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Friday, October 06, 2006Y
1:12:00 PM
happy birthday to olsen!as usual back from school! actually need to go to dental appointment at 2.3opm but we wanna catch movie at 2.15pm! so i chose to skip it! hahax meeting them all at 2pm!
[ candice ]
today was candice who conducted the workshop! she really mentioned something that make my tears roll down w/o me notice , which is the results of this prelim. today we checked our results which will be shown on our report book.
ENG : C5
MT : A2
MATH : D7
HUMAN : E8
ART : F9
SCI : F9
L1R4 : 31
L1R5 : 4o
i see this ah , im really like.. DAMN IT! i dun understand why i can't even get a E8 for my art la! im so angry at the results! even my sci lose to my combined humanities. what a weird one. and CCA point i only got B3. so weird. ok la. i expect at least an A2. cuz we did alot of things. really alot. i just dun get it. that's why at first i was so mad that candice's words can't go into my brain. i was trying so hard to keep my tears from dropping. but when candice tell us to relax , both feet on the ground , close our eyes , she talked & when she mentioned think about the prelim results , my tears really dropped. we were given 5mins break. i quickly went to the toilet cuz i scare i can't control. im fine by then , but when yalian , joy asked my about art again , i can't take it eh. i really ran back to the staff toilet and wash my face as if the tears were the tap water.
i really want my results for o level to be better at least double compared to prelim! i dont care whether there is tomorrow or not. lolx candice also taught the breathing technique. actually i have the habit of inhale & exhale slowing when im really tired / stressed up. its useful! =] now i really think that i physical siick , was mentally. cuz these days quite siick but i did studied w/o bother about the tiredness & etc. i dare to say that , since the workshop start that time , the word " give up " disappeared from the dictionary in my mind & heart. the most negative thing was " no time " , " difficult " . i know if i want i can!
not going to touch book today~ today is mooncake festival & my de-stress day~
thankx alot! not just for concerns , but letting me feel that im not invisible. =]
now is 7.23pm! just came back from cwp! hahax me , mui , olsen went to eat pasta! & watched rob b hood at 4pm! nice funny , touching show!! u all should watch too! hahax now then i realise that jackie chan is really good at martial arts! power eh! he jumped on the air-con thing outside ppl house from the top floor! OMG~ and i bet he din jump for once only! cuz got NGs! he is really strong man!! hahax gu tian le also in the show~ me and mui agree that... he is suai4! hahax =D after movie accompany olsen go 77-street buy new spec! hahax he told us that he had a habit of buying something for himself during his birthday~ now im waiting for singyeng to tell me whether she and huan coming play candles~ hahax this year lonely lehx.. er go her aunt house , mui play with her haw , yalian go tianmu's dinner~ lalala~ luckily this computer din abandon me! hahax now go watch bleach episode 98! maybe continue with magician of love episode 15! =D a sec3 ppl who seen my frenster think im a sec2 gal. = =''ll do i look that kid? i still think i look very very mature lorx. lolx = =''ll i told aliff today lantern festival fren busy im lonely he say wan celebrate , gan3 dong4~ hahax
not meeting sy they all already. cuz now is already 8.33pm and they are finding jobs in town. by the time they come must be late already! its dangerous for them so late return home + tomorrow i have to wake up and study! hahax at home i think. library confirm no space! hahax
now is 1o.45pm! just finished episode 15! the sky is too misty to see the moon! what a pity~ yesterday nitex while walking home still can see the moon so bright & it was almost full moon! tired. time to sleep~ hahax nitex =] take care ^^ hope i'll be well tomorrow~ =D
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