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Thursday, July 20, 2006Y
8:30:00 AM
today decided to skip mass run. that;s why im still here at this time. and i checked my mail and duck sent me this:"shoe! =D hardly get to talk to you in school and MSN, so here am i with an e-mail. you ah, relax alright! i know you're stress over band. you want the best for the band but it just don't seem right. remember 2003 SYF? *the only SYF* i was involved. remember how MR toh scold us and just leave us like that when we all just simply can't play well? perhaps, band is like that, before any big performance, there're bound to be some errors here and there. but when it's the big thing, WE CAN DO REALLY WELL. although i'm no longer in band and may not know how the band works but the thing that will never change is that band members are always at their best! i believe our band can do it! don't fret too much about it! i can see your efforts. to tell you the truth, i read your blog everyday and your posts consist of band everyday. =D that must be the love for band. i'm also sorry that i kick up a nonsense fuss without even being considerate to your feelings. i'm sorry. relax yourself, "shun qi zhi ran" i want that cheerful shoe back!! =D always remember, our band is a special one, no matter how many mistakes or errors they have prior performances, it'll always turn out fine! believe in your effort! believe in BAND! WGD BAND rocks yea! SATURDAY is the day. if you stress yourself and fall sick now, will be jia lat leh! hey, you're the holder of my clarinet leh, you must bring out its best! bring the spirit out! i've total faith in you for you're my best friend/ex-junior and confide! =) all i want is your smile. no matter how vexed/fan/stress you're. i'm so willing to be your shoulder! because me too, i want the best for you. as you mention in your blog, another 3 more days, after that its RAINBOW!!! i want a happy shoe to watch the lake house with me. i don't want you cry cry go in and cry cry come out. ONLY i can cry in such shows ok!! ok i shall stop here. just remember, no matter what, i'm here. i can lend you my shoulders if you want to cry and i'll just keep silent because that's what i can do for my dear friend! smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile,smile!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT, DUCK ALWAYS SUPPORT SHOE!"
and i replied her this :
"wao lao... now is 8++am. i wana go school den online 1st. den u email me this. make me cry again. everytime email me make me cry. next time i dun dare open ur mail le siax. hahax really thx! but for these few days let e crazy 1st bahx. hahax i'll be normal after the concert. =) really thx!"
every msg he email me , confirm chop stamp make me cry. but its a good thing too. cuz at last i cried out. lots of times in class i alost break down.. dunwan cry but tears is ready to roll down. but i "suck" back. perhaps that's why im so moody. sorry duck. i can't promise u i'll turn to better mood now. perhaps after concert . or after art. or after o. lolx dun worry. i'll be fine. i wanna be strong! =D and hope my pet will be fine soon! going school soon. jaane~ =)
now going to 9pm already! and just finish my dinner. cuz just came back from com meeting AGAIN. yah.. i mean AGAIN. now days we having meetings after band DAILY to talk about movements , gifts , etc,. haixx. im really tired. today with mui's help. i managed to smile & laugh lik siaox. hahax i replaced my cries with laughters. hahax so pls dun stop me. laugh help me release stress!!!!!!!!! can see how stress-ed up am i ????! hahax soon... coming real soon!!!!!! just hope to get supports from friends.. is it really that difficult?? yah.. that's what u call friends. hahax ijustwishthatthegalisme.it'llneverbeme.
