Monday, September 11, 2006Y
2:57:00 PM

just came back from school! english prelim was quite okok. damn it! art coursework had to be submited by friday! we can't take back the prep work & we haven't take pic!! can't do com work how to submit?? we ask nana she ask us back " den wad u all wan me to do??" , : dun have den dun submit la." DAMN HER! say till so easy siax~ we ask her not for her to ask us back! i wonder is she a TEACHER??! wad is she paid for?? to ask us question?? to talk back or childish with us? might as well pay us. DAMN IT!! tues to thurs adam khoo work shop! that come in not the right timing la!!! shit!!!! actually planning to go dinie house to trace the model. but his house filled with ppl already. haiixx! damn it! my 15points dream flew away just likdatx! AAAARRGGGGGGGHH~ i wiish everybody could lend me their time!!!!!! everybody will say " who ask u all dunwan to start earlier and drag till now??? and do ur last minute work?? " i will say.. " shut ur damn bloody mouth up if u dunno the whole story!" that's how fustrated i am now! that's rare for me to use these words if u know me. why i still have time here , cuz im waiting for a place to do. to trace!!!! this is such a important year and such stupid thing occur! AAAHHHHH~ we are like w/o any teachers. nana claim that she guide us , her bloody shit la~ she guide us?? by asking us need any help?? and sit there help others water colour. [ when she is not suppose to even touch our work! ] all she know is pushing the blame to us and say is we chose not to do the work & not asking for help. please wiish us , the fashion students , all the luck that we can finish. we now going to redraw all the models to take pictures and print at zap-it. cuz print like last year will take at least 1 week is its $25/piece!! its really like.. DAMN IT!!! there is no time for anything. me and sarah going library trace at the glass wall. it may look stupid.. but , NO CHOICE! damn it! i planned to do my other subject this week! but , art dun let me go.. or rather , i can't let my art go! AAARGGH~ how do i survive w/o art / other subject!! cant catch any breathe....... its seems that its so hard to let it go... Sagittarius :: There is no risk in letting your curiosity drive you -- it's time to go exploring.
