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Monday, July 31, 2006Y

8:37:00 PM

7:01:00 PM

last day of july!!!!!!! hahax just now went cwp eat pasta with tinghui , chiu hwa & alice. hahax today then i noe about tinghui thing. hahax hmmm. hope she'll get good results ah. hahax the twister fries. lolx sumtimes i rally can't stand her. dunno why lehx. sumtimes find her irrittating. hahax maybe still not used to her bahx. lolx hmmm. tml physic test. and i forgot to bring my book home!! OMG!! hope i dun need to be VIP ah. hahax [ sit outside classroom ] lolx i believe money can't buy everything. eg. true love , true friends , true family. but w/o money u can't buy food , clothings , houses. if 1 day i really have to choose , i'll choose true relationships rather than money. cuz with money w/o feelings for ppl , its inhuman. hahax if were u , what u 'll choose?? =) actually dunno why after yesterday's outing , this morning suddenly quite sick. voice also change quite abit. keep "ah chew ah chew". worse ting is got feeling but can't "ah chew" . hahax throat hurts a little. tmperature rising sooner or later i guess. hahax haixx. i dun like it! i read her blog , saw lots of vugarities. i really dun expect she changed so so so much. haixx. too late to regret. hope she'll change! i'll try hard to change my views about her!! hahax chat with adam online , he send me some jap comedy add at youtube. really funny ah! hahax especially the "old man" who did the magic which scares ppl! lolx japanese really dare to do alot of thingy which sporeans don't. hahax maybe that's the reason why they have lots of creative + crazy + funny ideas?? hahax i wish to experience japans' life! hahax perhaps will take a break there next time. hahahax

Sunday, July 30, 2006Y

9:23:00 AM

[ meNmelanieNchea~* ]

[ `the sheeps~* ]
wanna aug soon! isn't it fast?? hmmm. later have band outing! hahax actually is going to support mr sim at the botanic garden. den we make it a band outing lorx. every section have to make sumting to eat. hahax we having picnic over there. hahax later going to make my POSB card + ez-link card! haixx haven make any cards yet. forgot today is sunday. hahax hmm. today was quite fun! after that went eat at cwp mac with alice , tinghui , adam , alvin , chiuhwa. hahax adam & alvin keep bullying me , so i pretended to cry , wipe tears [ actually i only wipe my face. ] lolx they 2 at 1st noe i playing niax. den i tink not fun ah. den i continue pretend & walk off like angry. hahax alice pretend gimme tissue. den they 2 really believe. hahax they really stu*id lehx. lolx they i act very long already , den i suddenly turn and say: "i dunwan to act le la.. im hungry!!" den they 2 shocked den sianx diaox. lolx am i a good actress. lolx summore .. i cry where got so loud de. lolx anyway really fun! lolx

Saturday, July 29, 2006Y

10:09:00 PM

haixx. i dunno wad happen to my luck. i lost my wallet today!! haixx. still no news. aarrrgghhhhh.... im rally in bad luck nowdays. fur , quarrel , this gal , wallet. i'll break down sooner or later. pls. no more things happen. and just sort or quarrel with my ma. cuz i told her my wallet lost. she was like keep nagging. i told her to leave me alone. then i was like " praying" den she was like laughing. and im like.. WTH im so pek chek alrdy and she still laughing at me. den im like saying her... i dun tink its funny. and go away do bother me. she was like of cuz angry. aaaaaarrrgggghhhhh. WAD HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tinghui was like telling me dun bother abt band stuff alrdy. i told her i wish to , but i can't but e situation is like dat. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't take it man. i was like "sucking back my tears" for so long , and just now still console others when im like.. aarrrrrgghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! meeting section at 12pm tomorrow. seems like... we need a talk... a serious talk.

Friday, July 28, 2006Y

10:14:00 PM

this was taken after giovialita with my meimei!! lolx

8:46:00 PM

this is yest's .
"hmmm. just bathed. came back from home , took cab! which cost me 9 bucks! hahax actually is 3 bucks niax. but is i call , so + 4 bucks. the other 2 bucks i dunno. hahax nvm la , anyway reached home le. hahax cuz rain very very heavy ma , but when the cab reached , the rain very little le! hahax the rain bully me! anyway , tml the mentors are going to return the unis , and deceide to sit outside the small table study till the band practice end. hahax good idea right?? lolx i suggest de ma. hahax the stupid internet connection dun work , and im typing this into e wordpad. and later copy and paste this into my blog! hahax hmmm. quite boring ah. hahahahax and i quarrel with shirley choo today! till i very angry & tears dropped. lolx dun sae le! "

2:27:00 PM

hahax now at mui house. lolx hmmm. cuz home computer really dunlik me! hahax dun let me use internet! hahax when its ko le den blog yest's stuff. hahax cuz i saved in my com ma. hahax today night got the talk. but not going. cuz of lazy and i tink no use. hahax k la. cya all =) im sad. just got news that , both my RC + Eb clar given away le. that means even i go back , i also no instrument to play. haixx. sad. and her attitude really suck. i tried to forgive her , and like her. but she really take advantage when i dun scold her. and let her be. she really piss me off. kns. i wanna make it obvious?? can. so wad u are the major + SL? kns. i really hate this computer!! aarrrggh~~ wad a day! sry i have to be so franked to my blog. im just trying to express wad i feel. i wont down ur rank. maybe u need time to be grow up bahx. let time cures. i just hope that u can handle everything well , just let me get outta peacefully. can't i request this last thing?? it isn't too much , is it? after reading alice's blog , im more depressed. but , at least i realised , its really time for me to let go. yah , but , if u were me , u wouldn't dare to let go seeing the situation likdat. i swear.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006Y

6:31:00 PM

yest night fur fur[my ham ham] was - pronounced dead [ by me]. haixx feel quite sorry for fur , cuz i neglected her these weeks. quite busy with stuffs. haixx but i did ensure her with enuff food and drinks k!! perhaps not clean enuff? or she is too old. haixx just feel bad , sad. i really sux. just came back from school. just had english oral. i was the last person in that class. haixx sry ppl. i was too emo. cuz mui mentioned fur , thats why i break down just now. sry if i was cold to u ppl. but i tried my best to smile. lately quite depressed. but alwys tried to smile and laugh like normal de shuting. dun worry. i'll be fine. =) w/o cries & laughters , that wouldn't be me! hahax after some games , i'll be fine. =) i wish i was that lucky gurl. i'll never be. i chose to bury my head in the sand//*

Tuesday, July 25, 2006Y

4:18:00 PM

just came back from school! hahax after school went eat with mui and do LCD with nabilah & aqidah in class. hahax do half way , they need to go do geog project. so tomorrow continue our LCD. hmmm. today bong sister look so depressed. he said he is fine. hmmm. hope he is really fine bahx. hahax the freshmakers have lots of misses for the band...... i love my clarinetist! i love freshmakers! i love the committees ! i love my WGSS BAND! =D why do human beings like to hurt human beings. perhaps human beings are created with too much emotions?? hahax

Monday, July 24, 2006Y

2:51:00 PM

hmmm. just came back from school! actually doing LCD with aqidah and nabilah. but they havin D&T choice today. so i changed to tomorrow. hahax hmmm. today keep calling "niang" & "die"! lolx da bai zhu + da hei zhu = xiao hui zhu!! lolx & da hei zhu's niang is da fei zhu aka gan lan ma. lolx our big family. hahax too bored. lolx

Sunday, July 23, 2006Y

9:52:00 AM

giovialita players!!

racial harmony day!! [ took from pet's blog. ]
hahax today woke up at ard 9am! hahax dunno why woke up so early. maybe i had my 4hours of undisturbed sleep. hahax still hearin band songs in my ear. lolx got disease le! lolx yest feeling till now still not gone yet. hahax still very high de feeling. lolx but at home how to high. hahax later got exam! haixxyo. haven study. hahax later la. relax 1st. hahax next week onwards must start to draw le!! late le late le!! hahax everybody jia you!! hahax jaane~ =D just came back from the exam! haixx. lots of vocabs dunno.. 35 out of 87 liddat. sad case. hope no need to retake ah! hahax hope today is the last lesson. hahax thankx mr andy sim for bringing up WGSS band 's confidence again! and he really really taught me lots lots lots of things. hahax and i learnt a new instrument! =D im glad that we have him as our conductor. i believe that WGSS band members love him!!! =)

Saturday, July 22, 2006Y

8:46:00 AM

tml 22 july 2oo6!!!! today is the day!!! OMG. GIOVIALITA! now listenin to the songs. now is jap tune. hahax quite nervous now alrdy. [ now playing mermaid! ] w/o the solo i wont so nervous. dunno why , i just can't play the solo well. after the concert meeting white and sy go eat. perhaps will return very late. and tml i havin jap exam. and die! cuz i haven study! no time!!! how???! haixx. i prepared tissues for ppl. hahax [ sikali i cried the most jia lak one. ] =X meetin clarinetist at 9am at banquet! have breakfast together. lolx haixx. this maybe the last time le. i'll cherish! =) like what aliff said , after national day , we are just school mates.....

woohoox. now is like 12.57 alrdy. just finish bathin. came back from giovialita!! though lots of mistakes made , BUT , we enjoyed ourselves!! hahax the dance really funny ah~ hahax though ppl dance wrong , but at least ppl enjoyed our dance! hahax i'll miss today! and merry widow my solo [ the "A" ] i played out!! hahax w/o sqeak!!! muahahax sooooooo happy. hahax i've tried my best. i even taste blood when i play half-way. hahax cuz my mouth lorx. hahax perhaps played too much. next sat we playing! hahax "tong hua" at dunno where & for what. hahax never hear in bus just now. and my phone die on me today. [ low batt ] im dead tired. hahax slping soon. nitex ppl!! and thanks for supporting us!! hahax =D tml jap exam die!

Friday, July 21, 2006Y

9:03:00 PM

just had dinner. came back from meeting again. hahax we were planning the movements. quite fun. might be our last com meeting together. benny did the same thing this year. yah.. he said sumting to make me cry again. yah.. AGAIN. hahax then he'll laugh at me soon. AGAIN. hahax tomorrow is the day. i hope that there wont be any empty seats. yah.. hope. i love my section. i love my band too. hahax i hop after concert & e national day thing , still have chance to play in the band.. WGSS band! =D im worried about the solos.. mine too. haixx. merry widow. hmmm. hope it'll turn out fine!! i need , confidence , support. =) of cuz not asking ppl there not to breath. hahax hope can sleep WELL tonight. hahax isshoni ganbatte ne!!! =D nitex ppl! giovialita coming up!!!! 22.5 hrs left!!! jaane~

Thursday, July 20, 2006Y

8:30:00 AM

today decided to skip mass run. that;s why im still here at this time. and i checked my mail and duck sent me this:
"shoe! =D hardly get to talk to you in school and MSN, so here am i with an e-mail. you ah, relax alright! i know you're stress over band. you want the best for the band but it just don't seem right. remember 2003 SYF? *the only SYF* i was involved. remember how MR toh scold us and just leave us like that when we all just simply can't play well? perhaps, band is like that, before any big performance, there're bound to be some errors here and there. but when it's the big thing, WE CAN DO REALLY WELL. although i'm no longer in band and may not know how the band works but the thing that will never change is that band members are always at their best! i believe our band can do it! don't fret too much about it! i can see your efforts. to tell you the truth, i read your blog everyday and your posts consist of band everyday. =D that must be the love for band. i'm also sorry that i kick up a nonsense fuss without even being considerate to your feelings. i'm sorry. relax yourself, "shun qi zhi ran" i want that cheerful shoe back!! =D always remember, our band is a special one, no matter how many mistakes or errors they have prior performances, it'll always turn out fine! believe in your effort! believe in BAND! WGD BAND rocks yea! SATURDAY is the day. if you stress yourself and fall sick now, will be jia lat leh! hey, you're the holder of my clarinet leh, you must bring out its best! bring the spirit out! i've total faith in you for you're my best friend/ex-junior and confide! =) all i want is your smile. no matter how vexed/fan/stress you're. i'm so willing to be your shoulder! because me too, i want the best for you. as you mention in your blog, another 3 more days, after that its RAINBOW!!! i want a happy shoe to watch the lake house with me. i don't want you cry cry go in and cry cry come out. ONLY i can cry in such shows ok!! ok i shall stop here. just remember, no matter what, i'm here. i can lend you my shoulders if you want to cry and i'll just keep silent because that's what i can do for my dear friend! smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT, DUCK ALWAYS SUPPORT SHOE!"
and i replied her this :
"wao lao... now is 8++am. i wana go school den online 1st. den u email me this. make me cry again. everytime email me make me cry. next time i dun dare open ur mail le siax. hahax really thx! but for these few days let e crazy 1st bahx. hahax i'll be normal after the concert. =) really thx!"
every msg he email me , confirm chop stamp make me cry. but its a good thing too. cuz at last i cried out. lots of times in class i alost break down.. dunwan cry but tears is ready to roll down. but i "suck" back. perhaps that's why im so moody. sorry duck. i can't promise u i'll turn to better mood now. perhaps after concert . or after art. or after o. lolx dun worry. i'll be fine. i wanna be strong! =D and hope my pet will be fine soon! going school soon. jaane~ =)
now going to 9pm already! and just finish my dinner. cuz just came back from com meeting AGAIN. yah.. i mean AGAIN. now days we having meetings after band DAILY to talk about movements , gifts , etc,. haixx. im really tired. today with mui's help. i managed to smile & laugh lik siaox. hahax i replaced my cries with laughters. hahax so pls dun stop me. laugh help me release stress!!!!!!!!! can see how stress-ed up am i ????! hahax soon... coming real soon!!!!!! just hope to get supports from friends.. is it really that difficult?? yah.. that's what u call friends. hahax ijustwishthatthegalisme.it'llneverbeme.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006Y

8:31:00 PM

hmmm. really moodless now days. sorry ah ppl~ hmmm. perhaps stress?? haixx. to be honest , really no confidence with the concert. ya , "we can do it!" that's what we SAYS , isn't it?? haixx. hope nth goes wrong bahx. and im damn sad and disappoint with sum ppl. haix. sorry ah~ im emotional. i quite sad with them not going the concert too. hahax just wish they will be there. these days will be really busy. left 3 more days. haixx. breaking down soon. aarrrrgggh~~~ i still can't let it go , im still "w/o specs". the process of "mad". don't ask me , cuz... i dun have the ansqer to ur questions.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006Y

7:38:00 PM

hmmm. today nth much lorx. hahax after school went meet at music room fold flowers!! hahax hmmm. today den noe a secret. lolx but its sort of a open secret?? ok la.. cuz im slow. hahax den eat mac n fold flowers and.............. come home!! lolx

there must be a black sheep to make ppl realise.. " OMG!! im WHITE!! "
there must be failure to make ppl realise what is SUCCESS!

Sunday, July 16, 2006Y

10:36:00 AM

hmmm. today slept till 1oam++ then woke up. i forced nyself to wake up. lolx cuz scare later sleep till late for lesson ma. hahax today last lesson le!!! =D next week exam! =X die ah~ hahax the day after "GIOVIALITA"! where will have energy to do. hahax din go for class today. hahax kitahara called me , i din pick up. hahax duno what he'll ask , i'll dunno how to ans. hahax gonna slp soon. hahax waiting for hacsin help me take items for quest. lolx jaane~ =)

Saturday, July 15, 2006Y

4:17:00 PM

today band practice from 8am to 3pm. lunch time was 12.1opm to 1.1opm. hmmm. after lunch , mr sim comments on some things. maybe he is right , but i just dun like those words. "stupid mistakes" & " that bloody bar". this is the 2nd time i heard such things. hahax perhaps ppl are right , everyone , EVERYONE have a t t i t u d e s. me too. but i show only to ppl who show me attitudes. yupx. 1 week / 7 days left!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<<>> its not easy to achive!

Friday, July 14, 2006Y

7:21:00 PM

hmmm. today we had combine section at CO room. hahax we think today band played quite well! =) but i think its still not up to the standard. jia you ah!! hahax die ah~ stress till i dream of the band and mr sim DAILY man! hahax i really mean EVERY NIGHT lorx. haixx. gonna pass up art on 31aug. and i at 2nd board only. sad case. AND alot of ppl lied to me! haixx. human beings out there , actions speaks louder then words. den say say niax. pls be more responsible.

Thursday, July 13, 2006Y

10:04:00 AM

hmmm. im bored. and suddenly remember some "NGs" before the oral.
[ joy was pretending like she going in the room for oral ]
joy: yo 'cher! good morning. [ she speak eng when its chi oral. lolx ]
next..
[ joy tried to say to the teachers "qing3 shou1 wo3 wei2 tu2". ]
she said : "qing3 bai4 wo3 wei2 shi1"
and we were like.. huhx???!
and she goes... "......"
and all of us went "HAHAHAHAHAHAx"
and the guy i think name qingyong , he sat in the 3rd row. he drop his entry proof or something , he bend forward to pink up his paper. think he move to fast , he went "pah" , the next thing i saw was his head head the chair infront of him. LOLX the scene ws that funny. i tried not to laugh , but joy and sarah laughed so hard that i can't control too! LOLX and we lugh really hard. for at least 3 to 5 mins??? lolx
alot of funny stuff happened before oral. that's how we relax ourself. lolx

9:21:00 AM

<<>>

this was taken when doing LCD skit thing. hahax looks soooo wierd!!!

today did not attend school. in the first place , want to skip mass run because of yesterday's standing broad jump caused my leg now sit and stand so difficult. in the end i sleep and sleep and sleep til pet called me just now around 8++am , because he thought i went to school and he cant find the chinese people. and i woke up. now after blogging , go study physic first. hahax last night , i dream of the band and mr sim. perhaps im under stress. lolx hmmm. honestly , i think im still not up to standard to play in the concert. haixx. quite sad case , isn't it?? prelim is coming.. real soon.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006Y

7:26:00 PM

hmmm. today bad day for me! firstly , tried to re-take standing broad-jump , jump for 2 period , stil fail! kns! after school chi oral , conversation... kns!! go band still okok. haixx! i really hate myself man!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006Y

4:30:00 PM

saw xiaohui at the busstop when i on bus 9o1! like longlong time never see her le! hahahax just meet emily and had lunch! hahax tomorrow my chinese oral!! wish me luck pls! hahax nervous siax. lolx nth much to comment. lolx cuz these few days nth much happen. hahax laugh whole day only lorx. lolx that's me! isn't it?? hahax

Monday, July 10, 2006Y

6:49:00 PM

hahax die ah die ah~ jap exam on 23july! hahax the day after the concert! hmm. just now went library do art with mui. i paint til really kns. hahax perhaps we aren't as good as before...

Sunday, July 09, 2006Y

9:41:00 AM

hahax later going kitahara's class! hahax though dun feel lik going , but still have to go. hahax skip manuy many many class le. ard 8 times? hahax hmmm. feel so bad ah~ hahax also scare the exam fail. hope wont ba~ =D i play maple finally level 29 le! hahax going to have my 2nd job soon! hahax although the game is stupid , but its meant for me this kinda stupid boring ppl. lolx

Saturday, July 08, 2006Y

4:30:00 PM

just came back from band meeting! hahax hmmm. now clar have 14 ppl! =) finally over 1o ppl siax! lolx hmmm. today played quite poor. for me la~ hahax but stil can make it a bit la~ hahax i wan to play my high notes well. 22july2oo6 coming! hmmm. the day of farewell to my 2 dear clar is coming too. quite cant bear to leave them. hahax Bb clar 3 yrs le lehx!!! Eb with me around 4 to 5 months le! hmmm. 1 so pretty , 1 so kawaii! hahax that's my clar. the first time play till like shit. now used to it le , but have to give it to others le. haixx everybody is aiming for my RC. haixx i'll nv have oit back , after 22july. i guess. sad case. isnt it? hahax i used to love flute more den clar. but i now i love clar more den flutes. hahax too late , isn't it?? XD

Friday, July 07, 2006Y

12:40:00 PM

hahax today i was thinkin " if i know earlier , i dun wan go school le." cuz lik boring ma. den alot of pppl din go too. but i decided from now on , change that to " luckily i went!" hahax isn'y it better the first one? hahax likddat motivates myself too. lolx although it might sounds a little stupid to ppl out there , but it might change myself! hahax i wan to change. yupx. change. hahax wan chiong!! hahax hope this time will last ah~ =) later meetin mui doing art together at library. promised to complete at least 1 board. if not no going home is allowed. lolx =X

Thursday, July 06, 2006Y

6:55:00 PM

hahax today skip chem choice! hahax den went library with piggy! hahax emily bday coming! dunno wad to buy. den just buy lorx. hahax hmmm. finally got pic of object i wanna draw! happy!! hahax tired. really really tired.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006Y

7:15:00 PM

today have band!! hahax hmmm. played 2 songs only. ivanhoe and winds! =) today feel very dead. dunno why. hahax hope will play bertter abd better. today joey joined us ombine! long time never hear his flute sound! hahax nicenice! =D im mad at myself! really really mad! wad have i been doing??! wad am i doing NOW? nth!! haixx. im lazy. i MUST get this over! MUST!!! ASAP! always feel that LOTSSS of things for me to do! but im lazy , no time , etc. ya.. perhaps my excuses. i hate this! HATE!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006Y

2:40:00 PM

hahax today mui sit beside me , gina infront of us , yansoon behide us. we discussed "how to fold a frog" for whole day! hahahax mine can say is the most successful [ although abit strange ] . hahax i made total 1o frog , 2 tadpole and a [ shan = mountain ] for my frog to live in. lolx and my mountain is smaller den all of my frog. lolx so laugh whole day like siaox. hahax later doing LCD project. a skit. hahax hope will be fast =)

Monday, July 03, 2006Y

10:02:00 AM

muahahahax later going for sectional 11am - 3pm! kinda short ya? hahax seems lik very little people going. hahax nvm. hope go there will learn new things by our own. lolx concert is really really near. i really find myself not up to standard. especially with the Eb clarinet. with me for few months niax. high notes all kns. really. haixx. but i really dunno how to practice high notes.
= =''ll ppl told me practice. i know practice , but how to practice? practice wad? haixx

Sunday, July 02, 2006Y

11:18:00 AM

later going kitahara clasS! hahax die ah. play game den always play till dunno time , den play till very late. den next day cannot too late wake up. will quto wake up. hahax next time must put alarm ask me stop game. lolx now go play awhile den go out le! hahax. jaane~ now da fan shu helping me do the jumping quest! hahax got 2 lehx. i jump for hourss also cannot finish. = =''ll da fan shu pro ah~ hahahax

Saturday, July 01, 2006Y

9:50:00 AM

hahax today 1st day of july!! hahahahax hmmm. tomorrow kitahara class again. hahax going to end soon!! hahax finally~ lolx not going to continue till after o !! =) no time for me.. and im stil playing games. lolx cuz got ppl acc me play ma. hahax so quite fun lorx. hahax today stay at home eat bowl noodles. bowl noodles is good for health. lolx =X stil haven meet sy since the day we fetch her. hahax hope can go out with her ah~ hahax hope concert will be a success =) ganbatte ne~~