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Thursday, August 31, 2006Y

1:19:00 PM

just came back from school!! yesterday been doing art whole day!! since reach home! din get to rest / slp till morning 4.3oam rest till 5am! haiix. today no need to sleep again. we all wrote letters to mrs song about the art thingy. just like i expect!! she listened and side that 2 **Toot** ! they said everything to cover everything , everything was our fault den. they have nothing wrong?? it takes 2 hands to clap!! i dun understand why they are chosen to be teachers. we were given 1 more day to complete it! but. think!!! we din sleep last night just to chiong , the result of our work was kns!!! so now 1 more day to ruin summore?? brainless ppl. luckily my lucky star appear this time! so far all we got is disappointment!! nana did nth but empty promise! though i din asked for her help , she also dun bother to ask us! perhaps after that batterties incident. anything la... thankx to her.. i learn how to be independent at this point of time!! got teacher = no teacher. tonight no need sleep again!! >< Sagittarius :: Just because you are right doesn't mean that everyone else needs to know that fact. [ why lately so accurate likdatx?? hahax ] she is blind. its complicated!!!! ><

Wednesday, August 30, 2006Y

2:33:00 PM

today is qianhui's birthday!! happy birthday to her!! today must chiong art already! tomorrow is last submition! this morning know only! heard is cuz of sumone in our class complained to mrs song about it so they decided not to let us take back! kns! and it think she really suck!!! ask her things , she ask back u stupid questions w/o answering our questions. we paid her for??? cuz of her.... our dreams will never come true. i regret not taking my art work to school and do!! so many free periods!! think not sleepin tonight! so ppl , if free , sms me! lolx keep me awake! i dun mind playing around.. but i hate vulgarities! so never use it on me!!! i'll hate you! art student jiayou!!! all the best!! AAAAAHHHH~~~~~ now is 10:56pm!! just now sarah came my house in the late noon to do art with me!! hahax and went back around 1opm!! thankx sarah!! for help me drawing eye!! hahax she accidently took one of my board! so meeting her around 5am to take! hahax cham liaox.. now sitting her cuz need pictures of turnips to complete my boards!! jiayou!! lolx sleepy man................... Sagittarius :: Remember, your time is yours to spend anyway you want to -- skip the boring stuff. [ is it talking about art work ?? hahax ] isn't human beings' relationships complicated??

Tuesday, August 29, 2006Y

10:17:00 PM

kawaii right?? hahax
now taking a rest from art work!! hahax thurs have to hand in!! decided to do 6 boards only! and im afraid its hard to complete too! anyway , today in school had the science practical exam! maybe im too nervous or wad , both practical i made stupid mistakes!! by using wrong chemical and using wrong equipment!! haiix im like.. damn it!! im borned careless & stupid! lolx that's why becum very moodless. hmmm. back alive after awhile. hahax anyway , i got the grasshopper today! hahax so cute! next time post the picture here. hahax after school math choice !! did 21 question of P1 question! careless mistakes again! ><>haiix. think today will do art till late. i need someone to acc to keep me awake, but i dunno who to find. hahax so... i keep myself awake! lolx got to go do art!! jiayou ppl! hahax panda [me] cya all in school!! hahax =]
Sagittarius :: If you think someone is holding you back, now is the time to do something about it!

Monday, August 28, 2006Y

2:40:00 PM

just came back from school! morning almost late for school again!! = =''ll yesterday slept at around 12am! can't sleep ma.. hahax that's why today moodless + sleepy. first 4 periods used to do art! mr junus aimed me today again! [...] think cuz i failed test again?? cham. hahax took back practical paper! i got 12/15! hahax hope to get full marks ah! hahax cuz ... wasted if practical can't score!! hahax draw abit of development today!! hahax quite happy. im disappointed in her. anyway , today recess time almost fight again. haiixyo.. i really think that mickey shouldn't fight or even bother about that guy.. not guy.. is ah-gua. i hate and look down on ppl who have their so-called problems with some ppl , and can't settle it between themself , must call ppl. so.... act cute. hahax guys call ppl down more jia lak lorx. so.. not man. hahax they have too much time i think , cuz they preparing to go ITE anyway ma. i dun look down on ppl who go ITE. but , i look down on these kinda ppl who insult ITE. hate this kinda of "they think cool" stuffs. its not. and i think its just gaining attention from others. hope he'll be fine!! ppl , stop being so childish by finding business with ppl!! art have to pass up by thurs before mass walk! hahax for prelim marking only~ scare me! but , i dunwan to spend too much time on it! i haven start studying!! hope can finish!! hahax tomorrow science prelim practical exam!! hope can score well!! hahax all the best to everyone! jiayou!!! =] just finished watching bleach episode 2o!! hahax nice nice! muahahahax that's all for today!! cya all =]Sagittarius :: Listen closely when a friend suggests a nutty idea today -- trust their instincts.

Sunday, August 27, 2006Y

9:05:00 AM

[ look at this pic.. i was wondering... is pf's finger long enuff to reach?? =X ]

[ doesn't this look like depressed duck?? lolx ]

[ the vampiress//* ]

[ wad ya doing???! ]

[ my favourite!! hahahax <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3564/962/1600/15.0.jpg">

[ .. eat and eat and eat!! hahax milk bath + bunnie + blackie! ]

[ pet eating! ]

[ the beast aka mei li mao! ]

[ da fan shu! ]

[ 1 of joy's "so-called" artistic pic! lolx ]

[ this the place! =D ]

[ beauty cutting cakes! hahax ]

they were trying hard to light and protect the fire from going off! hahax ]

[ beauty's cake! hahax ]

[ when was this took?? ]

[ we busy waiting for food & entertainment while they busy starting fire! hahax ]

[took this in bus to east coast! lolx ]

[ the beauty aka birthday gurL...]

[...and the beast! ] hahax

[before....]

[..and after~!! ]
aaaaahhhhhh~~~ today woke up at ard 8am!!! OMG~ wanan sleep also can't sleep! = =''ll hahax later meeting mui , xy , er at 12pm at boots & shoes!! go buy things le then go east coast for qianhui's bbq!! hahahax hope later got ppl wanna ride bike~ hahax for long long long long time never ride le!! sikali forgot how to ride le! i still remember that time is at yangheng house learn de! lolx think they teach till vomit blood ah~ hahahax cannot touch art today! hahax today is time to play!! muahahahahax tomorrow then stress again! hahax so early wake up nothing to do! suddenly remember watching [bleach] half way! hahax now waiting for it to load!! hahax really a nice show ah~ hahax just finished wathing bleach eps 12!! hahax nice nice!! cya all =] maybe later update again! hahax took bus 966 with mui , er , adam , junwei! i forgot how , we started to play the "camera game"~ lolx everybody aimed muiling! lolx her facial expression more fun ma. hahax reached east coast park C14 around 3pm! hahax was waiting for qianhui to come , we sit around and talk talk. hahax alot of ppl go! 5n3 malay boys + weiqiang they all reached quite early i think , they were playing ball , etc. when qianhui reached , there were too much things , so bong , adam , junwei , dfs go help take things. den the guys helped start the fire. we ate the whole corn!! i'll post pictures next time! get some from duck & joy's blog. hahax i took some stupid pics! lolx i took one mr. mei li mao eating corn. lolx cuz i look into the phone [ trying to take some pics ] and he suddenly look up so i just take lorx. hahax after awhile me , mui , er , meijun go rent couple bike! lolx i haven ride bike since last last year! my wiish finally came true! lolx cuz i always ask ppl acc me go ride , nobody wan! hahax ride awhile den the rest of the time others ride , den sit around , talk talk , chase ppl , finally cut cake time! hahax but the wind was too strong , very hard to light the candles!! they tried to block the wind and qianhui quickly blow the candles! lolx quite fun. went home from east coast at around 8.3opm! but reached home at around 11pm++! cuz they not sure of the direction , which busstop. so we walk very very long!! very very very tired. hahax but quite fun!! in short , it was fun!! hahax early happy birthday to beauty!! hahax =]

Saturday, August 26, 2006Y

2:33:00 PM

just came back from cwp! had lunch with mui , er , xy , ting , ben! ate the thai chicken pot & watermelon juice!! [ dunno e name of the dish , anyhow sae. lolx ] yum yum~ early in the morning 7.3oam woke up by white pig!! sleepy lehx. hahax actually plan to sleep till 8am den wake bong up den sleep till 8.15am de! they plan wan eat at vista , in the end all late. = =''ll wake up so early for nth siax!! hahax now waiting for mui to get ready. meeting bong , mui , dfs at library do art!! hahax today did the math paper2!! cham le!! lotxxx of blanks!!!! cuz this morning then see the formula book! hahax no one teach me math! >< guess here will be in white till she recover from the world of black & white. now is 1o.46pm! just came back from cwp! hahax do some colouring for art at library!! hmmm. after that aliff and olsen joined too! hahax saw meilimao's group of ppl. do art till library close! hahax went for mac after that. and walked home!! very tired today!! tomorow qianhui's bbq! hahax release some stress!!! lolx hope tomorrow will enjoy!! hahax quite happy at this moment after some entertainment. hahax go sleep le!! nitex friends , human beings!! =] meilimao promised me a grasshopper! hahax Sagittarius :: The scales of luck are tipping in your favor -- just about anything is a safe bet.

Friday, August 25, 2006Y

2:03:00 PM

today is a bad day too! just came back from school! recess time they fought! i dunno anything at first.. cuz i was facing inside. i was sms-ing.. sudenly heard "pong**" sumone hit the table very loudly. i turned to my right and saw mickey holding a guy's collar and that guy kana hold & push and lie on the floor beside me. then dunno wad happen they fight fight , den wensheng they all stop the fight. hahax seldom see wensheng shout shout siax! pet also help to stop. den saw one of the guy's wallet on the floor. asked pet to return. hahax den when walking to parade square , saw crab with mole lee. tink he go call mole help bahx. which i tink he shouldn't do it. anyway.. hopw they wont kana anything!! this period is very important for us!! after school went art room hekp mui take dye and wax!! but not open!! so we self-service take through the window. but can't reach for the wax! so far. the art teacher really suck! expect ppl to finish their work fast by opening the room for only mon & thurs! attitude suck too. we treat them how they treat us. i wont be nice to them and talk bad behind the teachers like they are doing. boot-lickers. later going meet mui help her wax!! go xy house find her first!! take wax!! hope can help do somehing today!! my patient towards some stuff is running out.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >< AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~ i really wiish there is no misunderstanding! i hate this!!! wad a suck-y day!! >< [ forced to use. ] now is 1o.3opm!! just came back from muiling house! actually wanna help her do art , but she wants perfect artpiece , den i dun dare do anything. hahax in the watching "spirited away" at her house while bong herlp her wax some. hahax i helped her trace some parts only. walked home from mui house with bong! OMG! wad a long long journey!! hahax first time walk from mui house siax! hahax anyway tomorow math paper2 mock exam!! 9am - 11.3oam!! haixx dun feel like going siax. cuz , like , no going to fail already.. go waste 2.5 hrs sitting there. hahax anyway , just now bong said one sentence strike me. lolx ya lorx , u may be very good with that person.. but some things u might choose not to tell that person. hahax perhaps this is how things happens. hahax he is the first person i heard saying this , hate that kinda feeling. when a person treats ya sumtimes sooooooooo good sometimes cold , sumting likdatx. hahax and i always got this kinda things from ppl. dun understand why. lately too. ><>depressed. Sagittarius :: Try to take your emotions out of things. Realize that not everything relates to you.

Thursday, August 24, 2006Y

4:47:00 PM

just came back from physic choice which ended at around 3.45pm. mr junus go through worksheets till question6. i like the way mr junus , mr tanSL , ms limbin , OLL teach. i like ms yati , ms wee , mdm sal who still cares. morning mass run was great! lately loves PE lotsssssssss!!!! took pack the math paper. score [35/4o]marks. im disappointed & angry at myself! i can pass the test if i dun have careless mistakes!! those stupid careless mistakes i made costed me more than 7 marks!! damn it!! how do i survive for paper2 with this kinda of results for paper1?? aarrrrgghhhhh~~~ took back physic test paper too. scored [13/2o]marks. hmmm. still not happy with the results too. careless mistakes too. >< AAAAAHHHH~~~~~ today did not much for art. moodless~* muiling din come to school for dunno how long already. im bored too. bored with the leave people behind game too. had enough! i expect too much / nothing from myself. some how im giving stress to myself. bad day with bad mood bcuz bad results & bad human beings. maybe some things should be cleared up earlier. things wouldn't be like that. hope things will be fine. watching bleach!! quite nice! "do you know why big brothers are born first? To protect the little sisters & brothers being born later." so nice! =] now is 9.o5pm. just finish watching bleach episode 9!! nice show! hahax cya all =]
Sagittarius :: Sometimes all it takes to put yourself in a good mood is to choose to be in it.

4:43:00 PM

23aug'o6::
mui's bday!! happy birthday to her!! =] after school went to xy house do art!! er , me , mui went together. xy asked her maid cook lots of stuff for us!! so full!! hahax draw somemore models out!! =] quite fun too! but saw a scary big toy-looking cat at the void-deck!!! scare me!! >< went home with er at about 1o.3opm!! hahax cuz wait for her papa fetch us with the bus! thankx uncle for the ride!! =] beltz gathering~~~

Tuesday, August 22, 2006Y

9:50:00 PM

we took this on 2oaug2oo6!! after pizza hut!! hahax

2:54:00 PM

just return from school! dunno why today very sleepy for whole day!! hahax last night i had weird dreams too. lately keep dreaming of ppl who i long time nv see them + they are not close to me. so strange. hahax just now at back gate huimin called me. we walked home together. when we almost reached the stairs to vista park , a guy from our school wearing white specs SHOUTED my name. i thought who siax. shout so loud , as if sumting happened. den in the end he say nth. = =''ll think he trying to act cute infront of his group of ppl , by imitate how huimin called me. = =''ll our school have alot of weirdos.. isn't it?? hahax anyway , i shouldn't be here. hahax cuz i meeting mui! lolx now going out soon! after pack my stuffs my art! jia you ppl! hahax we can do it!! lolx think my da jie came back from hongkong le. hahax cuz got lots of food!!! lolx got chance den post the pics. hahax yum yum. got milk candies. hahax cya all =] now is 8:37pm. just came back from library! hahax went to do art with mui , bong , dfs. hahax after mui go dating , bong take dfs phone and sms becca. lolx i give him idea what to disturb , he send. lolx den in the end dfs like angry , he stare stare at me non-stop. = =''ll bong got "largest share" lorx.. den only i kana!! not fair!! hahax anyway , im quite happy today , cuz i've got 6 boards of drawings!! hahax though not completed , but at least have sumting on it le!! congrats me!! lolx tomorrow is muiling's actual birthday! hahax she today celebrate with that rat , so think will stay back for art at library daily till quite late bahx. hahax MUST finish!! jia you!! =D chose to bury my head in the sand. chose to avoid and escape from reality. chose not to let people wake me up from my dream. and that's me. [ isolated~* ]

Monday, August 21, 2006Y

6:35:00 PM

aahhhhhhh~~ just came home!! had my eng oral today!! hahax at the ava with JOY they all again. we were laughing damn hard ah!! hahax heng b4 go out calm down already. hahax i went in , i was smiling to both examiners. hahax
me" good afternoon teachers."
examiners"good afternoon , you shuting?"
me: "ya." [smiling]
examiners:" u can start ur reading anytime from now. "
me:[read read read...]
examiners:"ok , pls turn over.. what do you think they are doing??"
me: "erm.. i think.. [blablabla]"
examiners:" ok , let's move on to conversation. "
me thinking..[ huhx?? one question only???! cham!! ]
examiners: " do you exercise regularly??"
me:" erm , personally i dun exercise except in school , during PE lessons. [ blablabla ]
examiners:"except for keep fit , what do u tink exercise can help?"
me: " erm... [ think very long] healthy??"
exmaniner: " except for fit and healthy??"
me:[........ pause very long]
examiner: "ok , nvm.. let's move on to next question.."
me thinkin.. [SHIT!!]
examiners: " do u think society help the ppl in any ways?"
me: " erm , can i talk about charity shows?? " [ cham le.. ]
examiners: " sure , can .. "
me: " i think... [bla bla bla....] "
examiners:" ok , thank you , you may go now. "
me: "thank you teachers."
how siax!!!! i skip one question!! aarrrrgghhhhh~~~ hope at least get a merit ah~ hahax cham le. why ask that kinda of question!! ask me friend ma~ hahax i can say alot siax! really thanks mdm sal for the coaching! make my reading better! hahax she is the best teacher! hahax next is mr junus & mr tan S.L. hahax i really appreciate them! =] anyway its over , can't do anything to help. hahax this coming sat , math P2 mock exam! cham!! long time never touch math P2 siax. hahax forget formula already! hahax P1 that time is mr. mei li mao help de. this time must get formula into my brain ah!! [ provided there s time for me! ] hahax jia you le! hahax tiime slow down will be perfect! hahax =]
[ u know u live in 2oo6 when......
1) u go to a party , sit down and take myspace pics.
2)u haven played solitaire with real cards in yrs.
3)the reason for not staying in touch with ur frens is they dun have aim/livejournal/myspace
4)you*d rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the tv.
6)ur evening activity is sitting at the computer.
7)you read this list , and keep nodding an smiling.
8) you thing about how stupid you are for reading this.
9)you were too busy to notice number five.
1o)you actually scrolled back up to checkif there was a number five.
11) and now you're laughing at ur stupidity.
12)forward this to ur frens if you fell for it. you know u did!! ]
this email really tricked me! hahax i really sit here for whole evening , look back for number 5). hahax and laughing. >< her jealousy make me afraid of her. you knows , she knows , he knows , i know . hahahax

Sunday, August 20, 2006Y

10:30:00 AM

today woke up at around ten o'clock! hahax yesterday i forgot to add on something about mui's celebration! hahax when me , singyen , laihuan bring in the cake into pizza hut , sing birthday songs [ english & chinese version ] , she was touched and cried!!! lolx at that moment my mission was completed!! lolx cause she did not expect this celebration~ hahax before that me & mui was doing art in burgerking. we order a nugget meal share share , [ or else will kana chase outta~ ] . hahax after finishing e nuggets & onion rings , she told me she was hungry, want go eat. i keep dun let her eat cause of the celebration. hahax then she say i torture her. lolx this is the last celebration im going to organise ah~ so tiring chasing around , asking ppl for $$ and want go celebrate anot. >< anyway , today staying at home do some art i guess! hahax must faster do!! hope to complete at least 6 boards by this coming wed!! hahax today so good siax.. wake up got my favourite porridge & green bean soup!! hahax nice nice!! cause is my mama cook de ma~~ hahahax [ yum yum~ ] im bLur about somthings , yet im cLeaR about somethings too........................................... now is 11.5oam. later meeting mui go do art! hahax hope library got space for us!! dunwan do at fastfood restaurant , cuz everyone will see see , say say. very distracting and paisei. hahax anyway... hope they'll be fine soon!! hahax might not be going out to do art le. hahax cause of "lazy". hahax very tired , dont feel like going where except home. hahax monday my oral!! hahax quite nervous! because i dont know how to / what to speak to a stranger!! hahax even to some friends i speak very little already.. how to talk alot to someone who is totally a stranger?? hahax anyway , jiayou bahx! all the best everyone!! =D now is 4.56pm!! hahax just finished watching " ouran high school host club" eps 9!! hahax nothing to do and found this anime in com! hahax but only have till eps 9~ hahax today really bored at home!!! hahax this is how i pass my days.......................................

Saturday, August 19, 2006Y

12:42:00 PM

went for math p1 mock exam! hmm started the paper quite alright , but in the end.. haiix! perhaps math isn't for me! hahax sorry ah adam! making ya vomit blood 3 times for nothin. hahax anyway , later going library do art with mui. today really dead tired ah~ dunno why. hahax later go out , i wear till very "skull" siax. lolx i wearing sy gimme de skull earring , mui gimme de skull necklace , beltz skull tee , and bring me and sy buy de skull bag! lolx hope today will be fun and release stress time!!! hahax wan faster complete art to study!! >< now is 1o.19pm! just came back from celebration for muiling bday! hahax early celebrate for her cuz on her bday [23/8] she celebrate with her laogong. hahax we have fun in pizza hut , me , yen , huan bring in the swensen ice-cream cake! hahax yum yum!! nice nice!! hahax they do sum cream on her face! muahahax den take neoprint! so nice. beltz neoprint!! hahax den go walk pasak malam. hahax den go home!! today release stress % enjoy!! hahax find one day beltz outing!! hahax tomorrow should be staying at home bahx. hahax do art!! no time!! hahax jia you! jia you! jia you!! i wan to be happy!!! hahax and i will! hahax
i told aliff im not ready for poly. i'll miss my frens now, even those who always argue with me. "read my lips.. its speaks.. on and on.. says: but look forward to this..
read my lips.. its speaks.. on and on.. says: life goes on and whn u feel ur hopeless and alone think of where you're from
read my lips.. its speaks.. on and on.. says: and importantly ur family friends and the band will always be the cushion for all the fallyou take..
read my lips.. its speaks.. on and on.. says: okay?"
im touched by aliff's words. really.. hahax our welfare officer!! hahax
i guess im thinking too much. sumtimes how i wiish that i could stop the time whenever i want. can time clow down?? 2oo6 passed too fast!! too fast for me to catch any moment! ><

Friday, August 18, 2006Y

9:49:00 PM

hmmm. today adrain 's bday! happy birthday to him!! hahax today after school while mui having oral , wait for her , adam teach me math again! hahax his math pro ah~ hahax he vomit blood for 3 times alrdy , hope tml math will pass!! hahax after test should be around 11am , have to rush home and out again to do sumtings.. will sae here tml. hahax anyway , art really hard to finish!! hahax wanna retake chi! aarrrrggghh.. why cant we take 1 subj per half yr. hahax probability of this happening is 1/1ooooooooo. lolx! tired. slping soon. or else i'll hate myself for making stupid mistakes tml!!! hahax nitex everybody!! all the best =] Sagittarius :: It is unwise to push your agenda too hard today. Instead, encourage collaboration.

Thursday, August 17, 2006Y

6:52:00 PM

yesterday physic test!! david very guo fen!! he say to me.. "i think u will fail the test..." !!!! guofen lehx!! math test changed to sat 9am! hahax after school meet mui do art , with eeling , bong , dfs. came out with a design! hahax but din do much work. hahax cuz very distracting. hahax but today i finished 1 board! hahax with total 4 models , 2 front 2 back!! hahax but haven colour niax! hahax but happy ah~ hahax anyway , we were talking about some KIDS problem during art just now. hahax how how how??? hahax must save my sister BONGx hahax dunno why today spirit quite low.. like can play the game "1o sec drop tearS" likdatx. hahax no more time left!!! stupid blackie bully me!!!!!!!!!!!!! >< mei li mao too! >< should i be sad over that .. or happy about this?? im never the lucky gurL. ha ha hax ><

Tuesday, August 15, 2006Y

6:56:00 PM

yesterday slept at ard 1opm.. woke up by msg at ard 2am++ den tok quite long to slp back. 5am++ woke up by sms again. took quite long to slp back again. = =''ll in the end woke up at ard 6.15am. den went to school at ard 6.55am. hahax think ball that group of ppl stayed over nitex at vista park. = =''ll when walking to school saw them at the playground. hahax i purposely ask shirly to walk another way , not to walk pass the playground. hahax safely reach schooL! hahax take back physic test paper today! i've got 12/3o! so damn disappointed with myself! but luckily im not 1 of the V.I.P.! hahax mr junus start to notice me le. cham.. hahax tomorrow having physic and math P1 mock exam!! haixx tired ah~~~~ art still haven touch. wad course can i take.. my standard likdat. = =''ll hahax really start to lose confidence , even for art. hahax after school stayed for chemistry choice! hahax after chem choice do math! sarah , bong , dfs do art. mei li mao taught me math! hahax thankx mei li mao! hahax think he vomit lotssss of blood. then dfs keep find him gay. im so lik , disgusted. eeeww.. hahax i see too much of his gaying , even his normal self , i also think he disgusting! hahax once he come near me , i 'll feel very uneasy, hahax heng i not a guy. hahax wonder how bong dahan him siax. hahax PRO! hahax i lik sec school life , cuz really fun fun fun with frens ard!! hahax but hate it when exams come!! hahax i hope forever is common test , no exams! hahax hope only.. im happy today!! hahax ^^ wonderx what makes a human being happy??hahax Sagittarius :: Everything may not be perfect today, but you are truly blessed in your own way.

Monday, August 14, 2006Y

7:39:00 PM

yuki no hana

You reach out with your hands
And hold me through the night
Its as if our two bare hands hold
All the mysteries in the sky
Nobody says a word
Even stars forget to shine
But with you walking beside me
I can reach for heavens high

*Oh that time, never forget that time
With your hands, you put your heart in mine
If you asked
That I only lived that day
Your love made me feel so alive
I would not decline

Every moment that I have I always think of you
I wont let you leave me from my mind
Even though you're not here this season of love
You are in my heart and that is enough
All the moment that I have I think of you
All I want is to hold you close and say
Wont you please be with me this lonely day

We were walking side by side
In the streets of silver white
And the footprints of our memories
In my heart are very alive
From the moment that we met
To our very final night
I dont have any regrets
Having had you in my life

Repeat (*)

Love passed before I cried before
But always hid my tears
It was your tender love that gave me
Hope of a new life
And when you are in love
It's hard because
There's always a goodbye
Dont ask what the future holds
Because I will wait for all the time.

Every moment that I have I think of you
Our last photo sits on my window frame
This is the moment I must say goodbye
And I hope you will do the same
As I say goodbye this lonely day

6:29:00 PM

just came back from movie with emily! hahax "CLICK" really a nice show! hahax some parts quite touching.. but the death angel always suddenly appear , scare me! hahax this story teach us not to neglect ur family members & friends! hahax dun always wait till tomorrow den do wad u wan to do with them! such as outings! hahax after movie went walk walk with emily. hahax then went mac eat fries! hahax after that came home. cuz cwp really nothing to shop! hahax quite happy today cuz i drew 2 boards of model today!! although its w/o clothing la~~ hahax at least i did sumting today !! hahax **claps claps** lolx! anyway , tml going to have physic test again!! OMG!! and i forgot my book AGAIN!! MCQ , but i know its not going to be easy! hahax hope miracles happen! lolx i really wan to save my math & sci!! but how?? >< Sagittarius :: Your generosity is itching to get out and show itself, so let it lead the way today. quite happy today! hahax ^^

Sunday, August 13, 2006Y

10:13:00 AM

hahax yesterday slept at around 1am++ and woke up at around 9am. like can't sleep any longer. maybe cuz i have my 4 hrs of undisturbed sleep? hahax today staying at home , maybe do bits of art! 31august is getting nearer!! hahax must fast fast finish!! my phone is getting from bad to worse!! now sometimes can't take picture! = =''ll think really must do something to it~ hahax today nothing much to blog , so stop here for now bahx. hahax jay's feng is nice!! hahax hmm. just pack my stuffs , and suddenly saw the cards so take out and played. hahax i asked 2 questions.. one of them is abt my chi o result. the result is either good or bad , due to the method's fault , so it remains unknown. lolx fate is in my own hand? hahax about the other question.. the process was very very good!! will go very smoothly! BUT , the ending / conclusion will be bad.. hahax in everything there is always a BUT. should i be happy about the process or sad about the result? always likdat!! >< now is 7.5opm!! hahax just now take a nap at 5pm and my mum woke me up at 7pm to have dinner! lolx or else i think i'll sleep till next day! hahax anyway today i've wasted my time again! = =''ll nvm.. tomorrow is a fresh new day!! tomorow meeting emily watch CLICK!! hahax finally going to watch!! so excited! hahax let me relax relax abit~ =] Sagittarius :: Things are like a quarter balanced on its side. One puff will send things your way.

Saturday, August 12, 2006Y

2:50:00 PM

hahax today GIOVIALITA celebration!! zhi an came! so good! hahax quite fun la~ see every section present their cheer in different ways! hahax "double U o o d g r o v e"... hahax! later going conert!!! quite excited!! hahax but no fiireworks for me!! quite sad case. i tried to get over the matter about my results , since wanna retake. but hope it'll be better!!! get wad i wan! hahax today sumhow i find sumone's smile is as fake as mine. hahaxi hope no misunderstandin is going on.. and im quite surprise to find lynette outside school this morning. and she is willing to tell me sum tings. maybe i dunno her well , but hope sax will be fine with her soon! cuz too me , sax is always that united! hahax after celebration , they had a section VS section de football game! but , my section din play. haiix. all gurly gurls... who willing to play?? hahax anyway , the sun make us really hot! thanks to yeeliang's umbrella... hahax later all bcum azri! lolx hide in the dark till smile!! hahahax though my section seems lik alot of problem , but.. when im inside , i stil can feel the bond which u ppl can't feel. so please dun squeeze ur opinion towards MY clarinet section! if u tink they are getting bad to worse , i guess u are not better off by standin there and look and talk bad stuff. just wanna tell her that , dun tink u change everyting , u are not in our section.. u dunno our stuffs inside out. ask me wad i wan u to do?? i just wan u to stay out of it! sorry if this sounds rude.. but , its words from the bottom of my heart , right now. thankx clarinetist!! for all the LOVE letters! =] went to alice's concert!! very nice! cuz all the song not that kinda chim chim de. is all game n anime songs! hahax mostly all sad sad songs , they even played final fantasy song!! and the super mario song! lolx so cute!!! mr sim went to watch too! hahax after the concert , we meet alice go home together!! hahax mr sim drive the sec ones home!! and all of us were lik.. "GIMME 5!!" lolx not that we dunlik them , is sum of them really noisy. most of us agree to that point. hahax no need to say out who that person is , we know can le. hahax we took MRT home , adam & aliff still haven have their "battle". lolx cuz olsen's phone batt low. hahax finally reached woodlands , mr sim was waiting for us at civi's' mac! me , tinghui , aliff , olsen , adam , alice , guoqiang , terence , shirly , mr sim sit at mac , buy food and eat and talk quite alot. hahax and ii talk till too jidong , hand hit den tray n my pants kana. = =''ll heng eat finish lE! hahax talk talk finish , all walk home together! hahax then i dunno sae mei li mao wad tingy den he use his only weapon again , hit ppl head. this time he not only hit , he like shake shake my head lorx.. den when i walk at the traffic , i can see the light is not lighting , is GLOWING~ = =''ll den nvm , walk walk , i look up to the sky , saw the moon was like ... square square!! = =''ll anyway , yest was fun w/o some ppl. hahax still missed the live fiireworks. >< wonder why there was a bright smile.

Friday, August 11, 2006Y

8:15:00 PM

[ 21162(4)(M) is mine! me greatest regrets!!]
din realise till this morning they discuss that today take chi O result. haiix it release at 1oam to the school... i was that nervous till i cried during SS at AVA room. went down to see result.. i saw this.. my 1st reaction was like "F**K!" den i get outta crowd , saw mui.. i was like get to her , "hug" her and really cry.. and i realise its been long long long long time that i had a real cry. my tap water can't close.. not i wanna open.. is can't close.. dunno why.. perhaps im disappointed in myself.. sad about myself / result i've got.. or hate myself for that.. whatever ppl can tink of.. can see that chi means alot to me?? if this damn subj get a stupid B4 for me.. i dun need to take other subj alrdy. haiixx many things make me feel that i dunno myself that well. not as well as my fren does. no matter how hard it is.. i wan to retake! sorry ppl if i offend ya in any way today. im really can't take it. usually i can fake a smile for u even when im sad , but not this time. sorry. anyway.. tomorrow going to have GIOVIALITA celebration! hope its going to cheer me up bahx. today wadever i see is in black and white... i can't be alone for this period.. cuz i'll tink alot.. and ..... why im always not the lucky ones.. ><

Thursday, August 10, 2006Y

9:52:00 AM

hmmm. today holiday too!! hahax if not wrong , today is eechong's bday! happy birthday to him! hahax woke up around 9.1oam! hahax actually want to continue sleeping , but my jiejie's company called , only i available so no choice have to wake up and pick up the call. = =''ll today staying at h ome again.. hahax maybe watch abit of "green forest my home" and do some art~ ^^ not sure why , today wake up , feeling abit sick ah~ feel abit hot[37.4 only , why so hot?? ] & throat very dry and pain since last night. dotxx. just recover only . going to sick again? i dunwan! sick feels very terrible! i dunlik it! so early in the morning drink plain water [ which i dunno since when never drink! ] & eat pipa gao! hahax full house de "ming yun" also quite nice lehx! hahahax now chatting with siyuan online. he always ask me who am i. = =''ll he ask me , can change my email add? cuz my email add dun seems like its mine. lolx i told him , i want to change too. but , can't think of any nice one. hahax he suggest this add :"shuting_friendly_girl@hotmail.com" abit dotxx ah. hahax then i ask him , me? friendly? then he said , ya , the juniors also likdat think so. lolx hahax! so cute right he. lolx like so long never hear ppl use friendly to decribe me! so feel abit weird ah~ hahax lolx but of cuz i wont use that email add lahx~ hahax i want to change email add , but must wait till i think of a add i want~ hahax go watch "green forest , my home" eps 12! hahax cya =] disturbing blackie is fun! lolx cuz he will psps. lolx! hope he wont see this ah~ hahax i wan watch fiireworks! i mean real-life.. not on tv! i have no chance to watch , its been years i guess. the last time i watch is few years back! isn't that pathetic?? hahax sad case! >< justfinished watching eps 12! the scene where jiachong being forced by his father to go another school , quite sad. maybe all parents wants the best for their child , but i think , children's happiness still important! hahax finished watchingeps 13!! hahax now going out meet emily for lunch!! hahax late le !! cya =] hmmm. now is 4.o8pm! just came back from a walk with emily! hahax hmmm. also went pasak malam beside cwp , search for alarm clock for emily. hahax met fang & joy. hahax looking forward for this sat!! i wanna watch LIVE fiireworks!! >< now chatting with qianhui the beauty , talkin about his beast [ adam] .. hahax she said..a EXCHANGE glances ` nope ='( august feasta says: "haha. beauty love him by cursing him" [ the him = adam her beast] lolx she dunwan me write , but i still post out le! lolx yeahx~ very happy! cuz more and more ppl going concert le! hahax actually im touched when the sentence come out from ur mouth~ hahax weird ah~ tinghui also make me feel touched when she said that. hahax sorry ah~ im emo. =] just finished watching eps 14! hahax left one more eps to go! hmmm. the scene start to sad-den alrdy. wonderx why ppl only cherish things only when they are gone. my temperature going up.. now go bath 1st , later eat panadol should be ok le! hahax =] finished watchin "green forest , my home!" hahax there is a scene where sophie took her temperature in hospital , the result was 37.6. the 2nd time i tok temperature was 37.6 too. xia dao! hahax hmmm. anyway , happy ending for sohpie & william! for quite sad for owen! but at least the person he loves is happy! hahax maybe going watch click with emily on mon! hahax i also wanna watch pirates!! but nobody is interested!! sad case! hahax my fiireworks!! in the show also have fiireworks! so nice!! hahax fireworks..... i read blackie's blog , made me feel that , he isn't that childish! lolx hmmm. no la.. just surprised that he'll share his "love" to others. cuz i always see carefree hiding their stuffs among themself. that's why. and i agree with what he said. hahax "love is sharing happiness and sadness wif someone, love is something which caused ur present life to change totally. to meet in billions of ppl in the world, and in my eyes, there's only u. to bear the pain u have, to share the happiness u have, tats love." quite tounching to read this?? hahax "same goes to the ppl out there. dun start something u could nt stop, and something u cannot afford to start. open ur eyes and look properly, love is not child's play~ treasure wat u have nw, around u....love is infinity~" i learn sumting that i've been looking forward to learn today! hahax take care^^

Wednesday, August 09, 2006Y

6:07:00 PM

took from bunnie's blog! lolx i wanna watch too!! ><

10:11:00 AM

happy birthday singapore!!! hahax today woke up around 9.3opm! later watching "green forest , mY home!" eps 8! hahax while doing art i think.. sumhow MUST touch my art. hahax 3 boards uncomplete!! OMG! 22 days to submittion day!! >< must jia you le!! aliff jia you!! everybody jia you!!! hahax section photo still haven take!! my phone dying.. still can't rmb the web add for blog songs.. hahax i still dunno how to do math!! that's why im stupid & lazy! hahax i wanna watch fiireworks!!! =] just finished watching eps 1o!! nice nice nice!! hahax i still dun believe that all princess will choose their prince , riders all nice too! hahax seems like very little people going this sat. i wanna go... but nobody acc me go~ haiixx. just hope to give support to alice.. who always support us! but , why it seems like killing ppl when i ask them to go to the concert?? strange ppl.. anyway hope ppl will go bahx. hahax good luck to alice! =] and this com really dunlik me ah~ hahax i dunlik it too.. always d/c! that's why i hope to have a com of mine! hahax i really like the song "I Think I Love You" from full house!! hahax very very nice!! =] i was wondering.. do i look rich?? but i wanna clarifiy.. im NOT rich. hahax cuz.. like quite a number of ppl likes to tell me buy donatio things , or treat them things. now shimei ask me treat her to concert.. den she say till like i SHOULD treat her.. like i owe her one? but i dun rmb i owe her. hahax hmm.m. maybe i always treat my section some stuffs , but that doesn't mean im rich. derx. its just i dun wanna be so calculative to them. hahax anyway , its over. hahax lalala~ kinda bored.. muahahax just know that tv playing NDP!! hahax i never notice till mr. mei li mao[apple] tell me tv have deyi sec. hahax i missed all the nice nice part!! cuz i was bathing.. = =''ll nevermind , wait for the fireworks part!! hahax i cannot miss that part!! =D and i decided to go alice de concert le!! =D hahax support her ma~ maybe after august can't go any concert or anything le.. except for library & home & school. = =''ll hahax forcing myself to study ma~ hahax really must jiayou le! i dun wanna regret after exams.. hahax ok la~ go watch NDP [ on tv ] le. everybody enjoy~ =] cya all ^^ OMG!!! just saw the fiireworks on tv!! sooooooo nice!! long long time never watch fiireworks le! hahax sooooo nice! i love it!! =]

Tuesday, August 08, 2006Y

3:27:00 PM

today is mengzhen's bday!! happy birthday to her! =] today is national day celebration! the band played today!! hahax quite nice!! xpecially "fairytale" !! hahax hmmm. quite touched by that song ah!! hahax sze chea played the solo!! wee-u-wee!! hahax den after celebration , went to MAC eat with tinghui , yihui , jovi , corn , chea , melanie , singyee , chiuhwa , ronald ! hahax den go walk walk when aliff , sufi , alvin , alan come find us.. nth to do , very sianx , den they go 1st , left me , yihui , corn , chiuhwa , chea! hahax me , corn , chea & chiuhwa is the "me-pos-ment" of yihui & jovi! lolx they 2 likdat always not together ma.. so we help them!! lolx den yihui say wanna go home le , den i tel jovi PPL WAN TO GO HOME LE!! den we sae bye to yihui , joey and benny say bye to jovi , and we run away! lolx quite fun la.. lolx den in the end dunno wad happen to them , cuz we went home!! lolx still haven take section photo!! haixx. sad case. hope tinghui will recover soon! MY PHONE DUNWAN ME ALRDY!!! sobxx. it can't talk anymore!! only can sms. cant ring too!! haixx. why my phone die so soon! so ppl , dun call me! sms me! hahax ke lian lehx! i wan new phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now go bath 1st , later watch green forest , my home! hahax jaane~ =] weijun the mickey mouse always bully me!!!!!! ><>green forest , my home! very nice! hahax watching eps 5! im doing lotss of things right now , blogging , watching show , replying letter to tinghui , chatting online with DFS. OMG! why can't i slp , study , exam at the same time. lolx lalala~ go concentrate on my show le!!! hahax cya =] woohoox~~ just finished watching "green forest" eps 6! so nice! hahax i dun believe that orincess and prince must be together in all stories! there might be some special princess who chooses rider!! hahax really a nice nice nice show~~ =] now is 1o.27pm.. yeah!! i finally change my blogskins again!! hahax but i forgot how to put songs le!! lolx just finished watchin "green forest , my home!" eps 7!! hahax nice nice! hahax sleeping soon! no school tomorrow!! hahax cuz national day ma~ hahax thurs too. hahax nitex everyone =] take care^^

Monday, August 07, 2006Y

9:57:00 PM

today is my yiyi's birthday!! hahax happy 15th birthday!! hahax just bought her present! hope she'll like it! hahax and got a few things in mind to buy for pig.. though is nth special , but is things that she wants. hahax cuz really dunno wad to buy , summore cant go town! anyway , today went to library with mui! do art! FINALLY finish colouring my turnips!! lolx soooo happy!! cuz no need to bring that BIG heavy book around anymore!! wee-u-wee! lolx quite happy today! but sad too. cuz i failed my physics!!!! might be one of the 6 V.I.P.s!! OMG!! pray hard not ah!! and.. today then i noe that she loves her alotsss! lolx scary ah! one day if kana killed i'll know why!! lolx anyway , hope she'll be fine SOON!! its scary having sumone likdat around me all the time! tomorrow 8am den need to reach school! hahax so good. half day only , 8am - 11am! hahax cuz national day celebration! hahax long time never watch band perform le! cuz these few years we are in!! hahax tomorrow finally we going to have our first ever section photo!! so excited!! hope none of them are absent ah!! hahax

Sunday, August 06, 2006Y

10:01:00 AM

hmmm. today is sunday!! no more kitahara's class!!! hahax but actually need to take certificate today , but my ez-link lost ah~~ hahax so need yuhui to help me take maybe next week. hahax so today guai guai stay at home!! hahax watch devil beside you! hahax now is 4.13pm. just finished watching devil beside you!! yahx.. the whole 14 epis!! hmmm. and it make me cried for 8 times. in real life , where will we have parents so generous , letting their children to be together?? where will have a devil so nice & sweet?? where will have such a nice story??? hahax maybe me as a gurL like to think about stuffs ah~ hahax what's the next show im going to watch?? maybe er zuo ju zhi wen?? hahax now going to watch "green forest , my home!" hahax cya =] just finished watchin green forest eps 3!! quite nice but confusing.. hahax she likes him , but he likes her , but she likes him , but he didn't realised that the one loves is actually her not her. complicated ah?? but quite a nice show. hahax hmmm. seems like , im enjoy letting shows which mrs oh classified as "useless" to become part of my life! hahax perhaps most gurls like all this. hahax just now is 9.24pm! hahax just finished watching green forest , my home! eps 4!! hahax hmmm. quite tired , sleeping soon. theres school tml! tues half day! hahax wed thurs holiday if not wrong!! but daily do art i guess! not much time left. haixx. i wish i din slack in the beginning. haixx. nvm.. now jia you bahx!! hahax my phone siaox le!! sometimes can ring sumtimes cannot. that mean it can't "talk" le!! no more sound from my phone! maybe that's e reason why i can't wake up last thurs! hahax nitex =]

Saturday, August 05, 2006Y

8:47:00 PM

dec baby:
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. emperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.

mostly got right! but sum not very sure. hahax

8:15:00 PM

me and ting hui went to the game shop at woodlands centre! she treat me plat this music game! hahax played 3times , so we put his and his and our name! hahax shuTING hui ma. lolx me creative right?? muahahax~ we've got top 3!! lolx =D
today have band practice!! hahax but we can't go. so meet tinghui they all for lunch!! hahax yahx.. eat mac again. hahax hmmm. after that went woodlands centre with tinghui. buy the pouch tingy to put my phone , wallet n key. in case lost again. hahax cuz e wallet have a string so i can hold it! hahax quite safe for now. hahax she hates him bcuz she loves him. that's what i learn from her. hahax hmmm. seems lijke there still no peace in clarinet family. haiixx. when will there be peace no war??? haiixx. i still haven do my ez-link card! can't trsvel far! hahax sad case ah~ think +-vely , i wont travel far den i will stay at home and study???? lolx [ am i lying to myself?? ] hahax anyway.. tinghui really treats her family members very good. hahax happy to see that =] i love my clarinetist!! ^^ pls dun turn down ur interest cuz of another person that u are angry with at a moment! u'll regret!! now is 12.22am!! just finished watching devil beside you eps 8!! hahax devil can be swt too~ hahax nitex ppl =]

Friday, August 04, 2006Y

9:53:00 PM

[= happy family =]

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i dunno when this was took!! by alice i guess. hahax

8:55:00 PM

today went to band. tot can go in , but in the end can't. hahax sad case. today before recess was eng & math lesson only , both mdm sal & mrs choo din come! so we had 5 free periods!! hahax after recess LCD! hahax mrs oh was as afraid of CERTAIN THING as me!! lolx cuz i always kana laugh by others cuz im afraid of CERTAIN THINGS. she same as me!! woohoox~ lolx after school actually wan do art , in the end adam , aliff teach me math at the table outside music room. OMG! almost every question i ask lorx!! cham le. haixx. how can i improve siax. P1 summore lorx. haixx. hopw everyone will be in good mood soon! though im not?? hahax after band went mac eat with tinghui , corn , chiu hwa , singyee , shirly , joey!! joey talk about lotssssss of cold thingy. just eat , den very full , laugh til stomachache siax. hahax hmmm. in the end went home ard 8pm. hahax tomorrow not going band , as we can't even step into music room. might as well sleep at home?? hahax

8:52:00 PM

3aug'o6
today nth much happen. hmmm. art finally have 3 boards , thoughnot full , but stil have sumting on it. 31aug e dateline. quite near. but try my best to finish it ba. dunno why im really quite tired thses days. perhaps not enuff sleep , or bcuz im sick. and it is getting from bad to worse. actually dun feel like going school tml , but. tinkin that sat can sleep too. hahax maybe sat can go band? cuz we can perform ma. but i tink im not going to perform, i cant perform w/o my instruments. hahax cuz my instruments found new owners alrdy. hmmm. yah. kitahara called me during math lesson , shirley choo did not come. he told me that i passed my E2!!! OMG!! unbelievable!!! lolx cuz din really study ma. summore it took place on the day after GIOVIALITA! hahax i think its abit.. stupid for her to be upset /jealous when me talk to her or what. friends are equal , that's what i think. we did not left her out , she chose to let herself be outta topic. strange ah? perhaps she hope to have a friend to herself? hahax anything la. hahax ms lim bin talk to me just now in school when we are on the way to art room. hmmm. she was like asking me.. what happen to me?? then im like thinkin oh shit.. cuz its not i did not think of this question before , ppl who read my blog will know. then she said quite lots of things , back to sec2n3 till now.. my goals.. then suddenly i break down. i also dunno why. perhaps im touched by her words?? maybe im stressed up?? or i dunno what i wan?? cuz for now.. im really confused. i just wan to pass my o level. what do i mean for pass? i hope to get less den 2o points. its impossible for me to achive that for the rate im working towards. perhaps all the stress i've got is from me , myself and i. maybe bcuz i have experctations for myself?? im lost. i dunno where to go? what course to take. what i wanna be when i reached 22 yr old. i dunno. i think for many times alrdy. but i still dunno. i ask ppl before.. got any jobs dunno need to take course about business , math , science , dun need study better.. den ppl tell me.. slp at home.. that's why today i ask sarah , got any jobs which slp at home also got $$? she told me.. housewife. den im like "..." = =''ll . actually i wanna try out early childhood. but.. the points too low. think ard 15points. that's why my goals were at least b3 for ALL SUBJ. but.. hard lehx. now see my situation quite impossible ah. haixx. im still botherd with lots of things. lots of mystery for me to crack it. muahahax im damn tired.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006Y

8:54:00 PM

just came back from library with bong and mui. hahax went libaray draw!! finally finished my turnips!!! muahahax but haven colour!! 31aug'o6 MUST hand it up!!! its so IMPOSSIBLE!! OMG!! today finally bought presents for 2 of them!! mui bday coming!! hmmm. really dunno what to get le!! cant buy clothes , her taste not same. nail thing buy b4 le! how???! hahax buy a mirror , let her see pig head. lolx hmmm. anyway. im really really worried about my studies. which i now really have no interest in it!! OMG!!! hmmm. hope miracle will happen. lolx i really wish to study , but daily after so damn tired , can't concentrate. how?? what should i do?? can sumone guide me?? hahax i really need angel's guidance. lolx im still sick!! will be fine soon. i guess? hahax i just wan to be well , results good , band good. that's all. its that too much???? sumtimes i wish im sumone with lots of courage & strong!!

Tuesday, August 01, 2006Y

9:12:00 PM

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
不能用恨你却不住结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

7:35:00 PM

"there are ppl in this world who intend to hurt u , but there are also ppl who get hurt cuz u are hurt." "the most stinging words are said most for ur benefit , and are also the truest words , bcuz they believe , that u'll understand. "

3:11:00 PM

first day of aug!! hahax hmmm. today physic test!! hahax think have to becum VIP sit outside le!! hahax hmmm. today actually got math choice , but too tired ah den never go. cuz running nose , throat pain , abit hot think cuz got slight fever. at this kinda of time summore!! 9o more days to "o" le!!! OMG! stress??? now still okok. hahax but kinda of scare. cuz still haven study!! OMG! no goals , no direction. aaarrrrrgghhh!! WAKE UP GURL!! = =''ll i think im still thinkin too much. hahax perhaps cuz im a gurl??? hahahax hmmm. just now nth to do so visit youtube. den find find find , in the watch devil beside you. hahax quite nice la. finished watching eps 3.8 niax. hahax sister wanna use com le.. gtg soon. cya all tml =)