
slept at 12am & woke up at 8am today~
dunno what happen my mama start again. comment on things i buy. the comment isn't pleasant at all~ threatens me by locking me in this cage. luckily she din. now im alone at home. haiix~ im NOT a kid anymore. she expect me to be like my sisters at my age. nerd nerd , everytime after school go home , stay at home , dunno anything about the world outside. perhaps im a sagittarius , i can't stand people controlling / plan everything "nicely" for me. i want it in my way , she wants it in her way = argue. i do everything with reasons. she wants to say about it , i'll state all the reasons. after stating reasons , she nothing to say , she'll say 没大没小!只会叮嘴!不要认我做妈啦!i lose once she say this la! i said to her nicely can she dont control everything about me. even what i wear also wan to control. its not asif i wear till very little. forgot what she replied then i say "im not ur dog! its impossible for me to listen to u every single thing." she say "then call me.......... " [ she wanna say mama den i cut in] " i never call u owner!" sounds kinda rude. but , if people meet these kinda things , u all might move out already. cause there are other things too.
虽然我希望我只是一个小孩,但我已经长大了~我有我自己的主见。
i planned to talk to her and solve this morning , but she went out early in the morning. if never remember wrong she went dunno where with friends. she is like me , like to go out. only different timing. haiix~ nevermind. just disappointed she didn't trust me. i didn't cry this time. maybe used to it. cause its not the first time this kinda things happened. haiix~ waiting for the day i turn 21.
12.o4pm , zhu da jie finally wake up! hahax finished the show My name is kim sam soon & bleach episode 1o2~ hahax nice ending~ =D later meeting zhu da jie go town do her mei mao. hahax
1o.16pm , reached home at around 6pm++ / 7pm. finished Tree of heaven episode 3. very sad & touching story. If ur feet are not cold , ur heart going to be.
time to sleep. nitex ppl =]
Sagittarius :: A friend who is experiencing some relationship problems may reach out for your help today. But even if you know how to help, try to hold back and let your friend handle things. There is a lesson here that he or she needs to learn -- express that. Plus, if you rush ahead and get involved, you could end up being cast as the villain. Issues you aren't fully aware of need to be taken care of without your involvement.