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Friday, August 04, 2006Y
8:52:00 PM
3aug'o6today nth much happen. hmmm. art finally have 3 boards , thoughnot full , but stil have sumting on it. 31aug e dateline. quite near. but try my best to finish it ba. dunno why im really quite tired thses days. perhaps not enuff sleep , or bcuz im sick. and it is getting from bad to worse. actually dun feel like going school tml , but. tinkin that sat can sleep too. hahax maybe sat can go band? cuz we can perform ma. but i tink im not going to perform, i cant perform w/o my instruments. hahax cuz my instruments found new owners alrdy. hmmm. yah. kitahara called me during math lesson , shirley choo did not come. he told me that i passed my E2!!! OMG!! unbelievable!!! lolx cuz din really study ma. summore it took place on the day after GIOVIALITA! hahax i think its abit.. stupid for her to be upset /jealous when me talk to her or what. friends are equal , that's what i think. we did not left her out , she chose to let herself be outta topic. strange ah? perhaps she hope to have a friend to herself? hahax anything la. hahax ms lim bin talk to me just now in school when we are on the way to art room. hmmm. she was like asking me.. what happen to me?? then im like thinkin oh shit.. cuz its not i did not think of this question before , ppl who read my blog will know. then she said quite lots of things , back to sec2n3 till now.. my goals.. then suddenly i break down. i also dunno why. perhaps im touched by her words?? maybe im stressed up?? or i dunno what i wan?? cuz for now.. im really confused. i just wan to pass my o level. what do i mean for pass? i hope to get less den 2o points. its impossible for me to achive that for the rate im working towards. perhaps all the stress i've got is from me , myself and i. maybe bcuz i have experctations for myself?? im lost. i dunno where to go? what course to take. what i wanna be when i reached 22 yr old. i dunno. i think for many times alrdy. but i still dunno. i ask ppl before.. got any jobs dunno need to take course about business , math , science , dun need study better.. den ppl tell me.. slp at home.. that's why today i ask sarah , got any jobs which slp at home also got $$? she told me.. housewife. den im like "..." = =''ll . actually i wanna try out early childhood. but.. the points too low. think ard 15points. that's why my goals were at least b3 for ALL SUBJ. but.. hard lehx. now see my situation quite impossible ah. haixx. im still botherd with lots of things. lots of mystery for me to crack it. muahahax im damn tired.
