till my face also hot lorx. then i keep going toilet wash my face. where the earth you can find a cockroach so small air de????! i mean its like such a small matter also wanna repeat & repeat for the rest of the day. and this cause me never finish my compo. wu gui. as if during morning he ask for sweet i never give like that. aiya.. ya la ya la.. next time i buy anything just keep to myself la. dun share. best solution is i dun go cheers early in the morning to buy sweet to share with people lorx. yayaya.. everything started from me.. everything my fault. problem lies on my SELFISH-NESS la.what the heaven man.thx for showing me how petty are u. and how selfish am i. sorry sister bong , was rude to ya just now. sorry. bong just tell me he just jkjk only. is he ask bong to bluff me he du lan de. but i stil not happy. act cute. childish. hungry sia. just now recess never eat. only at class eat alot of SWEETS. den come home eat bread niax. = =''ll at home so sianx. nothing to do. last time no internet , trouble go where use. now got internet use liaox , but dunno what to do. ^x* hahahax. still moodless. = =''ll no motivation , no mood. stress = no good. -X- woohoo.. beginning of my compo. lolx. still can do , not so hot liaox. lolx. thankx to benny's banana in pajamas song. lolx. that's our 9belts' song!!! lolx. things are not turning to the way i want it to be. it spoils my mood.er just sent me link to some gay's blog. i go and see. woahx.. really damn disgusting ah!!! = =''ll but seems like they are more loving then other normal BGR. hahax. but its really disgusting. the gay's look also not bad de , no wodner ppl will say.. "shi jie shang de suai ge sii guang guang" lolx.eeeeeeeee.. er xin. hahax. now me & pet okok le. but still very what siax.. only i dunno. = =''ll no fun!!! hahax. guo fen guo fen. heng i never angry till ignore him siax. hahax. liddat forever no need talk le. hahax. cuz when i really angry with sum1 , i wont talk to that person. hahax. if really outta my limits , i wont talk to any1 , avoid shooting ppl ma. lolx. now 7:2opm liaox , im still at 1o lines niax. how to finish siax?? hahax. im not living in a life i want i guess. why short term memory forget important stuff but not stupid stuff??! hahax. ^x*war starting tml i guess. -x-wo de tian kong jin tian you dian hui................... wee-u-wee. now is 7:54pm. and... i finished doing my compo!!!!! hahahax. so happy siax!! hahax. finally. =) tired siax. hahax. i think fix le bahx. think i confirm do formal letter and bao zhang du hou gan for o level le.hahax. keep doing this 2 since last wednesday siax. hahax. if never improve i really should bang wall le la. hahax. this wang bin lao shi is the 1st teacher praise my formal letter siax. lolx. he always gimme 16/2o for formal letter. but dunno he is fang shui or what lehx.hahax. hope o level can do better! hahax. offline soon. tired. hahax. 8 pm le.... jaane~ =)

Sunday, May 21, 2006Y

10:59:00 AM

pinky
13/5/2oo6~ on my way back home just now.. i was the only 1 in my cabin on the train..then a uncle come in.. i didn't care..then he kept wriggling.. so i looked..guess what!! he was shooting out his.. co**.. OMG.. so damn er xin..then i don't carelater someone went in then he pack up his **** then go out..haha..Argh!! pinky..i'm alone till now ..really lonely neh..bring me?no la..they go work..uncle will come back soon..but don't know when..haha..now work then go home..no life.. sunday [3:oo - 4:3o ] mon [1o:oo - 11:3o] go library there.. some elderly teach japanese.. waiting for my mum's next trip then help me settle the school thing.. so ma fan!! aiya..all alone here.. like dieing ya.. >_.<>_<>_< i don't like! lolx.. k la.. write till here.. haha..
[ <3 bi kong ] whahaha
[ 6belts ]
<3 chu!
[ pinky blacky]
[ja ne]

10:10:00 AM

hahax. hmmm. today woke up at 7++ am , tot got school siax! = =''ll den thinkin why my alarm never ring. in the end is sunday.. hahax. den sleep back woke up at 9:45am likdatx. hahax. so happy siax.. yest i managed to finish most of the chi worksheet!! =D i left only 1 more paper2 to go!! =D hahax. actually wanna finish up , but too tired to continue.lolx. so slept at 9++ pm yest. hahax. no choice ah , long time never do homework le. will waste lotss of energy , so must sleep early. hahax. [ excuses` ] hahax. actually have 1 more paper 1 to do , but he never gimme zhuo wen zhi so dunno write at where.. so never do lorx. hahax. haixx. later going jay chou's lesson again. like.. so sianx ah. hahax. cuz like alot of things haven do , then long long time never go le , sure got something i dunno de.hahax. later sure kana nag by him de. hahax.meeting yuhui 1:3opm at yishun MRT last cabin. hahax. heard that taiwan junnon come out le~!! hahax. dunno got enough cash to buy anot. hahax. hope got bahx. c later. hahax. today mama bought very feng fu de breakfast . yummy yum!! =P got carrot cake , qu kuay , zhu chang fen , egg tart , she cook greenbean soup!! so nice nice!!! hahahax. this is my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. hahax.this blog dun allow me to publish the whole letter hahax. the middle part cannot come out lehx. dunno why.hahax. so the letter become liddat.hahax. just come back from town. hahax. went jay chou's lesson.. today quite okok lorx.hahax. next week not going again , cuz mon exam!! so fast siax! hahax. just now bought may de junnon!! finally siax!!!hahax. hmmm. haven complete my last piece of chi worksheet. tml den do in class bahx~ hahax. today is 21may le.. i sent the letter on 16april2oo6.. kinda expected no reply..hahax. hmmm. i'll send my 2nd letter next time~ =) i sending daniel's and blacky's letter tml!! hahahax. very tired le.. go read junnon and sleep le. ja ne~~ ^x* i think some things is not can anot.. is u wan to do it anot. i can do it , so do u~ =)

Saturday, May 20, 2006Y

3:57:00 PM

hmmm. finished writing letter to blacky~!!! =) posting on monday.hahax.
today stay at home whole online + do chi paper.. total have 4 paper2 and 1 paer1 to complete~!!! die liaox. how to finish~!!! = =''ll i tried to do the paper1.. but i just cant concentrate. haixx. what should i do. there is no more solution. is either forget or avoid or face it.

woohoo.. finally finish one compo..lolx. now letter writing on the way out.hahahax. jia you~!! ganbattene!! dunno wanna go jap lesson anot.. cuz i miss lesson for 2weeks le. but im quite stressed out with chi. how?? should i go?? if i dont go , i miss lesson for 4 weeks le. which includes next sunday~!!! how???

wee-u-wee~ i just completed my letter writing~!!! whahahax. sooooo happy siax.lolx. papa's fish tried to atack me again!!hahax. it stil dont understand that it cant reach me!!it bang really hard at the glass this time. cuz have the "pop" sound.hahax. why my house have such a violent fish?lolx. to compete with me???hahax. bleahx** one last request from me , stop pushing me to others .

2:30:00 PM

" konbawa
2oo6.3.2o
pinky!!
haha.. fast ya..lolx..cos me always reply the day me receive ya letter ma..then next day go send.. haha coz recieve letter very happy ma..haha miss CWP and da food.. whahaha miss your house and ya mum's cooking..haha ah du cute ya..haha..ooie.. me also good senior hor..haha ya lo..next time we meet then you teach me..haha me want learn to play saxophone also..haha ooo..sunday 2hrs ya..haha .. me getsu youbi to kin youbi 2 1/2hrs.haha then after the chun xiu.. 3hrs le..3 months le sia..lolx..sweets here very nice la..but very ex ya..haha suan mei tang me mum that time bring a whole bag here..haha but gonna finish le..haha hmm..ya.. if they don't mind , they can stay at my house leh..very welcome..then the phoebe going back taiwan study le..cos her mum worry about her ya.. then me mum back to qingdao work then uncle go out early come home late..so her mum worry lo..then me very early go work..haha they can come stay here.. =D me waiting for ya to come leh.. haha bring ya go play..go ask ya mum..haha eat me sponsor.. =D me mum long time go qingdao le ya..haha hey!! sad leh!! me this chun xiu can't go back le sia.. 3/28 to 4/9.. because normally ticket is 3oooo yen to 4oooo yen but da chun xiu then become 6oooo yen to 8oooo yen sia..then me mum say too expensive le.. so can't go back sia.. very sad you noe..me still plan what to buy for you all le sia.. haix.. dieing to go back.. NVM..me still saving money ..wait for next holiday..wait for me ya! =D haha..okay..when me mum call , me help you tell her [hello] haha .. sure ya!! must continue to write letter to me ya! haha da internet line very wat sia..sooo long le still cannot..okay okay.. got com me sure go c ya blog.. =D haha jux nice me writing letter then magazine got da pink credit card so give ya lo..haha..wha..i miss class outing sia.. eeee..so gd! chicken wing sia.. since me came never eat till fry or BBQ chicken wing sia..sobx sobx..mail to me.. whahaha me also long time never touch pool..lolx whitw day ya!!lonely again ya..haha u?? =D hmm..now watching japanese no xi you ji .. so funny sia..haha hmm.. okay
sayonara~!
take care!
singyeng in
-Blackx-
<3~>

"o6.4.4
pinky!!
today is ong lai bade..haha.but uncle never come hm me can't call back sia..hmm..haha..today receive letter from ya..chuhui..may..mui..erjie..so happy sia..2 big stack from ya..haha..[gan dong**] haha.. you say torture you with my singing say till very funny sia..laugh till pengx..haha..c ya hm no. me will laugh sia..always mix with my ic no. ..haha..remb? lolx AH!~~ me miss stadium.. i once left my sweat there..haha.. shu lazy ya..whole day in shelter never run.. But L small lehx..lolx.. but so happy sia..haha.. [ nice2 ] lolx.. oh ya.. chuhui say she got pass my RCY tee to don't know who..can help me check ma..pls..thx thx.. =D haha.. [ some parts not convenience to display here.. hahax. ] haha.. come japan must style ya.. or like me now..like come from farm liddat..whahaha..cos now wind very big then me wear alot..cos my clothes all for s'pore weather ma..haha..hmm.. EEEE.. go party world without me! how can liddat..haha miss da times with you all sia..now can't join you all >_< ..hump..haha..ya..holiday le..but working from 9:oo~6:oo trap there.. haha..miss you all! 'o' lvl ganbatte!! haha..wha..so fast gonna prelim le ya..go!go!go! =D wha.. shu-chan wanna post thing for me sia.. *happy* but nevermid..save money.. =D come c me..me saw many things for you all sia..but post damn ex..then now can't go back ..haix..haha.. you write on the envelope ask them faster lo..whaha.. spore small ma..japan still need to arrange da region..haha.. hai , hai , must come japan..haha.. me wait for ya..whahaha..you say your sensei till so funny sia..laugh till pengx again.. haha.. me ya..of cos only japanese..this already make my head burst le..lolx.. learn alittle korean from friends..haha..wha..you say till sweet..me never buy any sweet here b4 leh..save save save money ..haha.. me go back buy many for ya.. =) AH~..booked hotel le ya..hmm..14 days..CAN! haha..14 days nia ah..ask them dont go back la..haha..hmmm..but they mind stay at my hse ma?? Eh.. wha.. 96 sia.. pro! haha.. our test is chpt 1 ~ chpt 18..then me all mix up le..haha "w-inds" okay..but mad big leh..tv neber have any ting about them leh..haha..me go find..then pass to them when they come.. =D AH~! chicken wing..eeee..haha..hmm..me ask huan help buy thing pass them give me can? if only.. =D wish you can come sia! luv ya! muackx~ <3>
take care!
ying

"o6.4.26 pinky!! 2nd day in japan and all alone sia..uncle and mum went to china for business again..haha..all alone.."sianx"..hmm.. then i so suay sia..only my lugguage never arrive in japan.. then today they send here..they should ask me go back spore take hor..haha..enjoyed the days back there..but not enough at all.. hahamissing you all like hell already! argh! time passes so damn fast..thx for all the times spending with me! <3>_<>_<>biti ..haha.. love the time..fun!..haha..we must continue to write letter ok! thx for all the food sia.. you all should'nt waste money ma.. getting fatter fatter already..haha..what magazine you want ya? i find for ya..haha.. now is nite already.. another day going to pass.. miss you! *chu<3>
[frens 4 life]
[ja ne]
[working starts again]
[sianx]
[help me thx all the ppl who give me those things =D ]
<3>

1:10:00 PM

i just took out all blacky's letter total 6 of them. hahax. its like so fast.lolx. 1st letter i receive is chuhui pass me.hahax.
ths red letter:
" pinky!! =D
so so long never see you leh! 127 days if not wrong! Haha So X1000 happy to receive ur letter leh! lucky u nv 4get me! haha muackx! eeee.. lolx miss the days bullying u leh!whahaha then always laugh till siao! still rmb anot! cannt forget the.. haha everyday got school sia , like tuition likddat one. very tired and hard. very complicated.. HAHA u learn till how? =D wha.. got so many things to say leh.. hmm got look at my photo ma.. whahaha hmm. phoebe not uncle's daughter la.. is my mum's friend daughter. she taiwanese but studying in china , then she no like , so decide to let her come lo..HAHA hmm , wanna slim down wan but the food all so oishii ma! HAHA then so long at china , there food oily ya..HAHA hmm , anything from S'pore ya! everything! HAHA ask them to bring you here can already! HAHA Ask them come find me leh! HAHA me miss s'pore sia! me want all the food there! whaha ya.. people here all like to make up..the guys pluck their eyebrw till like no more siax..HAHA mi ya. sure never make up la..HAHA of cos won't be in pinky! Anti-pink! HAHA Hmm , ya la , earthquake leh..scary sia.. But never scream la , cos shocked till no sound le.. HAHA But now abit used to it le..HAHA s'pore the best! Hmm..ya.. studying very hard le. veri stressed lehx! lolx mi got work , mi friend just open restaurant , then me go help every morning then afternoon walk to school..beri tired..HAHA come carry me! HAHA But don't know got pay anot leh! Haix wanna go back sia!All the Best for ya studies ya! me support u! =D Cannot forget me ya! Really wish to go back! =D Must always write letter to me lehx! stamps ex? =D so fast write so many le! take care

sayonara [cya]
[2/22/2oo6]
blackx-fishbonez "
with a small note saying.. " shuting! so X1000 sorry! cos stamp very Ex! So me ask chuhui pass ya ok! So sorry ya! >_< "

"2oo6.3.6
Pinky!! =D
AH..!So happy to receive ya letter everyday check the mailbox leh! Hahadon't know leh..handwriting still short short fat fat hor! But nvm la..liddat then kawaii ma! haha miss u leh! >_<>wo hen xiang ni! hahax salimah? can't really remember the face..haha but me hope to listen to her nite songs sia!! haha hmm.. now you still go band ya! good senior sia.. you haven teach me play clarinet leh! haha your jap class how long? hahax wha..now harder and harder the wat masu change to tai ..then the te form ! blur leh.. so complicated..haha. you learning with? =D haha wha.. everyday c my pic sia! [shy shy ] le.. haha ooie! what not you want de..so bad.. haha ya lo.. can't slim down le.. nvm.. me be black pig.. pair pair with bai zhu ! oops.. haha
HaHa! ya..me want everything. Rost yourself here also hor..haha hmm..okay.. me go help them check the price! me stay at the side of tokyo leh! call kashiwa there.. but me know many fun place..but train ticket very ex..so never go..haha but me can bring them go =D ask me mama sponsor!haha me mama feb go back qing dao le.. got business..hmm .. cut hair ya! dying to cut sia.. whahaha cut here don't know can cut how many time in spore sia! whahaha! so me let it long lo.. haha got long leh! lolx miss the uncle in yishun sia..the hair cutter who bully you want..haha jap name ya.. no wor.. but me call in ..everyone call me in [ying] lo..haha your name? =D the work ya..no pay leh.. its my mama's friends restaurant..then they just open .. so me mama ask me go help out..every early morning leh.tired sia.. then me 3/28 to 4/9 got chun xiu school holiday! then me nag me mama let me go back holiday leh! then maybe can! =D so wait for me ya! cos me say me work everyday then no pay! wan save money save till when!! haha realli hope to go back ! then er go take many many neoprint , eat many many food , laugh like nobody business! haha but need ask for money 1st! haha wanna go back c pinky! then must complete our task! the whole pink and whole black outfit! and the sushi feast! still remember?? =) miss 4n2!! help me tell them i miss them! =D tell aliff *dinie don't forget me leh! haha [bai zhu , wo hen xiang ni ] ! [ miss green alien cannot forget me ya ] =) 5N2 Rox!! haha hai , ishoni ganbatteyo!! hmm..me don't know how to convert leh..haha only knoe how to convert to RMB..but mayb ard the price ba! but me very poor ya >_<>chun xiu me can go back leh!! =) hmm..must reply me ya..haha.
[luv ya! ] ^*
[miss me ya!]
[take care!]
[sayonara]!! =D "

9:08:00 AM

today woke up at around 8:15am. in the end din go for band practice today. because mdm sal told me that monday sec5 classes will not go down to the hall , and i dun really wish to miss any part of the chin intensive. i think yesterday mr sim almost scold the band again. because there is not much time left to the concert. and the band is still slacking. now scold them also no use , the most they will show some improvements for few practices niax. isn't it? how i wish i can help. but im too busy & tired with chi exam. haixx. how i wish concert / chi paper can be postpone. im really really worried for my language ah. cannot study , only compo can study format. how to improve???? sorry ah ms tan , not going to take part on monday.

Friday, May 19, 2006Y

7:11:00 PM

hmmm. today starts off the day quite okok.. after school went for band.. monday assembly band going to perform. not sure wan anot lehx. cuz i dun really wanna miss any part of the chi intensive. but ms tan said that she personally request us sec5 to take part. hmmm. if taking part in the performance , i have to wake up early tml to go for practice , till 12 plus . den dunno i can finish my chi work anot. cuz sun stil got jap class.haixx. no more time left for me. stress ah~ can postpone chi exam anot???! hmmm. mdm sal tell me can stop going band till chi o level finish , but m tan say till likdatx , if i dun go i'll feel guilty. how siax????! really hate to tink and choose this kinda things ah~!!! = =''ll no time for me to think of other stuffs too. should i go tml?? haixx. sumhow sum of us already got feeling dun wanna go band. mayb cuz too long nv go , used to w/o band days?? mayb cuz band now isnt the band we were last time. we were quite well bonded , disciplined . we work as a band. 1 band 1 sound. but now..?? a tot of going band , its lik.. "haix.." dunno why. i wish to take part in 22july concert. but sumhow im worried about my chi on 29may'o6. i dun unerstand why im under such a stress this time.mayb i have plans?? going into poly might sounds so chicken feet to ppl,but to me , going into the course u wan is lik..what the heaven~! dunno how siax. today i received blacky's letter~!! =)i dun understand why pet sayin me & bongz lehx. bongz = my sister only. i treat bongz very good mehx?? i dun tink so lehx. i wonder what makes him tinks likdat siax. crazy & mei li mao de pet. just hope that everyting will be fine. hope u can overcome that too~

Thursday, May 18, 2006Y

2:55:00 PM

today MT intensive like no use to me..hahax. today very noisy in class, cant concentrate.cant do anyting well. haixx. today talk play in class only. HOW TO STUDY??????!

pet said sumting make me laugh non stop..he said..
"X.Qiang 2 says:u seen to treat zr veri good hor ?
me:wil meh?
X.Qiang 2 says: he sick u buy food for him ..
me: fren fren ma..
X.Qiang 2 says: fren till likdatx? or got other reason??
me: he my sister only.hahax.dun tink too much la.."
true ah~hahax. mui sick i also buy her food.hahax. mui tat time stil at my house cook food for him lehx..means she in love with zr??lolx~!

meeting yuhui who is back from japan , later 3.3opm.. and im still here online..haven bath..oopx. go bath now liaox. cya~~~ =)

meeting yuhui ard 4pm..hahax.so excited.hahax. she said she bought me "sugar bunnies"~!!! my fav~! =D sugar bunnies really that cute lorx~!!!hahahax. =X

im admit im quite bothered with some stuffs. wad if i tell ya tat i mind every words u said..?

Wednesday, May 17, 2006Y

3:59:00 PM

hahax.today chi intensive started~!! hahax. actually that teacher quite ok lehx.hahax. but he talk very funny.hahax. duno why he repeat his last phrase of words de..hahax. strange. i still tink he very scary lehx.hahax. dunno why.. tired ah~~ whole day chi.. den after school physic.
= =''ll if this carry on for 2weeks , tink all of us are dead on 29may. hahax.

hmmm. today actualy quite happy. cuz i finally okok with yorokobi.hahax. cuz last time incident make me really upset ah. den finally ok liaox~hahax. den now is shuqun. she not free la. so sensitive towards everyting single thingy~ we talk she tinks tat we talk abt her. bla bla.. den abt the toilet incident.. she tell mui and er things lik " if were last time de me ah , i sure "mao" her liaox." den after saying.. ask them dun tel me.funny... they know who longer?? she or me? hahax. den dare sae dun dare admit. dun try to act lian infront of me la.. no use. i hate tat kinda actions. only kids do that la.

white pig just sms me ask me remind her to call her after 1omins. scary siax. sure nothing good.hahax. die liaox die liaox. any1 wanna "mao" me this time?hahax.

hahax. white pig just called me. she said tat xy & er wanna ask shuqun to come back join us.den tell me lorx.hahax. i told her im fine de. as long as she sun act big act lian infront of us..im fine.hahax. shuqun expect us to follow everywhere she go.. lik she the head of our group.. siaox. ppl in our group is wanna go where den go where de lorx, im not ur dog~!! she likes to aim ppl who "diam diam" like me and er ah~ so wad we dun stare stare lik ppl does? so wad we dun scold vulgarities lik ppl does?? does it mean that we are good to bully?? HA HA HA!! f u n n y.

just now heard news about daniel. tink not very good things happened to daniel. hmmm. quite sad to hear all that ah. hope they are fine. just curious why daniel have another older bro. i wonder is it real or just reporter anyhow write. hope its anyhow right. hope that papa , mama , wawa , daniel , justin is alright~! i really hope can write letter to daniel , just wanna send regards to them . zuttowasurenai.

hahax. just now my dadiie's dear fish tried to attack me by banging again.lolx. not free siax.hahax. or is it trying to becum luo han fish??lolx

Tuesday, May 16, 2006Y

2:58:00 PM

hahax. today take back math paper. p1 i got 1o/50 , p2 i got 27/5o~! lolx. i so happy siax. at least got a part pass.lolx.geog i got 12/5o.lolx. i really non pass. hahax. i wan to study.. but everyday so tired. how???hahax.hmmm. i wish i have my energy back~!! tired nowdays. moodless. today xy medicure in class.hahax. i help ppl do. cuz nth to do ma.hahax. haix. so boring~

start studying abit of physic~! =)
i do the physic 10yr series.. which 1st page mcq only 11question.. i ans 7 correct.
= =''ll cannot siax. so poor..hahax. die ah die ah..

Monday, May 15, 2006Y

4:13:00 PM

hmmm. dunno why today very tired~!! very moodless. haixx. as wad i guess.. i fail my eng , chi , physic.. chi p1 - 15marks , eng - 4o marks , physic p2 - 26marks. die ah. i curse myself all fail.. sikali all really fail siax. tink will la. haixx. sad ah..
den today suay suay my phone drop while waiting for bus to go home.. den almost die on me siax. sad ah. cannt die now..must survive till next year march~!! = =''l haixx.
i need new phone~!!!! haixx. sad ah. dunno why so moodless lehx. haixx.
suddenly sick and tired of everyting siax. dunno y.

sumhow i feel SUM stress by now. dunno why.. mayb cuz this few days i've been tinkin abt poly ting.. my predict points. the course..etc. sad ah. tink i will either wont get into a poly or wont get the course i want with my standard. sumtings i study oso cannt make it. stress.

Sunday, May 14, 2006Y

9:08:00 PM

came back from town with duck.hahax. just have dinner with whole family + my future bro-in-law.hahax. [ actually is my da jie's bf la. ] hahax.
he quite friendly and funny to us. heng will talk~ or else sit together eat will psps.hahax. den talk about after o go where bla bla.. he advice me quite alot.hahax. thankx~! =)

after o... i really hope cantake early childhood.. but den, heard the cutoff point ard 15 points. hahahax~! i tink i get 2o points i laugh off my head liaox le. 15points lehx. how to siax???hahax. actually quite worry ah. cuz if i get 2o++ ..how siax?? if math D7 ++ .. how siax?? die liaox die liaox. tourism also tot of it.. but tat one worse.. harder to get in.hahax. why everyting oso cannot? i really dunwan nursing~!! nor engineering. hope theres way out for me~!hahax.

tomorrow still have to go school...so boring.hahax. intensive chinese for 2 whole weeks~!! OMG~ no choice..o level coming. chi o levl = 29 may'o6 i dun wanna retake~! wish me luck.hahax.

10:03:00 AM

hahax. today woke up at 9.15am. the sun is too bright for me to sleep. hahax. hmmm. later not going kitahara's lesson again. today is the 4th time i skip his lesson.hahax. hmmm. hope he wont nag at me next sunday ba.hahax.

later meet duck den meet monster at heeren's bus stop.. going eat i tink?? hahax.
going home early , cuz today mothers day~! happy mothers day~! hahax. i dunno wad to buy , so ask my sister buy tings i share share with her.lolx.

sister come out liaox. i go bath le.

Saturday, May 13, 2006Y

8:45:00 PM

hahax. just finished watching "love is all around". quite nice ah~hahax. the process of the story quite nice. but the ending abit lame.hahax.

i finally watched the pv of TRIAL~! hahax. but most part are soccer de lehx.hahax. w-inds still as usual.. dance very nice~!!! =) heichan dance really dance very well~! hahax. his dance attracts me.hahahax. he really very "meh meh" .. my prince charming~!hahahax.

hope can go their concert with duck sumday~! i must see heichan at least once in my life.hahax. and see how er xin ah ryu hair is.lolx~! [ later suck kill me~! ] =X sumhow i see keita in the pv have sum feel of kame.. not his action.. his face.hahax. cuz i tink kame sumtime looks abit ang moh...keita too.hahax.

im waiting for "THANKS" to fly back from japan.lolx~!

2:55:00 PM

i really dun understand why between real blood sisters can be likdatx. worse den a stranger. u may even smile to a stranger. but all i got from a sister is a "face". i even forgot since was our last talk. for years.. im tired of her attitudes. maybe last time i did sumting made her unhappy which i dunno.. but cant she tell me instead of doing all these?? its quite sad to have these tings happen while there is lotsss of other stuffs for me to bother in my life. sumtimes i really hate her for sumtings. but she is my sister after all. my mum knows tat she not happy with me..which every1 can see.. i dunwan her to worry about this ting between me and her tat will carry on forever..etc. which i tink it'll unless she change her impression towards me. y do i have to meet this kinda tings. when is this gonna stop?? i really hate to think~!!

..i jus need blue sky , white clouds , bright sun.. instead or dark clouds and rain in my picture....

1:14:00 PM

hahax. today woke up at 1oam. tomorrow mothers' day~
meetin monster emily & duck tomorrow at 12pm.hahax=)

now me & er flooding xiaoqiang's tagboard.hahahax. so fun.lolx. nothing to do mahx.hahax.
den er flood half way say she see the tagboard whole ting white.lolx. cannot tag liaox.hahax.
now the tagboard is really eveyting our conversation siax.hahahax.

today i stay at home whole day.. watched "love is all around" till disc 16 liaox.hahax. 4 more disc to go.hahax.

go chat with er jie liaox.hahax.

Friday, May 12, 2006Y

9:33:00 AM

hahax.today woke up very early. the sun la.. everday shine in the room..den cannot sleep.hahax.
today guai guai stay at home again i guess. this coming sunday meeting emily with duck at taka. think eating hiro express for the last time?? cuz koko and hiro not going to continue to work there le. haix. another nice shop closing soon. ke xi ah..

go watch "love is all around" le.... =)

later 7 belts and yalian going bugis..hahax.
ask me go, but den.. dunno wan to go anot lehx.
i spent all my $$ liaox. go there if see tings wan buy how siax?hahax.
mayb going with them ba.hahax. at home also nothing to do.

hope u'll find the solution soon=)

Thursday, May 11, 2006Y

10:54:00 PM

hahax. just watch channel u at 9.3opm.. got daniel zhang fengqi~!! =)
he came spore not long ago~! no chance to see him in person lik b4.. so sad. hope next time have chance~!
i really miss him~ he is lik a brother to me rather than a idol. mayb cuz he is qin1 qie4?
hmmm.
just now watched "xiang3" mtv.. still remember he forgot the lines.." wo hen xiang ni , ni xiang wo ma?" , "zhe me jiu le , wo hai shi wu fa wang ji ni..." , "wo zhen de hen xiang ni..." . all this lines we help him say when he sing "xiang3" this song.hahax.

now his hair long le..look quite different from last time le. but he is still our daniel. =)

7:13:00 PM

hahax.hmmm. just talk on phone with duck.. from 5++ pm till 7pm. hahax.
talk about really lots of things.hahax. also forgot what we talk about.lolx. we also talk about w-inds.. japan..etc. hahax.

just my mama wants me to acc her go down buy things. then i donwan.. she said sumting lik.. "frenx ask u go u go la... i ask donwan la.."
is i lazy i admit la.. summore she go place which i don feel lik going mahx.. den i watch show till half way..hahax. den i feel very bad.dunno lehx.
i know parents are concern about me.. but sumtimes i just donlik the way they concern. another words is "control"?hmmm. mayb im a sagittarius , i enjoy freedom.hahax. i wan my own things..etc.

go bath liaox..hahax.

somtimes small little things just bother me alot. wad i've got is disappointment.

1:10:00 PM

hahax.
yuhui go japan today.
today i guai guai stay at home..
now alone at home.. luckily have com..
hahax.or else dunno wad to do.hahax.
i watchin "love is all around" disc 8 till disc11. very nice..
korean shows are nice.. but when u watch confirm will cry.hahax.
but really nice to watch.hahax.

hahax.just now chat with xiaoqiang in msn. asked him to put his tagboard , later me and er going to flood his tag..hahahax.

today den i know that im afraid of alot of things and i have a great imagine skills.hahax
i afraid of darkness.. ghost.. zhen zi.. insects.. & lots lots lots..
i wonder how did i survive through 16++ years..hahax.

i wonder why my papa yang de fish like to knock the fish tank glass whenever i walk pass.lolx. is it trying to bang me and forget that there is a piece of glass??hahax. or envy im on land it cant get out??hahax. a strange fish ah~hahax. the mouth not pain when knock ?? so strange..hahahax.

blablabla...........

10:51:00 AM

yest was fun~!!
after exam go home change clothes , everyone make up..yest i 2nd time make up.. lolx. cuz don really like mahx,hahax.
den we go party world.. in room 16 , sing from 11am til 2pm only..hahax. very funny.. they still medicure in the room..hahax.
the 1st successful love song sang is by me and yalian~!! lolx.

den after party world we go town.hahax.
chuhui is one of our 6 belts yest~! hahax. we became 7 belts~!! lolx.
may and yalian must faster join~!! hahax.
we still come out with "signs" to say yes..no.. etc.hahax.
its lame but fun and funny.hahax.
we also sae wait til our B1 come back.. we buy new thing to represent our 7belts.hahax.

bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis bugis

..im doing fine..

Tuesday, May 09, 2006Y

4:42:00 PM

yest after exam go eat kfc with xy,er,mui,aliff,nina..hahax.quite fun la~

den go home nothing to do.. discover new korean show..sista just bought 2 days ago..hahax. named "wo yao lian ai".hahax. very nice ah~ i watch till disc5 only.hahax.now at er house use internet..later go home watch..heex.
this few days stop studying liaox.hahax. so i think.. nono.. is confirmed nothing wil pass for my mid-yr exam.lolx. ke lian.hahax.even my art will fail ah.. draw dunno wad shit siax.lolx.tomorrow last day of mid-yr exam liaox.hahax.after that xy jio us go party world..hahax. dunno going anot lehx.. lately buy alot of presents leh.hahax.see first bahx~~ =)

sumtings are not meant to be urs..it'll never be urs.......

Sunday, May 07, 2006Y

12:02:00 PM

me and yalian =)

11:28:00 AM

today is pet xiaoqiang's bday~! lolx.
happy birthday to him~!! =)

today not going class..so sianx.hahax.
change to go town with yuhui.hahax.
i lost the belt's item~! sorry ah.. im going to buy again today.. pray hard still have.. if not im going to cry man..hahax.

yest i had a strange dream.hahax.i dream that bong using xiaoqiang's phone call me ask whether we wanna go study with them.lolx. die ah~ study till dream also dream of studies.lolx. stress stress??lolx.

..haixx..i stil cant get outa this thingy. i'll try not to tink..perhaps the best solution??

Saturday, May 06, 2006Y

6:39:00 PM

today damn boring..nothing to do at home..hahax.
den end up at white piggy's house.lolx.
actually wanna study physic with her de.. but ended up help her and eeling with their blog thingy till now..hahax. going home soon..hahax.
today just pass likdatx.

tommorrow is xiaoqiang's birthday~hahax.
happy early birthday~! =)

..sad ah.........

Friday, May 05, 2006Y

6:02:00 PM

hahax. today [ nabeh xian nv ] may's birthday~!! hahax.
we share share buy cake for her then go pasta celebrate for her.hahax. on the cake we stil write.. " nabeh xian nv shen ri kuai le" lolx.

now at er's house~! later going RC do art with aliff , er..hahax.
chuhui say sy's letter reach le~!! =)
later aliff go take from her.hahax.

..its still the same..........

Thursday, May 04, 2006Y

3:59:00 PM

just now told pig my real identity.lolx.
hmmm. actually 2pm meet er go RC study..but she fall asleep.. den i online til now..so boring.hahax.

sometimes somethings is outta our control..
ppl wont cherish if everything goes in our way.

12:45:00 PM

today ss paper.hahax. sure fail one.

now online.. still lying to mui that i am er's jap bf.lolx. cuz i change email add.. she dunno.hahax. she believe siax.so fun.lolx.
i cant imagine that someone can let us bluff for so long siax.lolx.
fun fun~!! =)
pig jiu shi pig..lolx.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006Y

1:38:00 PM

today have chi mid-yr paper.hahax.
i do question 2 and 3. die le la..difficult siax..hahax.
if tink positively is.. "mid-yr if only "trial run"..next time sure can do it~! "
negatively is.. "even mid-yr oso cant do it.. o level how to do????! "
hahax. wad i tink is.. heng got mid-yr... den know the standard of o level is ard where mahx.. mid-yr only.. not counted in the final o level mark.. take it as a practice~ hahax. [ i'll flunked my mid-yr for sure..] cuz din really study mahx.. hahax. stil relax relax..lolx.
yest at viva study with bongz , xiao qiang , da fan shu , leonard.. really very funny.hahax.

still dreaming the impossiblesss..

Monday, May 01, 2006Y

1:57:00 PM

today is the 1st day of may~!! which is also Mr Toh's birthday~
happy birthday Mr toh~! =)

next week other mid-yr paper coming.. still haven really study.hahax.mayb dint study mid-yr is the best solution??hahax. cuz now study too late liaox mahx.lolx.
at home so boring.. still dun understand "locus". i 4got clean & clear about tat ting..hahax. die ah~ how to take exams siax~

later meetin er and bong to study=)
da fan shu going to teach us locus~lolx. finally siax.hahax.

i really hate ppl lying to me..................