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Saturday, September 30, 2006Y
8:52:00 AM

tokyo tower =]

just woke up not long! meeting mui at around 1oam! hahax
hope today can learn more & more things~ hahahax
today i must help explain somethings~ hope she'll listen! hahax
now is 9.52am! just finished ouran high school host club! the last episode really touching~ tears rolled down w/o permission. lolx i wan watch love magician but the thing stuck half way ~ dunno why. hahax hope library still have space for us later~ lolx
i wiish , hope , prayed but it still happened. ..i should be awake......
now is 6.3opm! hahax jut came back from library! morning actually is meet mui 9.3oam in the end she sleep late & met her around 11am! = =''ll library was full! with BIG green & orange balloons too~ so scary! we sat on the first floor's floor till 2.2opm likdat den went mac meet yalian study. im ok with the place but they find the place too noisy. study till 5pm++ den went back library try our luck & found a place at the cafe. but none of us feel like buying their stuff there cuz too full already. den in the end decided to go home. = =''ll next time weekends i dun wan go out already. always kena bluff by mui. hahax today finally i planned the monthly planner! hahax hope will follow ah~ hahax today i only learnt about pure substances & filtration! = =''ll hahax lalala~
watching ai sha 17 [ bump off lover ]~ hahax quite nice but always scary! hahax after watching epi 3 den sleep~ tomorrow must study ss! hahax jiayou~ nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Bad habits die hard, but you should still try to put an end to one of them today.

Friday, September 29, 2006Y
9:42:00 PM
today got back english paper! hahax scored total 56 marks [C5 ]! hahax P1 :: section 1 got 2o/3omarks & Section 2 got 15/3omarks! P2 :: summary got 15/25marks = 14/15 content & 1/1o language! lolx jia lak! hahax and physic practical got 8/15marks! lolx lucky siax! cuz made lots of big mistakes. EG: use wrong instrument! hahax heng heng! hahax after school mui went home with me and i bath & we went library with yalian! studied till 9pm! hahax learnt quite alot of math today! quite happy! hahax
alot of problems popping up! though is not mine , but is between my "sisters". hope will be fine soon~ im sandwiched. haiixx. who to believe??
tomorrow meeting mui 9.3oam! hope she WONT be late. hahax i really need to chiong already.
i still don't understand. haiixx
sleep early ppl! nitex =[
Sagittarius :: Seek controversy -- and play devil's advocate to encourage people to be passionate.

Thursday, September 28, 2006Y
7:20:00 PM
morning actually wanted to wake up at 7.45am! in the end 6am woke up! i forced myself to sleep but lie down on the bed flip here flip there , roll here roll there , still can't sleep! finally gave up. then meet chuhui , er , xy at vista & in the end late for the workshop! hahax we had to do our daily planner for today to get the "pass" which is a drawing on the hand , to leave! hahax i've got a "sun" on my hand! mui got a pig head! lolx cuz everybody tell candice she pig! lolx den aliff got a BF not boyfriend , but Break-Fast. lolx
then went long john with olsen , mui , er , yalian! we shared the "B.F." 4 person meal! hahax den went to mui house actually wanna play game in the end the thing can't work! hahax then i watch SCV! sooooo funny~ its been long long long time i've laughed like this! hahax
me , mui , eeling left her house around 6.15pm! went buy KFC for my family & they bought for themselves! hahax

now at home. dinner time! but mei2 wei4 kou3 likdat lehx. hahax as the days passes.. my body temperature are rising~ dunno why. hahax.
mooncake festivaL coming~~~ =]
since i chose the path , i guess i'll face the consequences & walk through. that's all i can do.

=[
53 days to my freedom~ lalala~
lately always mei2 wei4 kou3 + wan sleep but take a long time to fall asleep & easily wake up or wake up very very early. xy told me that her mum told her will like that cuz the brain keep thinking of somethings , and there is something that can't be put down. the logic weird but , perhaps....?
now is 8.54pm! finished love magician episode 6.2.1! tired. sleeping soon hope can sleep well tonitex. nitex ppl=]
Sagittarius :: Envision what you can accomplish ... find the courage you need with visualization.
i wiish to find my courage too~ hax.
..why is it cloudy outside yet its raining cats & dogs inside.......

Wednesday, September 27, 2006Y
3:31:00 PM
it takes a min to find a special person
an hour to appreciate them
a day to love them
BUT
an entire life to forget them <3

11:25:00 AM
had math P1! hmmm. before looking at the paper i was thinking.. hmmm. think can at least pass la horx? after doing the paper im thinkin.. pls let me at least pass! hahax a big dfference eh? i didn't really mind the comments but it make me quite sad. lolx cuz i finally know how to do locus ma.. den i happily tell raudah , then she was like answering me back.. " of cuz la.. that one so easy." den im like.. ok lorx. den i forgot how to do the simultaneous question.. feeling very very gek already.. den i tell mui , she answered me back something like " huhx? so easy also dunno how to do? " den im like.. " dun likdat say lehx..." den she replied " really very very easy liaox lorx." den i dun feel like answering back. haiixx. okok la.. i admit im a math idiot for now la. but i think i can make it if i have the time to go through very topic! haiixx. abit depressed lorx. hahax after that went viva eat meehunquay with mui! den came home! hahax
yest slept at around 9pm! but still quite tired! cuz i din manage to sleep all the way till morning cuz my sister always on the light in the room and always disturb my sleep lorx. haiixx.
maybe later catch some sleeps first then online again. hahax
think not going to do any study today! tired & sianx. tomorrow candice section at AVA room 8.3oam - 11am! now going down buy food for my dad first. will be back later... =]
now is 11.58am! just buy my dad's food! he smoked in the house again! haiixx~
i dunno what's wrong with my right leg. that time is morning wake up then like cramp for 2- 3 days. sarah say is during adam khoo workshop always cross leg. den its alright till this morning dunno why my right ankle hurt so much! den i turn here turn turn there den i dun care wear shoe den the feeling is gone. den when i reach home take off shoe den slight of the feeling come again! = =''ll like as if my leg kena cursed likdat. lolx now still got abit pain. think will be fine later....
now is 12.23pm! just bath & Ate dessert! hahax nice nice! cuz i bought from mama mahx.. hahax now stomach like washing machine. inside turning & turning & turning... = =''ll hahahax
wanna change to another skin also sooooo difficult & mafan! = =''ll always got some problem. especially with the song! hahax but it'll be done soon i think. hahax make till so long in the end decided not to change. lolx cuz look very plain. hahax lalala~ get to eat 4 different flavours of HELLO PANDA! hahax strawberryNchocolateNvanillaNchocopeanut! chocopeanut taste weird weird one! hahax finished watching ouran high school host club episode 25! =]
now is 4.52pm! just took an hour of nap & woke up by my mama who just came back! & can't sleep already. = =''ll so online & watch show again~ hahax so bored XD
now is 8.22pm! watching love magician! just finished episode 4~ the scene when her dad cried made me cried too! but going to neo-image will be good for her~ hahax anyway , now waiting for eps 5 to load! after watching go sleep! nitex ppl! =]
she think that it takes the same amount of courage to hate someone & to love someone. for ppl who chose to take the courage to love someone is ppl who willing to risk of geting hurt & protect others.. ppl who chose to take the courage to hate someone is ppl to chose to hurt others to protect themselves. that;s what she thinks. hahax her principle~ =D

..33 more days... =]
Sagittarius :: Act on your newest idea -- whatever you start today has a huge chance for success.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006Y
9:50:00 AM
just came back from school! hahax combine-sci p1! hahax quite okok la.. i managed to do the paper 2 times! hahax discovered that i made lotssss of careless mistakes! hahax now gina at my house! hahax cuz she forgot bring key and nobody is at home! lolx now waiting for my bowl noodle to be ready! hers is ready! hahahax soooooooo hungry eh~ mornibng haven eat & just now when paper going to finish , my stomach suddenly very pain! later going library do math! kinda tired now eh. hahax feel like sleeping! hahax anyway , hope tomorrow math P1 will be easy! hahax
gina went home at around 1o.35am! im bored at home! hahax bleach 98 not ready yet.. let's see what show is nice to watch... hahx maybe ouran high school host club? hahax later den do math~ =D
..unintentionally..
now is 11.53am! just finished ouran high school host clup episode 24! hahax so cute~ =D going out to meet mui soon! math.. = =''ll kinda sleepy. hahax hope library got space! hahax
..headache......
..34 days left......
...wakarimasen..
now is 7.38pm! just came back from library! did quite a number of question! managed to solve most of the questions! hahax hmmm. ate MOS with mui! hahax hope tomorrow will be alright for me! tomorrow last paper!! woohoox~ hahax thurs candice's section! hahax all the best everybody! going watch tv & sleeping soon.. headache! haiixx. will be fine after sleeping! hahax nitex ppl =] jiayou ^^ kanashii...
Sagittarius :: Pare down your outgoing self and keep your behavior on the more conservative side.

Monday, September 25, 2006Y
11:51:00 AM
just came back from school! hahax had art prelim today! manage to finish the final piece at 1o.3oam! den spent the rest of the 3omins on my prep work! hahax but din manage to complete colouring! actually im quite proud of my art work! lolx cuz its a 8hours work! hahax which considered not bad already ah~ for me la.. hahahax =X bong show me his final work! i cannot take it & laugh! lolx he drew the word "BELT" and dunno wad ting. woahx.. even do art also think of beltz siax. hahax loyal eh~ hahax even my mama ask me .. " aiyo.. why everytime c ya is draw and draw and draw like cannot finish one..? " i ans her.. " the school make us draw and draw and draw cannot finish. " lolx
later going library do sci! hahax but dunno wad time. hahax must wait for mui the late queen. hahax confirm do MCQ do till siaox! hahahax no choice.. have to do! hahax mui say she'll be ready around 1.3opm. let's see.... hahahax XD now is 1.17pm.. she just wanna go bath. hahahax good prediction? lolx she is sick too. so not meeting her go library already. everybody pls do take care! going library wih aliff and hashimah! hope she'll be fine! hahax
wed math P1!! jiayou! hahax my "BEST" & 2nd "ATTRACTIVE" subject! lolx my "BEST" & most "ATTRACTIVE" subject is combined humanities! [ i put "" hahax]
oh ya! this morning i thought today is sunday siax! almost never wake up! hahahax btw ppl dun call me today , i use back the siaox siaox phone. hahax sms me! hahax
today no need pester pet eat medicine! lolx but still reminder.. remember eat ur medicine! hahax
i believe sooner or later you can kick the habit! so believe in urself too! =] jia you~!
honesty~*
35 days to "O"~ woohoox~ hahahax = =''ll
my book cupboard door "kiap" me! :,[
now is 6.o7pm! just came back from studies! hahax kinda fast eh? hahax anyway , i did 4 exerscises = 8o MCQ questions for physic! hahax let me depend on my luck for chem tommorrow~ lolx kinda tired. hahax just now meet aliff so walked and saw adam & cheecheng on bike at the traffic. and when going home , saw binni , shirly , yihuan & 2 guys at cwp! hahax im very very very hungry just now! morning ate 1 hotdog bun and till just just wanna go home den bought B.B.T. hahax like fasting eh? cuz they fasting , very ps to ask them acc me go eat right? den i also dunwan eat alone ma. hahax so tahan till going home den go buy B.B.T.~ hahax hope tomorrow can pass! hahax i dun believe her principle... hahax guess what.. im eating NATA DE COCO & candies again.. hahax i finished bleach eps 97! hahax
now is 7.3opm! happy break-fast! =] hahax just had dinner too! today for me really like fasting siax. hahax anyway , i got the "talk-able" phone back! hahax can call already! hahax dunno why today ppl keep sending me lame msg. lolx tomorrow is my turn. hahahax
now is 8.34pm! hahax kinda tired. watch some tv and is time to sleep! hahax so tomorrow will make lesser stupid careless mistakes! hahax nitex ppl =] take care ^^ tomorrow will be better! hahax =D
Sagittarius :: Today is a good day to separate the good people in your life from the bad people.

Sunday, September 24, 2006Y
9:38:00 AM

[ my childhood strawberry-flavour cigarettes! lolx ]
woke up by noise & sunshine early in the morning at 9am! later gonna do some art work for tomorrow~ hahax
i think i have a communication problem with dfs , he always dun get wad i mean & make me pek chek. especially when i just woke up not long the brain isn't awake yet. hahax nvm.. at least he can understand faster den muiling. lolx can ask yalian why. lolx
not going anywhere today i guess. library confirm filled with ppl again.. dunwan later go 6th floor do , noisy , shouts , fights , triangle. lolx =X
discipline = do something that i dunlik which benefits me!
3rd day or reminder :: pet pls buy & eat ur medicine! hahax congrats! finally... hahax
now is 1.14pm. had been drawing and watching tv~ hahax now take a break 1st. drew 4 drawings! w/o colours though. hahax confirm cant finish it if wanna colour! hahax hope can do at least 3 boards for today! hahax but i dunno how to do for the final drawing! cuz i've been doing fashion! i dunno what to do for layout & final! how how how??? i'll try ask others later. hahax jiayou ah~~ =]
here i am again! hahax now is 3.o7pm! completed 5 drawings! w/o colours! hahax mui told me even u becum a very very very good fren with a guy , dun trust them completely. hmmm. i think , its very tiring to be suspicious about someone's words , etc. but i still partly agree with wad she said la. cuz even gurls lie to frens for her own good sake. hahax time to draw already! perhaps back later! hahahax jaane =]

now is 5.16pm! i completed my final drawing w/o colours! hahax the drawing really lame ah~ hahax but i really dunno wad to draw for the theme "spiral" eh~ hahax but at least parts of my 4 boards come out already! hahax left the last board which is layout! maybe i'll do colour scheme for that board! hahax and today time flies with me resting for 3omins after every 2 hours of drawing! hahax but at least i did something eh~ hahax hope wont fail badly. cuz incomplete also fail ma. hahax kan4 kai1 le4.....
today then i realised that my father have brothers too! hahax cuz i only seen his sisters. and a sad thing is my father's sister-in-law passed away not long ago.
now is 8.37pm! finished drawing 5 boards! hahax but only coloured abit. really tired eh~ sleeping soon. hahax nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: Your energy will come through for you when you need it most and help you win.

Saturday, September 23, 2006Y
9:57:00 AM
just wake up & wake mui up not long.. hahax finally got my 8hrs of sleep! hahax
later going library draw! now im think i should continue drawing 6o% 's or 4o% 's. hahax maybe continue drawing the design den do abit of 4o%?? later then see bahx~ hahax art really make me no need concentrate on other subject eh~ hope today can do many many drawings!
now my combined sci , math [ especially P2 ] , combined humanities really c.m.i. ah.. if dun study for this 37 days , really no need to go for this "O" already. hahax

i predict today isn't a good day for me............................
u have to give up this shore to discover another side of the shore~*
action speaks louder then words//*
2nd day of reminder:: pet buy & eat ur medicine. hahax
now is 6.3opm! just came back from cwp! had BK for lunch! we waited at a table at banquet for more than 15mins in the end the person go & buy somemore food! make us wait for nth siax! no choice but to eat fastfood again. library too many ppl! hahax at 1st cwp also filled with tons of ppl , den me and mui walked and walked , chey.. is the spore idol thing. hahax go everywhere also alot of ppl. in the end we go up 6th floor to draw. me , mui , bong , dfs , aliff , shahidah , hashimah. den there really noisy siax. can't concentrate. den mui and 1 of them started argue [ jkjk de ] and fight. lolx den.. somehow they fight fight fight , mui stretch her hands behind him & go put his shorts down! de me and another person sit behind him... & saw the dark blue triangle! lolx =X so ps siax. hahax den they still continue fighting. luckily mui not a guy. or she'll really kana siax. hahax i can't sae that person is who.. but its really really really funny , i must blog this down. lolx sry ah. hahax anyway , din really draw anything , keep laughing and really too noisy , no table. hahax hard to see and draw! saw that basketball. aarrrgghhh~ but today also quite happy cuz this year 2nd time got ppl say i good gal! lolx

watching goong eps 24! the last episode i think. kinda sad ah. cried with CG. = =''ll she outshine the rest & he seems to be the loneliest of all.
now is 9.46pm! just finished goong 24! its nice ending! hahax think goong 2 will be filming soon. hahax sleeping soon! hahax maybe tomorrow drawing art bahx~ hahax nitex ppl =]
now i really dunlik ppl who put their mask on. i've choose to remove it. the choice is urs. hahax
confusionhadneverleaveher~* i still like the song right here waiting~*
Sagittarius :: Right now you can listen to your instinct -- but it isn't wise to act upon it.

Friday, September 22, 2006Y
12:00:00 PM

[ that's what ppl were saying. hahax kinda interesting?? ]

[ meNchiuhwa took on celebration for GIOVIALITA~* =] ]
happy birthday xiaohui! hahax morning had chem paper! OMG! question related to what i studied came out! but i din study into the details so can't ans. = = ''ll study whole day in the end din come out the things. hope wont fail till very jia lak! hahax after exam went eat mac at cwp with mui , er , xy , qun. hahax ate hotcake with sausage! hahax den saw may , za , yL at mac too. hahax walk walk see see den go home! hahax after bath found that if i dunwan study , there is nth else i can do at home. hahax im so bored XD luckily got com! hahax hope my sister dun need to use com ah~ hahax tomorrow will be doing art with mui i think! hahax jiayou ppl! hahax 38days more. [ if not wrong. ] hahax watching goong 22! think today can finish all the episode! hahax goong coming up at channel U! but by the time maybe no time to watch cuz exam bahx~ hahax pet just now say adam khoo' workshop took effect for me! he see me with more confident now. hahax he 1st person to say that siax. lolx thankx pet! hahax a guy who betrayed his buddies who helped him to keep himself safe. he is such a basketball! really worried. as promised , im going to post this daily till pet eat medicine. lolx pet pls buy & eat ur medicine. hahax goong really nice! hahax think its the last episode! now shin is so nice to CG! cuz they finally admit that they like each other! hahax that's why they say , dun lie to urself. hahax nice nice! hahax the com dun let me watch episode 24! it stuck half way again! = =''ll nevermind.. tomorrow den watch. hahax time to cut nails! kinda long already! hahax mama bought NATA DE COCO! yumyum~ hotcakes for breakfast & fried rice for dinner! muahahax XD yeahx~ i've upgraded my blog skin! hahax but can't tink of any nice nice song lehx.. hahax cya all =] hahax Sagittarius :: If you see a big problem developing with a friend, warn them about it today.

Thursday, September 21, 2006Y
9:59:00 AM
just came back from school! had physic prelim exam! section one quite okok. for section two i chose question 14 & 16! Q16 was ahlf life , at first i chose Q14 & Q15! but Q15 i dunno how to do first 2 parts about magnetise & demagnetise the steel. [ everytime got this i confirm dunno ] & im not sure if the rest of the ans for Q15 is correct , so i do Q16. cuz i got time for all questions. in the end when i take out ans check with yalian , my and for Q15 is same as hers! OMG! if correct i got 6 marks for that lehx!! arrrghh~ if Q14 & Q16 scored lesser den 6marks , im going to be mad at myself man! pray hard i din make careless mistakes! anyway i tried my best to get everything into my brain already.. for today la.. hahahax hope everybody will get great results! hahax thankx for good lucks & all the best=] maybe later going library study chem! hmmm. hope today wont be alot of ppl. cuz alot of ppl = talk. hahax hope chem can make it ah~ hahax finished watching goong 21! hahax nice nice~ now study abits of chem! hahax waiting is not a thing for me yet im always doing it. hahax can i learn to be slow and late??? hahax cuz i really hate waiting for ppl / msg.. Sagittarius :: You will have to play the grown up role today and keep things more serious.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006Y
10:24:00 AM

[ helped my parents took last nitex! aren't they cute?? hahax i love them <3>just came back from geog paper! hmmm. actually quite easy , if got study. hahax later going to study physic with muiling. watching bleach 96. dunno why today quite moody. perhaps not enough sleep + these few days i have been doing things that i dun like which benefits me. hahax cuz i really really hate studying. hahax i think my brain is the lightest compared to other's. hahax cuz i dun like to think ah~ hahax but i still study , hope every subject will at least pass for prelim! hahax that's what i hope. thankx again for good lucks =] u are complicated. ha sorry ppl for me being moody. sometimes i really cant take it and worried for those ppl who dun even seems to care about themselves. time to worry about myself. dunno why , now for me to trust someone is so so so difficult. not to mention trust someone completely. she knows what's happening around her. but not those in the dark. shes bueno-ing. hahax chocolates & candies & marshmallows never leave her~ hahax pet eat medicine pls! hahax now is 1o.21pm! just came back from library! din really study cuz ppl talk , i listen & laugh. lolx but did some paper la~ hahax im tired. no intention of going on for today! hahax nitex ppl =] Sagittarius :: You are in one of the biggest transitional periods of your life -- let it unfold.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006Y
1:25:00 PM

yest helped azri so a simple celebration for his bday at vista! hahax den went sihui house visit lele[dog]! hahax was lele's bday! hmmm. when saw her she was so afraid & barking. she forgot us! hmmm. last time she was so mad / crazy , now is like... so peaceful & gentle. hahax feel so weird lorx. she suddenly became likdat. hahax hmmm. anyway , she in sihui house she is very very clean! hahax today had math P2 & mt P2!! math was like... aiyo. no comments. MT was like.. okok , but im really like anyhow do one. hahax the school organise class for us again. nitex or noon. im fine with any one. hahax thanks for the good lucks =] tomorrow will be geog paper! hope can at least pass! hahax later going library with mui , olsen , er , aliff! thurs will be physic & fri will be chem! hahax if not wrong , i saw the countdown board.. 41days left. i'll make full use of these days remaining. hahax jiayou! now really dun like to talk about subject that its over. so dun ask me le. hahax cuz i know im trying my best for now. =] now its really time to think about studies only. now is 8.52pm! just came back from long john! woahx.. buay tahan.. these days had been having kfc , mac , long john , mos! OMG~ kinda scary eh~ make me no weikou. hahax anyway , today din study relly much. just revising my notes. really bits only. hahax just now saw xy with her friends. kinda worried for her already. she dun study , dun go school even exams! think most of us see her future as taking er mum's business. haiix. we can't help too if she dun wanna help herself. at least er will go school & go for exams! haiixyo.. anyway , she might be able to study when near exams? hahax kinda of tired after studies. actually i got many wiish siax. hahx i also hope to become baker. lolx cuz i like to bake cookies , cakes. hahax make chocolates.. nice nice! hahax nitex ppl =] Sagittarius :: Hold on to your resources tightly ... your rainy-day fun may come in handy soon.

Sunday, September 17, 2006Y
8:42:00 PM
today went for adam khoo's workshop at 7.3oam! it was raining and many ppl were late! hahax candice was there too! hahax after that me , aliff , olsen , sufi , mui went vista help azri have a simple celebration! hahax the cake was nice!! =X hahax after that mui acc me went home change into slippers cuz shoes were flooded!! hahax den went cwp eat mos! hahax den went lirbrary studied till 6pm++ hungry again! went long john eat! hahax den walk walk at cwp & bought the drawing block for mindmaps! hahax cuz bigger , more space to write ma~ hahax anyway , tomorrow ss & MT p1! after this going to continue study! hahax jiayou! wiish me all the best & lucks!!! hahahax when i was walking back home , suddenly feel that fragrant wood had alot of memories! hahax especialy at the RC there & at my blk! hahax nitex ppl =] Sagittarius :: A missed opportunity may be coming back your way in a slightly different guise.

Saturday, September 16, 2006Y
2:25:00 PM
today woke up at 1oam++! hahax been studying after bath at around 11am! now really sianx. so decided to let my left brain rest for around 3omins. hahax i completed geog chapter 4! social studies chapter 3 [sec3book] is half-way done! hahax after reading through , i find that i have impression of those things. hahax read before but too long never read , that's why forget. hahax anyway , i 've been thinking the things / personal life of the trainees told during the workshop. im really thinking , what made us to believe their words 1oo%. what proves that they are not making up stories. we know them just 3 days. hahax weird eh? the trainees told the sec4s about same stories that were told to us. we were told that the storie was danny's , but the trainees tell sec4s is ramesh's. i thinkin maybe theie stories are similar?? hmmm. they used the same method to make us cry. the room alone , door open saw them , etc. the only thing different is that sec4s dun have the "interview" thing for the GOALS. we have. and i heard different versions of the tsunami incident from ronald. weird eh? but they really helped us la.. but i really think that ramesh changed his face freaking fast. so fast that he could scold us now & joke like nobody business next moment. perhas its his job. anyway , 3o mins of break is up! gonna go study le~ jiayou! ^^ hahax might be back later. =] now is 8.52pm! i just finished ss sec3 book chapter 3 & 5! hahax so happy! cuz i overcome a subject that i always think its boring! hahax i completed my own goaL for today~ hahahax =X and i used the mindmap way candice taught us & the study way danny taught. study for 2hours & rest 3omins & study again! hahax anyway , tomorrow going to school at 7.3oam for "ramesh section"! hahax wonder what is he going to teach~ after "ramesh section" me & mui going library study ss! we going to share our ss notes! hahax she do sec3 book chapter2 & 6 i do chapter 3 & 5! hahax hope it'll be useful ah~ =] everybody jiayou! hahax cham ah~ now i really like to use 1 sentence.. " if u think u can , u confirm can , if u think u can't u confirm can't." lolx very good to use! try it out~ hahahax goong is going to be on channel U soon! hahax good good.. no need online watch le! hahax watch bits of tv programs & sleeping soon... hahax kinda tired. almost can't wake up this morning but i promised myself to wake up & study & i did it! woohoox~ hahax =X nitex ppl =] Sagittarius :: Today, move forward with false confidence (if you must) -- but just go forward! [ like ask me to study ah~ hahax ]

Friday, September 15, 2006Y
1:46:00 PM

[ this is ramesh! he is a ex-trombone player! ]

just came back from school in a rain~ hahax shiok ah~ long long long long time never walk in the rain already! hahax nice weather~ =D yesterday was last day of adam khoo's workshop! heard that adam khoo went to sec 4E there! wiish he came here~ hahax cuz im curious who he is , who have so much up & downs & he is so successful! hahax anyway , i did asked my mama to go to the school for yesterday , but she didn't want to. firstly , she dont understand , she will be bored with school things [ esp she dun understand ] so i also can't forced her to go. before going for dinner we had to Q up outside music room , holding our planned GOALS and had to show to ramesh! dinie was the 1st one to succeed ! many were out! i was so nervous~ and i keep telling ppl : "if u think u can , u confirm can , if u think u cannot , u confirm cannot." [ im afriad at that time too! ] and i went in , stand infront of ramesh [ infront of everybody too ] . the conversation goes ..
ramesh: " wad u wan for ur o?"
me: " 15 points."
ramesh: " why do u wan 15 points? "
me: " becuz i wan to go NAFA!"
[ if i never remember wrongly , ] ramesh paused awhile ,
ramesh: " sit there." and he pointed at the succeed place!! woohoox~ that moment my heart beats really really fast lorx! but very happy. i counted , 11 person including me passed! some ppl din get a chance to try cuz of the time. anyway , this sunday we going to have a section with ramesh at 7.3oam at the music room to cover the things which have not been coverd yet. hahax and candice on thurs 28september'o6 at 8.3oam at music room! i really appreciate that!! many cried in the hall last night. i din.. i suck back. lolx i enjoyed these 3 days! i dare to say i gave my 1oo% for these 3days! hahax i believe some scoldings works! hahax many will not happy happy , but for me , i take it as a lesson learnt. wont u be happier?? hahax ramesh taught us what "sign" to give when we think ppl are talking rubbish. danny taught us use the word "basketball" instead if TOOT**~ & candice taught us to pronounce " bodEy"~ hahax
actually i wanna stop my study in secondary last year. cuz , i dreamed to go NAFA since ... sec3? and i had a talk with my mum , she dun understand. so she asked my sister to talk to me. so i told her , she was like telling me. u sure u wan anot?? u noe how expensive it is?? u have money anot?? den im like.. of cuz i noe its not cheap , but i just like music. den my sister also dunwan bother about me , den mama said: dun go that kind of thing la. u cant do anyting one. just finish ur O and work lorx. i remembered she said alot... den i had no choice likdat , den im like.. okok lorx. den that point of time im really think after o-levels i'll stop my education. cuz im really not interested in any course in poly. den when 2oo6 start , i have that kinda feeling .. my mama wants me to go poly... [ perhaps brainwave~ lolx ] den i also tried to accept that already. for the sake of earning $$ in the future to survive. [...] but after the workshop , i want to go after my dreams~ i wan to at least give it a try! though i dun dream to mke it big , but i wan to take sumting about my interest! many ppl will tell me : " u cannot one la~ " but now i wont care , i will try! what's my worry now?? my o result & the school fees if i really wants to get into NAFA. i really dunno how. i really hope i'll get around 15points! just now we ended the last lesson with " ONE TWO THREE WHOOSH" ~ hahax i going out soon. ronald teaching me geog! hahax and im late! lolx jiayou! =] now is 1o.16pm! hahax just came back from mac!! yum-yum~ =P saw yude msg i really shocked man! at first i din believe , till i reached home saw they 3 den i believe siax. hahax dun understand what so good to disturb me?? hahax they 3 sitting at the bench at my blk's void deck lorx~! = =''ll i took the route from blk 524 & walk beside the carpark. lolx i tot they at the RC there , purposely dun walk there , in the end they not there. = =''ll but luckily still can escape ah~ hahahax i walked as fast as i could & my head turned towards carpark den suddenly heard " woa lan". xia si wo.. hahax anyway , today i made mindmap for chapter 2 & 3 & 4 for geog! hahax thankx ronald! nitex ppl =] sometimes see no me in the eyes yet been noticed.. wonder has it been likdat all this while.... Sagittarius :: You might find yourself smack dab in the middle of a juicy situation today. Enjoy!

Wednesday, September 13, 2006Y
11:32:00 PM

[ this is where we spent our 3days! time flies.... ]

[ beat boxing! ]

[ z beat-boxing! ]

[ ibnu the dancing king! ]

[ this is danny! ]

[ he is doing super memory work of super difficult words given by us! ]
woo~ just came back not long! almost late for school again! hahax today's workshop very emotion ah~ from starting of the workshop til the end , they talk alot of thing to spike ur inner side ah. during lunch i told er that im afraid that after we go back music room , they'll start the "cry thing: already siax. at first i thought is ramesh doing it. but it turns out to be danny! hmmm. sad & shocked when heard about his family background. in fact , i believe everybody in that company had something really down once before they joined that company. hmmm. actually this workshop is really great! but im still not very clear wad destination is my flight path heading towards to. cuz seriously , im not that sure wad im really good at! plus fear or failure is another factor. i hope tomorrow we dun have to cry anymore. im tired after all those cries. i never ever think of how successful my life can be~ after this workshop really make me wanna think , while the "little devil" inside me says that " think so much for wad.. " . hahax anyway , i dun have really big dreams. really! maybe cuz i relly dunno wad my talent is. maybe i should conduct a survey on my talent ah~ lolx anyway , im really tired right now. sleep!!! hahax! nitex ppl =] Sagittarius :: A friend's odd behavior has a reasonable explanation -- don't make any assumptions. won't anymore! =]

Tuesday, September 12, 2006Y
10:06:00 PM
today almost late for school!! 8.3oam - 9.15pm was adam khoo workshop~ it was really great! we enjoyed while learning!! hahax started off with chin chien [ sounds like cheecheng ] talking to us. den ramesh taught us lotss of things with LOTS of homour!! hahax we really laugh off our heads man!! hahax he always keep eye contact with ppl , when he look at ya , ya dunno how to react! hahax scary ah~ hahax the 3 pillars: "question" , "plan" , "clarity"! [ clarity reminds me of mr sim! ] next was danny , he came in the evening too~ candice who came after him joked that danny & gary [ still dunno is who ] is gay! lolx den we disturb disturb him till think he can't tolerate. when he wanna be serious , the guys still laughing & making noise which i think make him pissed off. hahax anyway , i wonder who is adam khoo~ hahax who inspired danny so so so so much! he must be some human beings who strive for all he can , for the best! "the best avenge is to be SUCCESSFUL! hahax these 3 trainees taught us really alot alot alot alot alot alot for today! hahax thankx to them , i think from now on , most of us start to understand & change our way of thinking / mindset! think after the workshop , its really depend on us , ourself , whether to maintain the mindset. the determination in us! hahax the workshop for today ended with a movie which is quite meaningful. showing the roles in real life , the teachers , parents , friends , o-level & lastly.. ourself. anyway , tomorrow workshop starting at 8am! but have to report at same time 7.2oam! everybody enjoyed & its time for us to rest. nitex ppl =] its time to move on.. there is no time for "pauses".. Sagittarius :: Let go and let other people do the driving while you sit back and enjoy the ride.

Monday, September 11, 2006Y
2:57:00 PM
just came back from school! english prelim was quite okok. damn it! art coursework had to be submited by friday! we can't take back the prep work & we haven't take pic!! can't do com work how to submit?? we ask nana she ask us back " den wad u all wan me to do??" , : dun have den dun submit la." DAMN HER! say till so easy siax~ we ask her not for her to ask us back! i wonder is she a TEACHER??! wad is she paid for?? to ask us question?? to talk back or childish with us? might as well pay us. DAMN IT!! tues to thurs adam khoo work shop! that come in not the right timing la!!! shit!!!! actually planning to go dinie house to trace the model. but his house filled with ppl already. haiixx! damn it! my 15points dream flew away just likdatx! AAAARRGGGGGGGHH~ i wiish everybody could lend me their time!!!!!! everybody will say " who ask u all dunwan to start earlier and drag till now??? and do ur last minute work?? " i will say.. " shut ur damn bloody mouth up if u dunno the whole story!" that's how fustrated i am now! that's rare for me to use these words if u know me. why i still have time here , cuz im waiting for a place to do. to trace!!!! this is such a important year and such stupid thing occur! AAAHHHHH~ we are like w/o any teachers. nana claim that she guide us , her bloody shit la~ she guide us?? by asking us need any help?? and sit there help others water colour. [ when she is not suppose to even touch our work! ] all she know is pushing the blame to us and say is we chose not to do the work & not asking for help. please wiish us , the fashion students , all the luck that we can finish. we now going to redraw all the models to take pictures and print at zap-it. cuz print like last year will take at least 1 week is its $25/piece!! its really like.. DAMN IT!!! there is no time for anything. me and sarah going library trace at the glass wall. it may look stupid.. but , NO CHOICE! damn it! i planned to do my other subject this week! but , art dun let me go.. or rather , i can't let my art go! AAARGGH~ how do i survive w/o art / other subject!! cant catch any breathe....... its seems that its so hard to let it go... Sagittarius :: There is no risk in letting your curiosity drive you -- it's time to go exploring.

Sunday, September 10, 2006Y
10:05:00 AM
just woke up. yesterday was damn tiring!!! work from 8.15am to 7pm! the job was to put a book & a letter into an envelope & seal it , after 1o of it tie with a rubber band! and put them into a panel. we 2 gals manage to do 5 small panel of 540 bundles [ 1 bundles 1o envelope ] & 1 big panel of 9oo bundles! & did another big one! we 4 share share do one more big panel as the guy [boss] requested! he treat us drink! hahax lunch , the lady in yellow shirt helped everybody buy chicken rice & we forgot to pay her! lolx cuz she din ask from us we also forgot already ma. anyway , after doing all these , the pay i got was $69.6o! cuz i envelope was o.o3 cent! for us well think its quite little already! the job sounds really easy.. but when u do it fast & keep doing , ur hands get tired!! & yesterday after work , instead of my right hand , my left hand cant move! move abit also pain siax. the pain is not the normal pain , its like.. u'll feel like chopping ur hands off! all the veins in the hand all can be clearly seen! and its not gone now.. now its even clearer. dunno why. hahax the rubber snap 2times on my hand! and my hands are filled with cuts from the envelope. = =''ll tomorrow is english prelim examination! so fast! maybe later in the evening me , sarah , karin going to mdm sal's house! hahax wanan show her our work ma. she is really good! she really cares for our result! =] sarah passed the " damn it " disease to me!! damn it! lolx watching goong eps 18 now! hahax nice nice! finished episode 2o! waiting for episode to load! hahax shin is really sweet in his own ways. he just dont speak up wad he is thinkin which leads to misunderstanding. yul is nice too. but i think yuL likes c.g. in the wrong way , though he is there for c.g. whenever she is down. he'll be better if he dont do those stuff to seperate shin & her. anyway , the ending shin & c.g. will be together~ hahax this stupid dun let me watch goong eps 21! is stuck half way and ended~ re-start com also no use. = =''ll i wanna watch~~~ i trying to find other clips of goong eps 21! hahax left 3 more episode! hahax its really nice! slowly, dramas became part of the colours of my life! hahax all people need is care and comfort. isn't it?? hahax now is 5.24pm! just finished a compo & paper2! hahax finally finished assignment given by mdm sal! hahax hope tomorrow will score well! hahax still can't watch goong! probably watch next time bahx... got those quiz from blackie & milk bath's blog! hahax now is 8.42pm~ finished love magician episode 2~ hahax sleeping soon i guess. nothing much to do + tomorrow prelim! need more rest! hahax nitex ppl =] will snap outta it soon~^^ Sagittarius :: If you are angry with someone right now, the silent treatment isn't wise. Talk! i was shocked when i read horoscope thing!! hahax im not really angry with someone , but disappointed? hahax saw that person that day , i heard that person called me but i chose to ignore. and remembered that night i dreamed about me ignored that person when that person called me. hahax stupid right?? dreaming of something i did. lolx
You Are 16 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?
[ im my age! hahax ]
Your Seduction Style: The Coquette
You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.
Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.
Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte.
And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.
What Is Your Seduction Style?
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.
You Are An ESFJ
The Caregiver
You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.
Your Career Type: Artistic
You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.
You Are 60% Normal
Otherwise known as the normal amount of normalYou're like most people most of the timeBut you've got those quirks that make you endearingYou're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!
How Normal Are You?
You Are From Jupiter
You are exuberantly curious - and you love to explore newness.Enthusiastic and optimistic, you get a kick out of stimulating intellectual discussions.Foreign cultures and languages fascinate you. You love the outdoors, animals, and freedom.Chances are you tend to exaggerate, so try to keep a lid on that.If you do, you'll continue to be known for your confidence, generosity, and sense of justice.
What Planet Are You From?


Friday, September 08, 2006Y
5:17:00 PM
today woke up at 7.45am! went for english choice!! at first it was held at 5n2 class room , but band was having sectional they were too loud! hahax so mdm sal decided to go up to the AVA room. in the end can't concentrate there. hahax heard the sec ones playing high notes! though itd flat , but im surprised cuz they are moving in a high speed! im proud of them! hahax after class sarah acc. me go library find models!! found quite alot of models , while waiting for her to photocopy her's , i went around and saw 2 veggie book! OMG~ nice nice! hahax not a wasted trip man! hahax after library , went eat mac , had mc nuggets student meal again. hahax nth else to eat ma.. hahax den acc her look look things den go home! hahax wanna watch goong after bathing. hahax its really a nice show! hahax how i wiish this holiday is longer~~ hahax monday is english prelim already!! OMG~ so fast!! hmmm. wiish me luck!! lolx i really find this year passed really fast! did the earth turn in a faster rate??? hahax shes' kinda disappointed. ha ha hax she is someone who dont tell just anyone how she feels/thinks when people ask , but she is definitely someone who listens if anyone wants to share / explain. hahax finished goong eps 17! they're sweet~ ^^ korean dramas really "take me with them"~ hahax some parts of the dramas showed some real life story. hahax when u're watching , u'll probable tink : "just tell them the truth la , den will solve the prob le ma.. ". but in real life , if u meet similar situation , i think we'll be making the same mistakes. hahax im tired. im just nothing but human beings who'll get tired. hahax things will work smoothly if everybody is with initiative~ end the nitex with feng by jay. nitex ppl. =] isogashii??korekara??sou ka..baka.. tomorrow working for one day , from 8am-1opm! Sagittarius :: Share your thoughts with the person[who] who intrigues you most and see how they react.

Thursday, September 07, 2006Y
9:32:00 AM
AAAAAHHHH~ woke up at 9am by mr. ronald lee's msg!!! = =''ll meeting him at 1o.15am pass him book~ hahax later going town with mui , er , xy , yalian , yen , huan! hahax like long long long long time never go town le! hahax now watching ouran high school host club eps 22! w/o sub title. = =''ll hard to watch , but , try la. hahax cuz no shows liaox. hahax jaane~ hahax just finished love magician episode 1! hahax quite funny ah~ wonder that guy is short term memory or wad.. always forget who the person is. then always sae he had no impression for things that are not beautiful. = =''ll like so bad lorx. anyway.. i still can't contact both xue!!! they confirm still sleeping le! = =''ll anyway , meeting yalian and mui at 1.3opm! hahax and meet huan & yen at 2.3opm! hahax hope everything will go smoothly~ hahax their phone should install loud speaker eh~ lolx likdat they confirm can hear phone ring! hahahax =X i go prepare le! cya=] i hope i wasn't invisible in ppl vision. now is 9.24pm! just came home! hahax was quite fun la~ hahax but legs are tired!! cuz we've been walking non-stop since around 3pm++! hahax will upload the rest of the photos next time! hahax kinda tired le! hahax tomorrow having ss choice! 8.3oam lehx! so early! hahax nvm.. hope will learn something! muiling going to da bao mac!! hahax we agreed that she changed. hmmm. just now me & yen were in ice lemon tea and the shop were playing S.H.E. 's song " bu xiang zhang da" . den we were like.. ya lorx.. really bu xiang zhang da.. haiixx.. i really hope o-level never reach , this year will never end , i love sec sch life with these frens. perhaps cuz im not ready for poly / other life with new ppl yet. cuz i have a strong feeling that.. im not going to take the same course with any of them. kinda sad eh? hahax im just not ready. and i hope next year dun so fast reach... so yen N huan dun so fast take o-level next year , so yen dun have to so fast go.. haiixx. can't help it. i'll end here today. nitex ppl =] though i dun say it out loud... but.. i love all of my frens , family , ppl around me!! Sagittarius :: Seek out challenging situations today and you will thrive. People will notice you.

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006Y
10:16:00 AM
woke up at 9am today! on the way to school , called ppl ... none answered! den called tingting to wake up den she sae coming.. when wanna reach school saw a person look like halimatus! so called her , in the end i saw wrong person. = =''ll but she also wore slippers that's why kana chase home. she said mdm sal cancelled the choice cuz too little ppl attend. hahax hmmm. those dogs waste ppl time siax. i called them dogs cuz they are really like one. they are not those normal dog.. they are like " see door dog". = ="ll though its their job , but , the way they speak to students really irritating. anyway , im back home after walking that stupid journey to school den to vista buy drawing paper den back home! hahax now preparing do math paper one! and waiting for goong to load! hahax the construction going on around my house is really noisy!!!!!!!!! forced me to close the room's door and turn the speaker loud! = =''ll yesterday is a past , today is a present , tomorrow is a mystery , that's why we called it a gift~* the biggest sky is always behind ur back~* goong is getting more and more interesting! hahax hmmm. shin isn't as bad as i think. he and she din realise they start to like each other. the story is abit like full house! hahax its kinda of nice & interesting! hahax i thinkin ... shin bought the candies that he gave her himself right?? cuz he said wad yuL who prepare de. hmmm. actually he is nice too. if he made his decision clear. hahax finshed Ouran High School Host Club eps 2o! hahax these is all the reasons why sumtimes i enjoy being alone at home! hahax u'll be fine! =] now is 9.12pm! just finished goong eps 13! hahax nice nice~ hmmm. erps 14 onwards is not uploaded yet , maybe tomorrow bahx~ hahax tomorrow meeting xy , er , yalian 1pm at control! meeting yen & huan 2pm at orchard! hahax hope it'll be fun! hahax finished 2o math question for paper one! hahax though with blanks again.. hahax now waiting for Ouran High School Host Club eps 21 to load , after watching den sleep~~ hahax tomorrow passing ronald geog textbook at 1oam! he teaching me sum day! hahahax nitex ppl =] jay's ai wo bie zou & feng is nice! hahax

Tuesday, September 05, 2006Y
9:44:00 AM
just woke up! hahax yesterday i had some weird dreams. hahax firstly , i dreamed of a scene in school.. dunno wad happen , we ended up in the school hall in groups. i only remember abc and milk's face. lolx den i woke up.. = =''ll next dream was beltz outing! lolx mui beside me walk walk den suddenly remembered i forgot to bring that watch! den mui tell me chuhui also forget to bring alot of things. den walk walk... i forgot le. lolx den dunno in which dream i was with shuqun. findin toilet. lolx! in that dream still can see taka. hahax so strange ah~ another dream is i went to sort of festival / NDP thingy with abc and another person forgot who. hahax the place seems so familar... not the first time in my dream. hahax last dream more strange... i was shopping with mui and moon!! hahax we were walking and suddenly saw them ! they were just standing at the spot and smiling & laughing lik wad they normally does. = =''ll den mui suddenly mui tell me " dun let them know that he was sick". im like... " huhx??"den walk walk walk , i see those things & shops seems to be very very familar again. = =''ll dunno why moon suddenly walk into the stairs at carpark.. mui sae.. "dun tell me he smoke horx..." den i ans her " nono.. impossible." den we just followed in the carpark , climbed up and on the way alot of ppl smoking , those ppl are like those bengs & lians lorx.. we reached a floor den go out.. there is a way to go back to the shopping centre... we din see moon.. instead we saw the mac guy.. call kelvin i think. den we talk talk about our o results & went off. hahax den suddenly moon call me , tell me he din run away horx.. = =''ll [ i also dunno why so strange. lolx ] den i asked him where he... den he sae a strange shop name , den i "huhx???" den he sae "i behind u all liaox." den we went on shop shop , blabla.... den i woke up.. lolx so many dreams at one go really confused me! my dreams are always strange.... always show ppl in school / ppl who i long long long time never see. hahax now den i realised .. i wrote alot for my dreams! lolx anyway , today staying at home ... maybe do abit of math & watch bleach! hahax just finished watching eps bleach 94! eps 95 onwards still not uploaded yet i think. hahax so watching Ouran High School Host Club eps 12! hahax its a funny one. hahax doing math too! hahax jiayou!! =] now is 4pm!! my mama bought me DUCK noodles! [ high-lighted the DUCK to let peifang see! bleahx** ] hahax dinner no need to eat le~ hahax finished watching ouran high school host club eps. 19! hahax hmmm. eps 2o still not uploaded. so , move on to the next one! lolx now waiting for goong to load.. they said its a nice korean show. hahax doing math while watching.. math kinda difficult ah?? hahax nvm.. try 1st. den ask shifu! lolx jaane~ =] now is 9.o0pm! hahax finished watching goong eps 4!! hahax quite nice~ yuL is a nice guy [ till now.. ] hahax quite not fair for him too. he can be the one enjoying & marry that gal instead of shin! i believe for she'll be happier with yuL~ [for now] hahax anyway , i completed the paper2 [ given on sat ]! hahax though with blanks again.. but at least i tried~ =D tomorrow 9.3oam to 12.3opm having mdm sal's lesson! >< english i guess. think will be doing comprehension. anyway have to ganbatte~!!! ^^ nitex nitex~~ Sagittarius :: True friends will give you the space you need, so do not hesitate to ask for it.

Monday, September 04, 2006Y
9:48:00 AM
woke up at around 9.3oam! hmmm. meeting mama eat breakfast at vista at 1oam! hahax cuz she working mahx~ going out soon~ hahax 1o:52am.. back from breakfast! hahax ate the duck rice! hahax mama bought it she said was cheap! hahax just now while waiting for her , i saw a elderly with a woman [ her family member i think. ] . they were eating noodles , e woman saw her keep eating the " fish" den was like irritated i think. cuz the ah-ma no much teeth left [ old le ma.. ] den she trying to chew the fish. den ah-ma's hand are quite weak too... she accidently drop food on clothes that woman also scold. like.. so bad lorx. i can't help it but keep looking.. they were siting infront of me ma. hmmm. that makes me wonder what will happen when we turn old.... hahax its like a long long way , yet might happen in a blink of eye. hahax thinkin whether she got think this before... " who was the one who take care of her since she was borned? she take in her attitudes? she was there when she needs help?" aiya.. i also dunno la.. hahax maybe i shouldn't look at them. lolx anyway , yesterday i sent a chain msg to some ppl.. 2 ppl feedback to me about that la.. im like.. okok lorx.. i really dun mean anything anyway, it started with dfs ma.. he sent me so i send lorx. cuz towards chainmsg , im someone who wont mind so much as long as same person dun send me more den one times can le. maybe someppl mind bahx. the most next time ignore those msg lorx. hahax just wanna sae.. i really dun mean anything. i was forced to understand that me and some ppl communicate through arguements. ha. i dun understand ppl.. not some.. is all. hahax perhaps not even myself. that's why sometimes i really really hate myself for certain things. hahax now is 9.24pm!! finished watching eps 9o! hahax thinkin.. how ppl'll will react when something happen to someone whom you know or you loves?? i dun wanna know. i choose not to even think / imagine about it. its too scary! im tired~ nitex ppl =] maybe beltz outing on thurs! woox~ find so many blog songs , this one is the one! hahax it reminds me of the days being " do re mi"! hahax its a beautiful though its short~ hahax happy being with the jiejies. hahax its all experience =] thanks to them~ we see both sides of ppl too. hahax she know , u know , i know. =] if u watched the mtv of this song , daniel said 3 sentence which melts most of the gurls heart. lolx [ cuz is he said it?? hahax ]one in the beginning of the mtv , one in the middle , one in the ending.. hahax "wo hen xiang ni , ni xiang wo ma?" , "wo hai shi wu fa wang ji ni.." one more i forgot. lolx anyway , its nice. hahax danieL jiayou! lolx =] the idea of having http://zuttowasurenai.blogspot.com/ + zuttowasurenai_fiish@hotmail.com this to addy , came from this song! hahax Sagittarius :: There is no telling where you could be in one year ... start fantasizing today.

Sunday, September 03, 2006Y
10:44:00 AM

[ mee hon + curry chicken + carrots + potato! + red bean soup!! yummy~ ]
[mama mixed this! hahax nice nice~ ]
hahax today woke up at around 1oam! wake up saw 2 msg.. one is from aliff.. he remind me about the adam khoo workshop! OMG~ den he said sumting lik.. time for u all to cry , wont that be a joke for me? = =''ll so bad siax. sikali he cried the most jialak one. lolx den went to kitchen saw all these food! hahax like ... so nice lorx!! muahahax~ dunno why these 2 days slept more den normally does , but still quite tired. but too hot , so can't sleep back. hahax anyway , today might be doing bitss of math! hahax must start abit la~ or else really cham.. hope wont dunno any of it ah~ hahax or else how to ask ppl when im at home. >< watch abit of bleach first. hahax hmmm. relax relax first. hahax =] now is 2.18pm! just finished episode 55! hahax so exciting le! lolx ended with the old 0ld man with fire! lolx wanna continue watching!! but have to do some work la~ hahax do abit math first den come back bahX~ hahax cya all =] hmmm. now is 4.35pm.. did few math question and watched some shows on tv! hahax quite nice~ hmmm. too bored. so decided to stop work for today and continue with bleach!! hahax now is 8.40pm! finished watching eps 65! hahax nice nice~~ =D time to take a rest! hahax hmmm. watch some tv and..... sleep!!! hahax cya ppl^^ nitex ppl =] so near yet so far.... Sagittarius :: Worrying too much about how others perceive you will hold up your progress.

Saturday, September 02, 2006Y
12:14:00 PM
morning ppl! hahax just woke up!! sun is too bright for me to sleep! hahax now waiting for cup noodle to be ready! hahax decided today must take a rest first before continue with other subjects! or i'll go mad!!!!!!!!! hahax later watch abit of bleach.. hahahax finished watching bleach episode 3o!! very nice! hahax but wonder when can finish watching?? got till around episode 95! hahax anyway its really nice!! hahax now is 7.1opm!! just finished watching episode 39!! hahax hmmm. watched too much / long , kinda tired! hahax its time to bath and for dinner!! hahax back from dinner! forgot today is sat! hahax nothing much on tv so im back here for bleach!! hahax now is 9.52pm! hahax just finished eps. 45! hahax hmmm. quite tired now.. go sleep already!! hahax nitex & cay all =] tired of the rain after the rainbow after the rain~ tired making the first move.. what i really need right now.. is just as simple.. as a break/rest. Sagittarius :: Remember -- getting a consensus is important, but it is not always necessary.

Friday, September 01, 2006Y
10:40:00 PM
today is september already!! so fast~ hahax yesterday do art till 12.3oam den can't see things clearly!! so no choice but sleep. actually decided to sleep till 3am den wake up and do art!! but my alarm ring den i woke up press it to stop , and blink eye only , fall asleep again. = =''ll too tired , 2 days haven sleep. hahax in the end 5.45am i woke up.. the way i woke up was like.. sleep sleep den suddenly "SHIT!! TOT I DOING ART???!" den wake up faster brush teeth. hahax luckily can finish 6 boards!! but hope can take back after prelim!! i wanan study 1st den do art!! den today went school hand in. after that went cwp mac eat with mui , ting2 , xy[cheryl] ! hahax den walk walk and went xy house! hahax actually yalian and er going her house sing sing play play. in the end i follow her home , den i lie on her bed wanna rest den in the end i fall asleep! hahax till 4pm++ den wake up siax! hahax yalian reached xy house at about 2pm++ . by the time i woke up , yalian wanna go le! lolx she go xy house watched us sleep! lolx so bad siax we. hahax after yalian left , we meet er go sun plaza buy clothes! hahax shop shop den go back cwp! hahax went i.p. zone see see and i bought a purple jacket!! hahax so happy! finally bought! hahahax den we walk walk and went home at around 9++pm. hahax cuz im tired!! reached home my mama gimme birdnest drink!! woohoox~ my fav! hahax nice nice!!
Sagittarius :: Today, explore how you can make something familiar feel exciting and new again.