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Monday, September 04, 2006Y
9:48:00 AM
woke up at around 9.3oam! hmmm. meeting mama eat breakfast at vista at 1oam! hahax cuz she working mahx~ going out soon~ hahax 1o:52am.. back from breakfast! hahax ate the duck rice! hahax mama bought it she said was cheap! hahax just now while waiting for her , i saw a elderly with a woman [ her family member i think. ] . they were eating noodles , e woman saw her keep eating the " fish" den was like irritated i think. cuz the ah-ma no much teeth left [ old le ma.. ] den she trying to chew the fish. den ah-ma's hand are quite weak too... she accidently drop food on clothes that woman also scold. like.. so bad lorx. i can't help it but keep looking.. they were siting infront of me ma. hmmm. that makes me wonder what will happen when we turn old.... hahax its like a long long way , yet might happen in a blink of eye. hahax thinkin whether she got think this before... " who was the one who take care of her since she was borned? she take in her attitudes? she was there when she needs help?" aiya.. i also dunno la.. hahax maybe i shouldn't look at them. lolx anyway , yesterday i sent a chain msg to some ppl.. 2 ppl feedback to me about that la.. im like.. okok lorx.. i really dun mean anything anyway, it started with dfs ma.. he sent me so i send lorx. cuz towards chainmsg , im someone who wont mind so much as long as same person dun send me more den one times can le. maybe someppl mind bahx. the most next time ignore those msg lorx. hahax just wanna sae.. i really dun mean anything. i was forced to understand that me and some ppl communicate through arguements. ha. i dun understand ppl.. not some.. is all. hahax perhaps not even myself. that's why sometimes i really really hate myself for certain things. hahax now is 9.24pm!! finished watching eps 9o! hahax thinkin.. how ppl'll will react when something happen to someone whom you know or you loves?? i dun wanna know. i choose not to even think / imagine about it. its too scary! im tired~ nitex ppl =] maybe beltz outing on thurs! woox~ find so many blog songs , this one is the one! hahax it reminds me of the days being " do re mi"! hahax its a beautiful though its short~ hahax happy being with the jiejies. hahax its all experience =] thanks to them~ we see both sides of ppl too. hahax she know , u know , i know. =] if u watched the mtv of this song , daniel said 3 sentence which melts most of the gurls heart. lolx [ cuz is he said it?? hahax ]one in the beginning of the mtv , one in the middle , one in the ending.. hahax "wo hen xiang ni , ni xiang wo ma?" , "wo hai shi wu fa wang ji ni.." one more i forgot. lolx anyway , its nice. hahax danieL jiayou! lolx =] the idea of having http://zuttowasurenai.blogspot.com/ + zuttowasurenai_fiish@hotmail.com this to addy , came from this song! hahax Sagittarius :: There is no telling where you could be in one year ... start fantasizing today.