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Saturday, May 13, 2006Y
2:55:00 PM
i really dun understand why between real blood sisters can be likdatx. worse den a stranger. u may even smile to a stranger. but all i got from a sister is a "face". i even forgot since was our last talk. for years.. im tired of her attitudes. maybe last time i did sumting made her unhappy which i dunno.. but cant she tell me instead of doing all these?? its quite sad to have these tings happen while there is lotsss of other stuffs for me to bother in my life. sumtimes i really hate her for sumtings. but she is my sister after all. my mum knows tat she not happy with me..which every1 can see.. i dunwan her to worry about this ting between me and her tat will carry on forever..etc. which i tink it'll unless she change her impression towards me. y do i have to meet this kinda tings. when is this gonna stop?? i really hate to think~!!

..i jus need blue sky , white clouds , bright sun.. instead or dark clouds and rain in my picture....