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Wednesday, July 26, 2006Y
6:31:00 PM

yest night fur fur[my ham ham] was - pronounced dead [ by me]. haixx feel quite sorry for fur , cuz i neglected her these weeks. quite busy with stuffs. haixx but i did ensure her with enuff food and drinks k!! perhaps not clean enuff? or she is too old. haixx just feel bad , sad. i really sux. just came back from school. just had english oral. i was the last person in that class. haixx sry ppl. i was too emo. cuz mui mentioned fur , thats why i break down just now. sry if i was cold to u ppl. but i tried my best to smile. lately quite depressed. but alwys tried to smile and laugh like normal de shuting. dun worry. i'll be fine. =) w/o cries & laughters , that wouldn't be me! hahax after some games , i'll be fine. =) i wish i was that lucky gurl. i'll never be. i chose to bury my head in the sand//*