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Tuesday, October 31, 2006Y
8:45:00 AM
yesterday went library and no more space for we 3~ so do art at civi de mac till 7pm++ then go admiralty den mac~ me , er , mui do art , yalian eechong do math & history. we do til 5.3oam++. got a auntie there very very friendly! she made balloon of frog , rose & dog!! very nice! to encourage us to go on~ hahax thankx auntie! she even tell us lame jokes keep us awake~ hahax but the mac there alot of scary weird ppl!
at first got 1 man sit outside the mac keep looking at us till morning. even took nap there! den go away in the morning. he keep see see then i really not happy la , nono , is not comfatable! cause i was sitting facing outside. then i see him back. then he turn away. then look , then turn away. continue likdat for al nitex! = ='ll
then in the morning got another man , heard that really abit crazy de. [ cause every morning they go there ] he walk in and out the mac , sit beside our table , etc. we pretend never see , then when more and more ppl come eat he go home. hahax
around 6am reached home , straight bath & sleep. think too tired till never even move during sleep. cause now backache , etc. = =''ll AAAAAAHH~~~ PANDA!!!! later go library AGAIN~ tonight must sleep! i hope it'll be worth while~ ha ha hax
dunno why , from yesterday till now , stomach pain!
9.27pm , just return from library~ so sleepy~ but haven finish art~ no sleep for me AGAIN~ BUT luckily tomorrrow art is in the noon~ morning can catch some sleep~ =] [ hope so! ] this time round my work really rubbish! haiix~ no choice~ i duno how to do. i kena cheated again~ nevermind~ go bath then start art le! jiayou everyone~ all the best ^^ nitex =]
NO SLEEP FOR ME~ =,[
Sagittarius :: You have many decisions to make, but they don't all deserve the same consideration.

Monday, October 30, 2006Y
2:20:00 PM
yesterday singyeng came to help me with art~! hahax she helped me with 2 leafs!! thankx alot~ =]
slept at 11pm++ and have to wake up at 6.15am today~ bong ask me wake him up. hahax then wake up faster revise the letter writing & report writing format! hahax
paper one can consider quite easy , cause the question is something about teenagers. paper two cannot say very difficult . but not easy too. lolx hope can score higher then the previous one!! hahax
now computer in my house is spoilt! AAARRRRR~~ now at er jie house~ hahax sun bian charge mp3 ma. hahax later meeting mui go library~ hope got space!! hahax
im afraid that art cannot finish! haiixx~
how?
how??
how???
Sagittarius :: Things are what they are -- don't waste time trying to change them.

Sunday, October 29, 2006Y
8:33:00 AM

MORNING~~~~ =D
meeting mui & er at around 9.3oam~ hahax going library do art , study chinese which i now then realise its tomorrow~ suddenly heart beats faster!! hahax
later in the evening singyeng coming to help~~ hahax our jiu xing!! hahax
nervous~
nervous~
nervous~



LAVANDA ~*
Sagittarius ::Today, your place among your friends is secure, and you know just where you stand.

Saturday, October 28, 2006Y
9:03:00 AM
OHAIYO~
today got to rush some art out~~ next wednesday is already the art paper~~~ monday[3oOst'o6] is MT paper! P1 - 8am-1oam , P2 - 1o.3oam-12pm. kinda nervous already!! hahax i have to score better than a B4! haiixx~ if wiish that prelim result for MT is the result for my o-level~ hahax
don't know why lately so tired & bored. hahax maybe used too much brain on studies. lolx
yesterday sarah msg us said that there might be a last class gathering on 4th december~ hahax i replied her i'll sure go if im in s'pore~ hahax she said mui replied the sane thing. lolx cause we all maybe going genting together ma. hahax
1o.45am , born of new blogskin~~~ =D time to do art!!!! hahax jiayou!!! jiayou!! jiayou~ ^^
there is always a secret in everyone.
1.o7pm , just completed colouring all my petals of a flower! w/o the dotss~ lolx congrats to me~ =D do till my eyes tired & backache. lolx old already~ hahax rest rest , relax relax first. hahax
3.22pm , just finished dotting my flower!! lolx added something to my board 1~ now i only have 1 board + 1 picture for my 2nd board~ should i cry or laugh...? = =''ll i've prepared all the personal response~ hahx later continue my flowers~~ =D thankx to mui's magnified-eyes , the cloour is nicer~ hahax cause she can see every colours & even EXTRA colours of the flowers~ lolx thankx ZHU DA JIE aka YUAN YUAN! lolx
4.14pm , later meeting er jie do art at viva~ but its raining cats & dogs. abit lazy go out but er jie said she needs me for colouring~ so wait for rain to get smaller then go~ =] mama is complaining to a fren at work about someone at work over the phone. hahahax guess the person talking crap which made mama not happy? hahax getting tired. dunno why. hahax tomorrow going library with mui & er~ hahax going to rush art again~ meeting around 9.15am. hahax
23 days to freedom~~ =D
8.55pm , just came back from viva~ ate the huang li chao fan! dunno why feel so full~ hahax just now helped er jie touch up the colouring of the rose. hahax then bong take pictures of er jie eating / drinking using my phone. then i use his phone take his picture he purposely do a funny face and i took and infra to er jie & myself! lolx deciding whether to post it here anot~ lolx really funny! hahax me & er jie setted as wallpaper make him paisei! lolx fun fun~~ hahahax =X now loading it started with a kiss episode 8~ hahax watch then sleep bahx~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: If you're not up to proving yourself, people will cut you some slack.

Friday, October 27, 2006Y
8:47:00 AM
MORNING~
happy birthday mr andy sim~ =]
not used to the holiday~ hahax cause on weekdays normally wake up at 6.3oam , today morning keep waking up & sleep back~ hahax
meeting mui at 9.3oam going library~ do art and at around 1pm mr tan SL come then do chemistry~ hahax gonna ask mr tan everything. hahax
time to prepare~ =]
deny. think no more from today onwards. =]
9.19pm , just reached home~ came back from woodlands library~ hahax morning meet mui eat the $2 meal + hashbrown~ =D den yalian come find us den we find mr tan ask chemistry~ thankx mr tan! i finally remembered how to calculate & know more aout the macromolecules~ hahax den 6 / 7pm++ mui hungry so we 3 went KFC~ i ate the cheese pocket again~ hahax this time i ask for extra cheese~ hahax the person really put alot! very very heavy & cheesy!!! woohoox~ lolx the chicken also very very big~ lolx but i eat about 1/4 of it very full already! dunno why no feeling of wanting to eat. then yalian help me eat. lolx
this morning i was wondering on somethings then in library suddenly OH YA HORX~~ while doing art. lolx which made me quite sad & disappointed la. hahax nvm. i said i wont think any-more. hahax i told mui too~ hahaxi seldom type the the word "bye". i always use the word "cya". cause i dun like the feeling of saying "bye". hahax so when i use it , means im really frustrated / angry / sad / disappointed in that matter. hahax
1o.55pm , just finished it started with a kiss episode 7~ xiang qin wore my fav num 8 de tennis clothes~ hahax is pride really matters? time to sleep~ nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Use your creativity to move one inch closer to that person you've had your eye on.

Thursday, October 26, 2006Y
12:05:00 PM

me & olsen~*

me & gina~*

me & azri~*

me & chuchu~*

me & aslam~*

me & sufi~*

me & nabilah~*

me & aliff~*

me & kimyen~*

me & sarah~*

me & junwei~*

me & jessica~*

me & benedict~*

me & dafanshu~*

me & bong~*

me & leonard~*

me & qianhui~*

me & mr tan~* thankx mr tan =]

me & mdm sal~* i love her =]

me and mrs grace low~* she is cute =]
today no lesson~ just some cleaning in class~ recess from 1o.o5am - 11.o5am~ den a talk in the school hall & home sweet home~ =]
alot of cant bear = she3 bu4 de2 towards some things~ especially to friends. many din come to school today~ aliff as our chairman gave 5N2 toblerone~ hahax thankx aliff! =]

gonna miss them. in fact already gotta feeling. hahax weird eh~ i keep telling people , "cannot forget me lehx. " hahax asif no exams already. hahax i'll miss the route to school. the sun , the sky & fresh air in the morning. hahax

our block~ hahax

WE ARE WITH YOU , GO FOR IT~*
dunno why... heart feels so heavy today. maybe too tired. i won't ask for more but just don't forget me. hax perhaps now i understand what that regret means. but i think didn't.
today got back report book~
ENG:: c5
CHI:: a2
MATH:: d7
SCI:: f9
COMB.HUMANI.:: e8
ART:: f9
CME:: A
CCA:: b3
CLASS POSITION:: 21/39
LEVEL POSITION:: 73/1o9
band practices are on 2 , 3 , 9 , 10 , 16 , 17 , 23 , 24 nov , 21 & 22 dec. band camp is 27 dec - 28 dec~ =] a player w/o instruments = a person w/o soul~ im the person. =,[
6.33pm , just painted my flower at the 2nd board~ ^^ tomorrow meeting mr tan SL at woodlands library around 1pm! hahax finally can ask him chemistry~ hahax hope my art can finish soon~ hahax now loading It started with a kiss episode 5~ hahax just now wrote letter to duck about the things i shared with mui. tomorrrow den post the letter~ =]
9.26pm , just finished it started with a kiss episode 5 & 6~ why the shows i watched so real life eh~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Try to pace your day to mix pockets of quiet with periods of action.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006Y
3:07:00 PM

me & joy~*

me & yalian~*

me & duck rice~*

me & zhu da jie~*

me & bunnie~*

me & mrs song =]
had lesson till 8.55am , recess till 9.45am with the lower sec~ mrs song is leaving WGSS~ a touching scene at school hall just now~ hahax had pictures with my friends & mrs song except for one friend who dunwan only. hahax
mrs song treat ice-cream again~ hahax so nice of her , though i everytime din eat her ice-cream. lolx she really nice to wgss people already~ hahax mr chan came back too! hahax actually wanna take picture with him , but he very busy talking to everybody eh~ hahax
after the celebration & photo taking , i really feel asif i finished my exams~ lolx joy , duck & yalian wants me go prom nitex. but i really dont feel like going... how??? hahax
now mui & yalian at my house~ we do art yalian study chemistry~ hahax lalala~ bath first.. =D
4.o1pm , time to do some art~ hahax will post the other pictures next time =D
6.2opm , they just left my house~ hahax i just did some art~ hahax improved the colour of my leaf. looks better~ thankx mui for mixing of colour of the paint! hahax cuz i really dunno how to use paint. hahax dunno why really tired for today~ hahax also feel very very sianx. maybe after this do abit more of colouring then watch It started with a kiss~ hahax dunno why , now days im really confused over things. i dunno is it the truth or just imagination or think too much. hahax tomorrow is the last day of school , will kinda miss the classroom. hahax the place where we laughed , cried , shouted , angry , etc. hahax no more chance to wear PE shirt~ hahax no more mass run-s~ no more exercise~ gonna miss it~ hahax of cause i will miss my classmates & the people in the 2 classes beside 5N2 & friends. hahax
i dun like lies nor truth , wad can i do? i allow myself to fall again , so i'll pick myself up again. hax
9.57pm , finished It started with a kiss episode 4. tired. time to sleep~ nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: To shed light onto a particularly vexing situation, open yourself up to fresh ideas.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006Y
8:28:00 AM
today hari raya~ so there is no school~ ^^ wake up got ba zhang eat! woohoox~ fridge got my favourite tang yuan!! hahax later can cook~ =D
yesterday didn't study anything , today gonna do alot of things again~ hahax later do chemistry worksheet & art~ hahax
next wednesday art already! im still at 1st board 1st picture!! haiixx~ can i just rush through?? i wiish i can~
yesterday discuss it with mui some things. i dunno why , when i see her msg , response same as mine , my tears just flow. but finally got things cleared. she said she guess & expected. im quite surprised. somethings left unknown will be better. hahax
9.3oam , time to study~ =]

[ 3 sesame & 3 peanut~ ]
3.45pm , WOAHX~ finally rest~ hahax completed 1 chemistry worksheet & 1 board of my art work is finishing~~ hahahax finally~ =D just now cooked tang yuan~ yumyum~ but the soup not sweet cause put wrong sugar. lolx but its still nice! hahax lalala~ mama came back with carrot cake~ hahax after eating half packet full already. later dinner... = =''ll whole day at home eat & eat & eat. hahax later continue my art~ =D have that kind of.. man zhu gan! hahax =] the stingray is learnt how to swim around the tank towards its left , today it learn how to swim towards its right! congrats to it~ ** claps claps** hahax sikali tomorrow it learns how to fight with another fish! cause the fish looks like it is afraid of it~ hahahax =X
5.o3pm , just wrote personal response for my first board~ woohoox~ ..near to complete...... 1 board... = =''ll [ others at 4th board already. ] lolx tomorrow hari raya celebration at school~ this is the last week of study in WGSS~ will kinda of miss those noisy & lame & stupid days~ but of cause i dun wanna come back next year la~ hahax human beings will leave , but memories will never....
time to bath~ hahax
6.5opm , started my first picture of 2nd board~ =D happy~ hahax tomorrow staying back at library do chemistry & art!! hahax gonna ask mr tanSL many many question! hahax end work for today~ hahax loading It started with a kiss episode 1~ dont understand why more & more things are popping in mind. which makes me bring a heavy cloud above me every where i go.
9.19pm , finished It started wiht a kiss episode 2~ the guy actually treat the gal not bad la , willing to teach her homework tll late night though is kena threaten by her with a photo. lolx himself fall asleep during exam. hahax anyway , tomorrow have lesson till 9.3oam den celebration~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Making a new beginning in an old situation isn't always easy to do. Talk things out.

Monday, October 23, 2006Y
2:45:00 PM
today attendence not very good again~ hahax wonder they really wanna study?? hahax
today the malays return home at 1o.35am~ cause tomorrow Hari Raya!! hahax so there is no school tomorrow~ hahax can do work at home! ^^
today in class quite bored. hahax bunnie sit beside me entertain. lolx
most people have about 4 boards for their art~ and me?? not even 1 board! 1 picture got la~ lolx gonna do art later! hahax
not going to prom. hahax cause muiling not going , then no singyeng & laihuan , very little close friends. hahax only xueer going. i don feel like going too. hahax
i still chose to bury my head in the sand. perhaps avoid is the only thing i can do for now. hahax no answer is given to the question. i think i finally understand what's the question. hax there isn't anybody. haiixx~ bored~ dont leave her alone~
lalala~ also dont undertand why so moodless. hahax perhaps my right brain too active [ no scientific logic ] , think too much. loading bump off lover episode 12 to keep right brain occupied. lolx watching with my piglet~ hahahax see later if mood is better then do art~ =]
7pm , just finished bump off lover episode 13 which is also the last episode. the mystery of the story finally out. tomorrow den study bahx~ really in no good mood.
Sagittarius :: A collision of two opposing forces is in your near future. Aim for balance.

Sunday, October 22, 2006Y
2:09:00 PM

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11:09:00 AM

[ A.Y.L.C. - anti-yalian club ]

[ me & lele~ =] ]
woohoox~ finally can come in~ hahax
just finished bump off lover episode 1o. i wonder how many lies have i listened to.

i think the reason / excuses for lying : ` protect themself/others. ` protect a precious friendship / relationship. ` keep their "image". ` keep their promises.
perhaps somethings better to be left unknown.
time for some studies~ hahax going to do some chemistry~ =]


[ the stingray in the pail!! ]

[ its front view! can see the eyes popped out! ]

[ looks like mac's hotcake & vacuum cleaner eh? hahahax ]
1.27pm , my papa brought this stingray home~ OMG~ scare me ah~ its a baby stingray! at the first look i thought is the big size of the small fish which suck the dirts in the tank , then i think and think , impossible that fish will be this big , den i asked my dad , he said its stingray! it looks asif it will fly out when its in the pail! hahax scary~ i asked papa : " he grow up how? " he replied : " sell lorx. " , den i replied him back : " why not cook la~" hahax i thought i never eat stingray before then mui told me i ate 1 on qianhui's birthday bbq~ lolx i also dunno what mui gimme eat~ lolx AAAAHH~ this is really scary~ hahax i still sit there and look and the stingray , while imagine " what if in the middle of the night it flies out of the pail / tank and came into our room and it suddenly stick on my face? " hahax a weird thought la , but really scary ma. lolx i told mui about this stingray & most of her reply is " i wan eat! " , " must invite me to eat! " , " i wan to see! " lolx everything in her brain is EAT the stingray! lolx talk so much about this baby stingray , just completed a physic worksheet , paper 1 & paper 2 section 1~ hahax this stingray really interesting till made me stop work! lolx its raining~~ =D time to get back to work~ hahax the stingray is chasing the prawn~~ muahahahax~ =X
4.46pm , really no time for art eh~ cham! hahax anyway , just finished another physic paper~ ^^ though paper 2 section not completed. hahax later continue~ =D i think next week need to get help for art work again! hahax time really tight eh! STRESS AH~ i told my mama about the genting trip with singyeng they all , at first she said see she can take off anot , den i say go with sy they all ok?? then she say got 1 day anot? den i dunno , asked xy , seems like only got 3days de~ hahax hope in the end she let ah! hahax i wanna ENJOY after exams~~ =D now im thinking of HOW TO ENJOY~~~~ lolx too early?? hahax taking MT paper on 3ooct!! lend me all the lucks! lolx
7.o8pm , breakfast had roti prata + bean curd , lunch had wanton mee , dinner had half packet of fried-rice~ woo.. so full~ hahax just added some white & pink spots on my 2nd leaf~ now loading bump off lover episode 11! hahax going to watch those scary human beings~ hahax
8.25pm , finished bump off lover episode 11~ i hope that this real world dunhave people who are in the bump off lover~ too scary too imagine! there wont be any human real human beings left if everybody is likdat~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Concise communication will be your best tactic today ... so keep it short and sweet.

Saturday, October 21, 2006Y
8:40:00 AM

[ do.you.know.that.death.god.loves.apple.?]

[ the police side. ]
yesterday watched death note~ its was interesting from the beginning till the end! but the ending was w/o a ending. made us all sianx diaox & singyeng very angry! lolx maybe there is death note 2? hahax the death god popped out suddenly lots of times , scare us! hahax before watching , everybody told me that the guy in white very handsome. during movie , everybody was waiting for him to appear , after he appear , everybody "eeee". lolx i told mui , how i wiish i could eat all the candies , ice-cream , donuts & all the sweet stuffs & wont get fat like the guy in white did in the movie. hahax putting lots of sugar in the tea , using lolly pop to stir. lolx whole table in the room is sweet stuffs~ woohoox~ hahax [ just imagine... ] and the guy in white sleeps like a child~ hahax he suck his thumb when sleeping~ hahax but he looks scary with the eye liner! hahax think the guy in black is the trumpet player in L*I*V*E*!! but he look better in L*I*V*E*. hahax after movie went to take neoprint & muiling went home and i walked with the rest to 515 & went home~ hahax cuz they having supper.

just woke up~ gonna do lotsss of things later~ art , science , humanities~ haiix~ really no time~ hahax but really no mood to do anything! but have to. for my own sake~ = =''ll
i always use this to force myself " discipline = do aomething i dont like which benefits me. " then i'll go on~ lolx try it out~ it might work on you too~ hahax
thankx people who gave me the motivation & support. "jiayou & work hard" is enough , dont ask me to " press on & u can do it" anymore. hahax cause i really buay tahan liaox. hahax i know u all mean good , but , over use the words really no effect already. hahax " jiayou & work hard " is a better choice of words. hahax dont worry people , i know how to think~ =] though i dont wiish to grow up , but im a grown up kid already~ lolx
just finished bleach episode 1oo~ hahax finally the owner of Rizu is dead! hahax time for some serious work~ =]
12.3opm , did some physic worksheets~ the scores still not that bad! hahax dunno why suddenly not feeling well , throat getting more and more pain. luckily home got the sweets. hahax ate 3 of it. dunno is eat too much of it or what , now my stomachache. = =''ll but still have to continue to study~ later do some art first. scare can't finish! 1st nov. a week. i think its better for me not to rest for 3omins after 2 hours of studies already~ no more time~ AAARRGGHH~ go do art already~ .....
i miss band days... i wanna sit in & play ross roy too! =,[

[ how messy~~ hahax ]

[ this is the result from 1pm - 3pm~ hahax ]
3.11pm , been doing art. mama coming back home soon~ hahax lolx muiling ask me online send her songs , den i told her i online ah~ lolx so cute. hahax lalala~
finished bump off lover episode 8. suddenly linked mui 's words to the show. because she said " cant trust anyone fully , even her. if 1 day she backstab me , i might never know. " after watching this show , the feeling of fear is much stronger. hahax fear of kena stab w/o knowing anything. but its really tiring to be careful everytime , everywhere , everyone , everything. lies has become part of people's life. which always made me wonder when are they speaking the truth. how i wish i could see what others are thinking about. i just hope that none of my close friends nor family members will do that kinda things to me. i trust that they wont. cause i know i wont be able to take this kinda thing.
now is 8.21pm. finished bump off lover episode 9~ getting more and more scary~ hahax but its nice~ ^^ today ate lots of NATA DE COCO~ hahax cooling ma~ hahax nitex people =]
Sagittarius :: if a friend is going down a bad path, you don't have to follow. Separate yourself. [ i will is there is a need to. ]

Friday, October 20, 2006Y
3:42:00 PM

[ this is kawaii~ =D ]
just came back from school~
muiling was decorating a xiao qiang in our physic texbook during physic lesson. and it looks like kena dunno what thing , lots of white spots on it~ lolx stayed at school library till 3pm did some physic worksheets then went vista point with mui & er. bought kinder bueno~~ hahax nice nice~ though my throat in pain , but its nice!! hahax then came back home in the rain~ ^^
the feeling of raindrops on my palm was great~ =]

meeting singyeng , laihuan , muiling , xueer , yalian , eechong for death note later~ hahax probably watching at 7pm~ excited~ hahax
finally its solved~ hahax =]
during recess i mentioned to mui & gina that , im afraid of arrival of 2oo7. im still not ready. i hope o-level can faster over. but im not ready for it. hahax mui asked me , what im i afraid of. i replied : " lots. im dun feel like leaving the frens now , not ready for new environment , afraid singyeng take o-level and have to leave , etc. " she replied me : " aiyo , we all grown up liaox lehx , still can fly over look for her wad. " then i thinkin , its different. can't explain why , but its really different. haiix~ bu xiang zhang da~
Sagittarius :: Lean on someone powerful for the insight you need to approach a sensitive situation.

[ my childhood friends~ geex ]

Thursday, October 19, 2006Y
10:09:00 AM

[ its nice~ =] ]

kena woke up by mama early morning 6.3oam~ cause i forgot to tell her today i need to wake up at 1oam only! and heng heng she at home. hahax lie on bed till 7am++ still can't sleep so decided to wake up and revise! quite nervous about the practical exam!
thankx everyone for the good lucks~ =]
going out soon. meeting mui , xueying , xueer , tingting! hope everything will go smoothly for me & everybody~ =] jiayou~
it was easy~ luckily~ hahax but i made a careless mistake on the graph for physic~!! im like DAMN IT~ hope it wont affect my marks~ i wiish for full marks~ hahax abit too greedy but i really think that its wasted if practical dont score! hahax i double checked with mr tanSL for the salt A , he said he guess is Copper[II] Chloride too!! hahax thankx to mr junus & mr tanSL for staying back and teach us practical~ hahax woohoox~ can put practical aside~ hahax maybe later doing art!! jiayou =] wonder how ball know i having practical exam! hahax
i hope that they'll be able to wake you up if its true. cause im in no position to do so.
6.o3pm , finished bump off lover episode 7~ humans are scary~ hahax tired. tomorrow watching death note with singyeng around evening~ =] excited! hahax
sort throat** AAARRRRGGHH~
after 2onov'o6 = freedom~*
Sagittarius :: To see the problems at hand you need to open your mind -- and your heart.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006Y
9:26:00 PM
STRESS AH~
after school stayed in school library till around 5.3opm. then meet tingting at woodlands library~ studied alot of practical thing today~ tomorrow is the day! hope i'll not make stupid careless mistakes like use wrong thing again! all the best to everybody and me~ hahax =]
really hope that my practical will not just pass , but with flying colours~ hahax
sort throat~
..its still on......... i'll leave it for the mean time. i dont have the time to think. but i guess everything will be fine with a conversation starts....
sleeping soon~ hahax im in the 3rd shift! dont need to stay back! hahax can wake up later~ hahax need to practice graphs for physic! jiayou jiayou jiayou~ ^^ going to watch death note with singyeng , maybe laihuan , xueer , muiling on friday~ hahax xueer say death note alot of handsome guy so she on! lolx saw the "handsome justin" they always mention just now. lolx finally know who he is. hahax must tell singyeng~ hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: You are more aware of the bigger picture, and you are starting to feel responsible.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006Y
7:36:00 PM
just came back from library. went library because xueer wanna wait for her dad to drive us home. lolx thankx uncle! =] xueer study~~~ =D
today yansoon sit beside us teach us math think vomit lots of blood! hahax thankx bunnie~
this thurs o-level physic/chemistry practical examination! mine is shift 3~ 11am need to reach school~ can sleep till 1o.15am! hahax
really not much time to study~ panic!! but still must jiayou~ =]
..cold war is on......... perhaps concerns are nothing anymore. i just dun understand. now then i believe 1sec can change lots of things. as mentioned , im a cry baby. i believe that if i ever shed a tear cause of someone , that person means something to me. just like bong & dfs. really feels so invisible & nothing. worse than the air.

[ sister bong & dafanshu. ]
i wiish that i dont need to grow up. kids world was great!!! no worries nor anything. just jiayou fight for candies~ hax enjoy being a worries-free & innocent child. world out there is scary~
saw group of ppl. to me , gangsters are just childish not mature nor grown up little kids.

trying so hard to enjoy my day. trying so hard to smile. i dont want my friend to be unhappy / moodless cause of my unhappiness. when im listening to mp3 , its either im trying to concentrate / thinking deeply. im still burying my head in the sand. ...why....
9.44pm , just finished bump off lover episode 6. this chapter is aboout lies. that time watched bleach episode 99. wonder still have how many. hahax sleeping soon~ many many songs~~~ hahax nitex =]
Sagittarius :: Today, give yourself permission to put yourself and your personal goals first.