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Saturday, October 14, 2006Y
10:03:00 PM
if i din remember wrong , i post my fears before.i posting it again to let my blog bring it away~ and the happy thing to keep as memories~ hahax
im afraid of dark , spirits , monsters , balloons , insects especially those which can fly [ even ants ] , die right now , being good at nothing , being a good-for-nothing person , no future , kena hate by people especially people who is close / around me , some really precious friends leaving me [ i know sooner or later she have to leave ] , too complicated .
dont feel like growing up so fast. hope 2oo6 dont pass so fast~ i don wan be at the airport to send people off. dont wiish to. but i dont think we can avoid that. im really not ready for new school life. that's 1 of my fear too~ haiix~
i really dislike people who dont respect themselves , people who lied for their own good sake , people who mak promises for the sake of themselves , backstabbers , laugh at others cause they are afraid that they can't do it / others will laugh at them , people who bully the decent , people who act big / lians / bengs , people who likes to control others' freedom , people with high-level of jealousy.
but
im really glad and i love them~ my family members = papa , mama , 2 sisters.
my friends = singyeng , muiling , peifang , yalian , laihuan , xueer , chuhui , zhirong , weiqiang , xulong , qianhui , paul , yude , guoquan , band members , everybody around me~ =]
of cause i wont mention all these infront of ppl everytime , cause its weird when u suddenly liddat tell ppl. lolx they'll ask u back : " are u siick ??" or " did something happened?" am i right? hahax they take turns being there for me when i need them. hahax i may argue / quarrel alot with these people , but we'll be fine after awhile~ hahax i accept them for who they are. when im happy cause these people are happy~ have great memories with them~ =]
--shu's confession--
