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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JACKY!
nothing much to blog. went to er house help her dye-d hair. with Singyeng and May too.
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results coming.... people said next friday?
ended my day with a ;[
我的勇气一次就用完了。。
多么希望它不是这样收场的。。。
我会好好过！
seriously me and erjie think that we are doing alot more than we should do. but nevermind la , we do faster finish faster rest. hahax
today work very very very very sianx and slack~ erjie never go work. we do hampers till around 2.3opm / 3pm then uncle suddenly say don't do already. want talk , sing , dance whatever also can.
we all took the basket thing to do. 2 person per pack , finished at around 4pm++ /5 pm. then uncle tell story. lolx he can be fun too. hahax
they keep mentioning about my first day that paiseh incident la! so paiseh siax! now everybody know! ><
hope everyday like that nothing to do eh! hahahax think too much........
going to watch Hana Kimi episode 11!! :D
有些事是无法用言语来表达的。。
怎么那么难过。。
每次想忘的时候都是这样的心情。。。
Sagittarius :: Stuck in the middle of someone else's fight? Take yourself out of the fray today.
曹格
傻傻两个人
许过一个愿
当时星星眨着眼
看起来并不远
为你长翅飞
为你被风吹
请你千万要等我
代幸福给你的那一天
春天散步夏天看海秋天数落叶
一直没有烦恼
一直没有争吵
让每天像糖一样甜
冬天飘雪我是棉被温暖你的夜
一直在你身边
一直爱到永远
你就负责靠着我的肩
贴着你的脸
拍一张照片
世界很复杂的
要靠我近一点
但愿你每天
幸福又安全
两只恋人手牵手
谁也不用再跑给谁追
春天散步夏天看海秋天数落叶
[我们]一直没有烦恼
一直没有争吵
让每天像糖一样甜
冬天飘雪我是棉被温暖你的夜
一直在你身边
一直爱到永远
你就负责靠着我的肩
well well~ today went to bugis with mama and ah-yi~ went to temple too. hahax
expected at least a shirt or what , ended up with.............. nothing. ><
maybe i didn't notice or what , somemore too many people. very crowded , made me uncomfortable. hahax bought 2 pair of ear studs and a bottle. hahax
had dinner at cwp.
i don't want to say so but he irritates me by asking too much in wrong timing about her. sad to say , he is dfs.
很久很久以前，我就应该放开了。。我总是做不到。
但这次我一定要做到！因为这样真的好累。。。好难过。。。。。。
my pink E8oo is spoilt. sad saD SAD. ><
no sound! haiix~ 27april reach in a blink of eye can?
Sagittarius :: Today the world has something wonderful to show you -- do some people watching.
anyway , me and May quite interested in a course in life science! hahax sounds bit weird eh~ ME?? LIFE SCIENCE??? like no link. lolx
so far im only interested in NP's course and NYP's course... cause i only go to their open house. LOLX hmmm. TP too! they having new courses next year! have baking!! hope the cut-off point will be higher! lolx but the school like... so FAAAAAARRR~~~~~
hope my and everyone's result will be good! hahax *pray hard**
today didn't cut hair but dye-d hair~ hahax put for around an hour....... have colour! lolx
finished watching Bleach episode 112~ sleeping sooooooon~ night! :]
Sagittarius :: Stop the aggressive forward momentum today and make time to hang with friends.
tomorrow OFF from work!!!!!!!!!!!! :D don't know the reason why... but its a good sign!!!! LOLX
so tomorrow meeting Singyeng 12pm at Yishun , going to cut hair! :D after cutting hair come my house dye hair! XD
today quite slack at work again~ hahax nice days~~ LOLX
really sleepy when working. hahax perhaps there is sleeping powders in the store? hahax
took Weilian's [someone who work with us] car home just now as Da fan shu didn't wait for us. cause Er going admiralty meet xy , perhaps dfs heard er taking WL's car then though i going with er too. then didn't wait and went home. but im a person who will say if we not taking the ride home in this dad's lorry ma. so bit sianx diaox norx. anyway , im back home! lolx we asked WL and he steady pom bi bi say mon onwards drive us to work and back home! woohoox~ no need "climb" that looooooooooooonnng road already! :D
going to watch The Hospital episode 1o~ :D
Sagittarius :: There is a ton of information to discover today, and you'll have a ball finding it.
if not wrong , must work til 17feb! still long~ ><
didn't do much before lunch. after lunch me and er completed around 26 - 3o hampers. hahax
one of the hampers that i've made! :D not bad? hahax
daily work , really tired. daily haven lunch time , auto hungry. hahax do this kinda job needs alot of energy , so easy tired and hungry too! hahax XD
i want buy clothes!!!!! when can i shop freely~ lalala~
really bored when working these days.. free to sms me ya! hahax
going to watch The Hospital episode 9. :]
Sagittarius :: Get someone's attention -- finish a conversation that started a few days ago.
perhaps the past few days we work too hard , too fast , the store is now full. and we can't do too many. lolx so whole day slacking in the store. do really slowly....... and they still say we too fast. lolx [.....]
well well~ not only im unhappy with that person. im not really unhappy with him , sometimes only. hahax he don't really do work and likes to go around "comment" on things we do. in some areas he don't do that good as well. he just likes to find things to say us. ><
忍!
tomorrow working again~ hmmm. thinking will be as bored as today~ hahax the store just wont get cleared. lolx not much order ma.
i found that during working , im quite attitude. lolx maybe cause of the people? hahax buay tahan that kinda of environment and atmosphere too. and the smoker. became very moody moody too. ><
da fan shu's dad drive a uncle home too. when i look at the uncle , suddenly feel so............ hmmm.. dunno how to say out the feeling. hahax like... so pathetic? nono... not pathetic.. dunno how to say la~ LOLX [.........]
going to watch The Hospital episode 8.
おやすみ！ :]
你怎么总是在我脑海里.....
真的好想好想把你从我脑海里踢走~ ><
Sagittarius :: Get out of your element today and get energized. Try something bizarre and new.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAMIIE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RONGHONG~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NABILAH! :]
today work quite relax too~ hahax going quite smoothly. hahax hope everyday like that! lolx
bought chocolate cake and shared a present , a earring for mama. hahax
saw mdm Sal with 1 of her at the traffic near vista point. hahax chat awhile and off they went~ hahax
going to watch The Hospital episode 7. :]
Sagittarius :: Making a small effort takes you a long way in your self-esteem and relationships.
today work quite smoothly~ hahax ended with 3 hampers which made me sooooooo STRESS~ the wine alone is 988$ EACH! but the hampers is only 3oo$++ hahax tomorrow must make more of it! OMG~ hahax
tomorrow erjie not working. she going dental. so meet da fan shu go work tomorrow norx. hmmm. if no OT tomorrow , going pizza hut to celebrate Xueying's birthday. hahax
today's atmosphere was so....................... ><
thinking back , im always the one waiting. hahax honestly , i really dislike waiting. hahax but people always made me wait. wait for people to meet , wait for people to wake up , wait for sms , wait for calls , wait for people's answer , wait for sooooooooooooooooo many things that i can't finish saying. hmmm. honestly , MOST not all of the people around me always late and bit irresponsible. hahax they can meet ya at 12pm and they can just wake up and meet ya hours later. hmmm. normally will joking joking say that person buay paiseh , blabla~ but if often like this will dulan. im not refering to anyone but majority. just let me say it out here bahx~ hahax cause if i say others , they not happy , i also will not happy ma.. if forget it , others happy , i also will happy lorx. hahahax that's why im trying not to be so calculating lorx. hmmm. go with different people i must late different time. lolx haiix~ anyway , im done saying. my new year wish : forgive and forget! :]
going to watch Hana Kimi「花样少年少女」 episode 1o~ :D
ya've been living in my mind w/o me realising... :[
Sagittarius :: Now is the time to act on what you want -- do not waste time analyzing things.
went National library with Singyeng and May today~ Singyeng want to revise but in the end too many people , no space , so we end up shopping! lolx we walk walk at bugis village and then parco then home! :D i carried 2 big bags of books and worksheets to Yishun and meet them then they carry. lolx for Singyeng ma..
today i bought a white colour wallet for 36$ in The Wallet Shop. i think very nice! hahax so bought it lorx~ hahax now i dunno what to do with that black wallet. feel like throwing it! lolx
we three bought different foods to share and 2 bowls of desserts share share~ woox~ long time never like that enjoy already! hahax feel GREAT! :D
tomorrow working again~ think most probably till 8pm like that bahx. hahax がんばって！i can make it! lolx
today Rain having his concert at 8pm at Indoor stadium! bit wasted , cannot see him this time. hahax dont know when is the next time. ke xi ah~
finished watching Bleach episode 111~ going to watch The Hospital episode 6! :] then............. sleep! tired but i enjoyed today~ :]
Sagittarius :: No one will have any patience to wait today, so you will have to be firm.
today went to open house at NP with aliff , sufi , hashimah , etc and met the N3 guys there. ice took part in the DJ contest and everyone went to support her. though she didn't win but she was really great!! :]
bong and da fan shu went too. they went play pool after the open house. i meet michelle and jane go home together cause i dont feel like going play pool. hahax
3 of us joke alot in bus! laugh like what siax. hahax michelle disturb disturb lorx. lolx she pick up the phone and went "HELLO?" so loud la~ so paiseh siax~ hahahax
seriously , after going to NP for the open house , i dont really feel like studying there. lolx too far. hahax travel very far and ma fan! and too little shelter in the school! hahax if rain like today , cham! very very ma fan eh~ hahax i thinking of going open house for NYP. go take a look at all courses. cause nearer ma... but , working. dont know what to do too. hahax
can someone guide me along??? ><
watching The Hospital episode 5! tomorrow meeting duck to get my phone back! :D finally its back! hahax and meeting singyeng pass her my books! :D
Sagittarius :: Distractions abound today, so it will be a struggle to keep your eye on the ball.
WOOHOOX~
finally ate fast food!! LOLX ate MAC with zhibong and erjie! hahax
wee-u-wee~ tomorrow no work! so is Sunday! muahahax~ feel so high! LOLX [....]
today quite slack at work. hahax work , go for lunch , after lunch finish some then uncle call guys to clear up the store and girls sit there chat chat. muahahax then 5.2opm - 6pm all sit there wait for time to reach. lolx next week confirm very busy! hahax sure daily OT one. >< 
tomorrow meetina aliff they all 11am , going NP see see~ hahax i wonder where will i end up at. hahax sikali end up in NYP. lolx hope not. hahax
going to watch 「白色巨塔」The Hospital episode 4! :D
Sagittarius :: Things are starting to free up -- think about how you'd like to use your new time.
pains everywhere~~ ><
no fingerprints soon! LOLX whole day use the tape till finger smooth smooth. lolx my 2 wishes i made for today came true! LOLX i wished uncle dont smoke and work peacefully like yesterday , the uncle today went outta store so he din smoke in store and today work very very peaceful~ lolx nice nice~ :D
tomorrow working AGAIN~ me , er and dfs requested for off on saturday. wanna go NP open house. hahax Sunday off too~ :D nice nice~ can sleep and rest! hahax today is my 8th day of work!
going to continue watch 「白色巨塔」 The Hospital episode 2 and 3! :D
no matter how busy i tried to be....
no matter how hard i tried....
it doesn't get out of my mind.
Rain is coming later~ :D 21 Jan 'o7 , 8pm , his concert at indoor stadium! hahax
Sagittarius :: Open up -- leaving questions unanswered could cause people to make wild assumptions.
long way to reach........
HERE!! ><
PHEW~
no OT today~ :D :D :D
all staffs were called to have "meeting" with the boss. lalala for so long , use the 7$ rule to threathen us. ><
1 month pls fast fast over!! haiix~ ><
today quite okay lorx~ nothing much. quite relax~ hahax i completed around 45 hampers! quite satisfied! LOLX tahan till 11 feb / new year eve! hope tomorrow will be like today , relax relax. hahax think soon will have OT till 8pm like that. i wished the uncle dont smoke so often. cannot tahan the smell. will die very very soon! ha ha hax
tomorrow Rain is coming~ hahax his flight is 11.3opm. why i know?? cause magazine say so. lolx Singyeng going fetch him eh~ lolx
continue with Hana Kimi episode 9~ :]
Sagittarius :: Your charms are intoxicating, and people will be eager to comply with what you want.
been doing the brochures for around 3 days??? yesterday and today been put the brochures and address into the envelope. yesterday OT till 1opm++! today OT till around 8pm! ><
imagine whole day in the store putting brochures into envelopes. that's fine actually. but when u think "oh yes!! finishing!!" and suddenly the admin people bring up and tell u "there is double of this , need to re-paste with other address." 1 time , never mind.... 2nd time never mind.... dont know how many times already! waste our time only. make all of us really not happy. suppose to be their job , in the end we do , they slowly sit in air-con room print print , talk talk. what the.....
i really wish to leave now man! hahax 8oo $ this kinda of work! not for human beings one. hahahax lunch time expect us to ask 1 person go buy and the rest stay and continue. inhuman! lolx sometimes really cannot tahan that uncle! smoke smoke smoke! if 1 day o died , confirm cause of the environment eh! ><
really thankx da fan shu's dad! daily at night drive us home! hahax :]
1 month only!! がんばって！:]
おやすみ！zzzz.....
i know nice dream dont come true..
though its just a dream , but im happy :]
Sagittarius :: Step into someone else's experience and see what things are like in other cultures.
been raining WHOLE DAY! ><
today dfs's dad drive us to work and back home! thankx uncle! :D
today special task~ me and xue er didn't stay in store for booklet / hampers. we went out with the boss's son and his wife! to give out the booklet. today Sunday so most of the place have no people and locked up. or the security don't allow us to go in. we have to go up and down the van , carry a pack of booklet about the Hampers to the letter box of the building and put inside. and we discovered that... all letter box in EVERY building is located in a very DARK , ISOLATED , ERRIE place. hahax luckily we go together. or else i wouldn't dare to go man! hahax think so far me and xue er is the only girls who went out of store. hahax first reason is cause we have fewer girls. secondly is cause they said that was too heavy for girls to carry. LOLX we too strong eh~ hahahax
seriously think that going out like today is more fun than staying at the store! hahax can talk can joke can laugh! :D only that rain make it inconvenience. hahax though raincoat is provided but we are still wet. hahax these few days in store always heard Rain's , Mayday's , Liang Jing Ru's song over radio! hahax Rain's remind me of Singyeng. hahax
watching Bleach episode 11o and 「白色巨塔」 The Hospital episode 1~ :]
Sagittarius :: Just when you thought a relationship was done, it gets a new lease on life today.
well well~ three day of work ended peacefully!! congrats to me! LOLX
tomorrow is SUNDAY!! surpose to OFF from work and REST at home. BUT............ boss said ALL have to WORK!!!! ><
he said guys ONLY in the first place!!! ><
sad saD SAD~ :[ i wanna sleep longer and rest!!!!!!!! ><
the pay isn't that good as well. so doesn't motivates me to work. LOLX today i made 3 big hampers and around 8oo - 9oo booklet. think dream also can dream of it already. so sleepy during work today! luckily most people there quite friendly~ :D
more and more dont like that uncle! dont like his attitude ah! so bad to his wife somemore! ask his wife go eat shit! GUO FEN!! smoke in the store. so smelly lorx! irritating uncle! 忍！！><
going to watch Tokyo Juliet episode 16 and 17 the last episode! :D
Sagittarius :: The best tactic for you to take today is to just dive in and get things over with.
second day of work~ hmmm. today reached quite early for work! :D Xueer and Jamie din go for work today.
Number 11 hampers today! too little people today! can say only 3 person doing today! 2 person doing the hampers and 1 person help wrap. so today did quite little. cause i first fday do that thing and another person doing was sick! ><
i expected a lonely lunch today but the 2 guys working together invited me join them for lunch. though dont know each other but luckily still got things to talk about. hahax
rain raIN RAIN~~ Da Fan Shu's dad drive me home today! thankx uncle! :D really tired after work!! ><
watching Tokyo Juliet episode 14 and 15 before sleep~ :]
がんばって！！ :D
Sagittarius :: Separate your goals from the goals of the people you love, and put yourself first.
WOO~
first day of work at the factory. with Xue er , Da fan shu and Jamie. the job quite okok la. pack the hampers lorx. hahax
quite bored too. cannot talk. me and xue er just talk the uncle say us. his son and girl friend talk and laugh like nobody business he never care! ><
though today first time get along with Jamie , find she quite friendly. hahax tomorrow work again~ going to work from mon to sat. 9am - 6pm. no need attend band practice already. hahax
going to watch Tokyo Juliet episode 13 before sleeping! :D
Sagittarius :: Do not try to anticipate what the 'right' answer is. If it's a bad idea, say so.
been watching Tokyo Juliet episode 4 to 12! quite nice~ hahax
tomorrow meeting xueer 8am at 515. going do factory work. though pay bit low , but at home really nothing to do! hahax so go try try lorx.
hope this time will go smoothly for me~~~ :D
じゃあ～ :]
Sagittarius :: Let go of worry. Move on with good thoughts, and leave the negative ones behind.
作词:施人诚
作曲:tank
编曲:吕绍淳
演唱:tank
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
wo 要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
oh绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
wo……
woo……
walked , talked at Causeway point. nothing much so went Vista point see any nice shows. then return home.
Hana Kimi「花样少年少女」episode 8 is up! :D nice nice~
Tokyo Juliet 「东方茱丽叶」quite nice~ its about a fashion designer's childhood , love life , adult's stuff. :]
Wu zun in 「东方茱丽叶」 quite nice! hahax he looks better in 「花样少年少女」! :D
going to watch 「东方茱丽叶」 episode 1 to 3~ :]
what if the parents of the person u love , caused ur parents to divorce? will u still be together with that person?
eat to live?
or
live to eat?
Sagittarius :: Nothing is going to get by you today -- it's a great day for making a negotiation.
been watching 大长今 for whole day~
really nothing much to do at home~ but dont feel like going out~ hax!
tomorrow meeting muiling for breakfast so she could pass me shoe and the keychain jessica gave me~
monday maybe going out with Yalian , Muiling , Singyeng , May , Laihuan , make-up for Yalian's birthday. hahax
feel like changing blogspot to others. hahax suddenly one. but dont feel like leaving this blog to rust. how hoW HOW?
leading cashless life might be better~ :]
mood will be back on track soon , i guess?
Sagittarius :: Your urge to protect someone is getting stronger -- your emotions are driving you.
went for training at sense today.. actually is from 11am to 1opm. i left around 9pm. i quit. the pay is way too low la. the boss lady said cause i no experience so my pay will be 35$ per day. i think its crazy. stand for 11 hours , serve people for 35 $! crazy!
told her i dont want to continue. the people didn't really teach me lorx.. they only teach me arrange clothes by size , iron clothes , greet customer. and they insist to boss lady they taught me how to say and everything! kns! really angry la~ nothing to say lorx. made me like vase in the shop , stand there like idiot.
i told the bos lady i dont want to continue , she say he think i also not suit the job. i say ya lorx.. i ask her about the pay fo today training , she actually dont want give. then she handed me 2o$ from her wallet say actually the company dont have this rule but i give ya $$ myself. woahx.. that moment i really dunno want to take anot. so angry lorx. machiam i beggar! today wear heels somemore [ cause must wear "covered" shoe , i dont have ] 2o$ lehx! 1 hour 2 $. really kns la. in the end i took the $$ la. i dont want my feet suffer for no reason! ><
treat it as a lesson learn lorx! no luck after interviews! ><
tears just wont stop.....
feel soooooooooo damn bloody useless! [ that's how useless i feel! ]
i wished someone was there for me. dont really want to mention about this lousy thing anymore~
its called "wizard and the master". i got bluff by the game! lolx something like u are a princesswith no magic powers but sent to the magic school for 25 days. suppose to let 1 of the wizard / maid to fall for the princess by 25 days. i tried few times , cannot. today finally can! hahax
i thought there is game after succeed , but in the end , the game end after 25 days! = =''ll
its like a "fairytale" game eh.. happily ever after.. hahax but the character is really cute and handsome. hahax :D
went for interview for Maybelline thing this morning. hahax they need a promoter for hair dye , need the promoter to dye red , Mui got the job! LOLX gang gang hao.. hahax actually we went to interview for promoter for make-up section. hahax hmmm. see if they want me anot ah~ hahax but i dont really make-up lehx. hahax
really nervous with the thoughts of results.. ><
Sagittarius :: The recent downturn in your social life is actually a blessing in disguise.
曲:石头+阿信
词:阿信
想要天下天空就会在脚下
如果雨下梦想很快就发芽
如果有梦
woo be cool woo woo be cool
就要爆发
越玩越high越玩越大
快乐无限梦无价
天都不怕地也不怕
大声的唱快乐很伟大
贝多芬是十八世纪的怪咖
相信自己明天你就会称霸
宠上天
词曲:阿信
你爱看鬼片
又怕看鬼片
又要我陪
坐在你身边
很想告诉你
我比你还怕鬼
我无时无刻
都无怨无悔
让你无忧又无虑
每一天
你一个口令
我一个动作
绝不拖延
你一个皱眉
我三条黑线
整个高度警戒
我无时无刻
都无怨无悔
让你无法又无天
的撒野
是我的朋友就是我的baby
就算你打我踢我也都ok
就是要宠你宠你宠上了天
天堂整个搬到你身边
是一座堡垒
是一种哲学
我们之间
是一股热血
是一句乾杯
也是一种永远
我无时无刻
都无怨无悔
让爱无穷又无尽
万万岁
是我的朋友就是我的baby
就算你打我踢我也都ok
就是要宠你宠你宠上了天
天堂整个搬到你身边
是我的朋友就是我的baby
你想要打我虐待也都随便
就是要宠你宠你宠上了天
让谁都羡慕都赞美
让都傻眼
lalalala.....
词:阿信
曲:怪兽
一身黑皮肤白手套红短裤
一双大大耳朵
随时在向人打招呼
他是我朋友陪我笑陪我哭
尤其是当我当我最无助
有他听著我倾诉
梦中城堡里面跳舞
醒了世界依然残酷
以为我爱著孤独
以为自己不会迷路
以为自己跟自己
再不用谁照顾
以为我爱著孤独
却又崩溃的无助
谁能让我拥抱著尽情的哭
让我唯一的朋友不是老鼠
谁是草莓族
你才是榴连族
一身伤人顽固
伤害我还要我不哭
摩天轮停住
咖啡杯不跳舞
孩子练习著
让悲伤麻木
快乐也开始麻木
Mayday really GREAT!!! :D high hiGH HIGH~~~
Monster & Stone run notes on guitars like no tomorrow. lolx
in Japan , when they speak to the fans , they learned some basic. so funny and cute when they self intro! hahax
Monster :: 晚上好。 我是。。。。 啊！ 我们是五月天。我是吉他手怪兽。
Masa :: 晚上好。 我是五月天贝斯手玛莎。今天。。。 今天。。。。开动咯！
Ming :: 我是鼓手冠佑。。五月天鼓手。 。。。。 我爱你。
Stone :: 晚上好。我是石头。啤酒三罐。
Ashin :: 我是五月天的主唱，阿信。哆啦A梦，超喜欢。 。。。 拉面，超爱。 。。。 吃到饱，也超喜欢！谢谢。
sooooo funny when they said these! hahax they really friendly~
when Ming confess ／ 求婚 to her girlfriend on stage at Beijing.. very touching! they are fun! hahax
Mayday fever stops for now~ hahahax :D
当我们混在一起。。。
suddenly so many pictures~ hahax all from Singyeng's camera! spent whole past 1 - 2 hours uploading pictures. hahax not done yet~ have to updat Beltz's friendster too~ hahax
woohoox~
my sister bought Mayday's newest album!! 「为爱而生」 「Born To Love」! nice one! hahax i like the 8th song. cause of its title.. 「快乐很伟大」！！hahax nice nice! :D
so far i feel luck is going in our way~ hahax dont know why~ yesterday saw 2 Lambogini outside Meritus Mandrain!! hahax so heng~
people is starting school tomorrow~ enjoy!! :D
watching Hana kimi episode 7~* :D
Sagittarius :: If riding things out feels too passive, have faith that things will change soon.
